Just An Illusion

A hidden taste

Hospital

Inara looked like she was rubbing her eyelids a few times. While trying to gather his consciousness Inara seemed to stare towards the roof of the room. Inara seemed to snort with annoyance as she smelled the peculiar smell of drugs on her nose at that moment.

"Why do I always end up in this place, come on deck.. Don't make Mama continue to end up here." said Inara as she rubbed her stomach slowly.

Inara is really grateful if the baby returns safely this time. I don't know what will happen to her, if the baby doesn't survive.

A silly thought suddenly popped into his mind at that moment, as Inara was rubbing her stomach slowly.

"If you go.. Will you still accept Mom, son? Dad's presence near Mom is because of your presence, then what if you go and leave Mom? Will Dad go like you?" inara said with a soft tone.

Either got a thought from where, but clearly it suddenly crossed his mind just like that. Inara doesn't know if it really happened, will Alvaro stay by her side? Or even go back to Kikan? Inara herself did not even know which one would happen in the future.

A rough gust of breath was clearly heard coming out from Inara's mouth at that moment. Until then a door that opened at that time, then immediately made Inara rise from her sleeping position at that time.

"You're sober?" a voice coming from Bella.

Inara who heard the question from Bella just now just smiled with a knot. Making Bella who found it decided to move her legs closer to where Inara is currently.

"How are you doing? Are there any other complaints?" bella then asked back.

"Nothing, as far as Iki's good. Is my baby all right?" inara said with a worried look on her face.

"Everything is in good shape if you can keep your emotions, reduce stress because it will affect the baby in your womb." said Bella while rubbing Inara's stomach that looks bloated.

"Thank God, then em.." said Inara hanging while circulating his gaze to the surrounding area as if looking for the existence of someone.

"Are you looking for Alvaro? He hasn't come back since. I think there was a sudden affair that made him leave in a hurry earlier." said Bella then who seemed to know if currently Inara was looking for the whereabouts of Alvaro.

"Oh like that" said Inara with a sad face.

Bella who found the look of Inara's face at that time, of course immediately frowned with a confused look. I don't know what happened with the change in the look of the face, making Bella then let out a long sigh.

"What do you mean? A pellet? What pellets?" said Inara who does not understand this discussion.

A moment of silence just as the words came out of Inara's mouth. Until then the fierce sound of laughter that echoed in the room, making Inara increasingly clueless about Bella's current behavior.

"I'm kidding, don't you think it's not funny at all? Come on Ra laughs occasionally, don't be too serious like that." said Bella while patting Inara's shoulder several times, making a big sigh sounding clear from Inara's mouth at that time.

"Well, I'm just kidding, don't be so serious. I'm sorry, yeah... If I go too far." said Bella then who felt guilty for her laugh that did not make Inara smile at all because of it.

"Have forgotten it, I have not thought about it at all. After all, what I experienced actually made me look always tense, for some reason I often feel anxious. Do you think this is the karma of an actor?" inara said with a sad face.

"Hey what are you saying? Don't say nothing like this. In fact, to me you are a savior, do you know that?" bella said that made Inara curious about the meaning of Bella's words just now.

"Savior? What did you mean just now? " inara said with a questioning look on her face.

"Yes, you saved Alvaro at the right time. You know, don't you? If the three of us are friends, but apart from that Kikan is not a good woman for Alvaro. There are some things that make me not like it." Bella bluntly said.

"Then why is it rigid not to prevent the marriage of the two first?" said Inara who did not really understand the words of Bella just now.

"As a friend, I would have repeatedly advised Alvaro. But despite all that, the decision remained in the hands of Alvaro and Kikan, I could not interfere at all and continued to persuade them not to get married. What are my rights anyway? isn't that Ra?" bella said in a tone that sounded so bitter.

Bella's words just now of course immediately made Inara speech silent for a moment. As a woman, Inara certainly knows where Bela's current conversation is going. It was clearly seen that the face of sadness and the hoarse tone of voice continued to meet the look of Bella's face at that time. Making allegations that Inara felt that Bella had ever put feelings for Alvaro, then strengthened with the confession of Bella just now.

Inara seemed to stare deeper into the bead of the woman's eyes, making Bella who was not too aware of the gaze from Inara at this time could only stare blankly towards the front. I don't know what made him dream at the time. But the next split second, Bella tried to smile and stare at Inara who was currently looking at her with an indecipherable look.

"There's Ra? I seem to have gone too far, huh? Excuse me.. Then rest back, I'm sure soon Alvaro will definitely come back and see you." said Bella, rising from her position before finally leaving Inara alone there.

Bella who was too carried away decided to take her footsteps away from there. Until then a voice that came from Inara, then immediately stopped his footsteps instantly.

"Have you ever put your heart on Alvaro?"

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