Just An Illusion

Just An Illusion
An excuse



"Our baby... I'm really sorry for not being able to take care of our baby." Inara said back as she continued to sob.


"What are you talking about?" alvaro asked with a puzzled look on his face.


While Inara who had been hunted destroyed then only held her stomach area tightly while crying with a sniffle, making Alvaro who saw this then immediately got up from his seat and approached in the direction where Inara was.


Alvaro hugs Inara's body tightly while trying to calm Inara which Alvaro himself does not know what really happened to him. While Inara who thought that the baby had not even more sob in Alvaro's arms because she felt guilty.


Alvaro patted Inara's back gently trying to calm the woman down. Until a few minutes in her arms, only Inara began to take off Alvaro's embrace slowly and looked at him with a wet bead of eyes.


"Don't cry Ra.. What are you really crying about? Do you want anything?" alvaro asked in a soft tone while rubbing Inara's tears slowly.


Inara who heard the question grew even more sad. I don't know why Alvaro even looks so tough and ordinary, even though Inara is almost desperate when she finds out her son is not safe.


"Tell me what's wrong? Do you want to eat something? I hear you feel a little sensitive when it comes to things" Alvaro said, wiping Inara's tears gently.


Hearing this made Inara's cry instantly silent for a moment. There was a word Alvaro that made Inara instantly frown upon hearing it just now.


"Mom pregnant said you mas? Didn't our baby already.." said Inara with a confused look on her face as well as Alvaro.


"Of course, you are pregnant.. Then what's wrong?" asked Alvaro who had no idea what was happening.


"So I'm still pregnant? Is our baby okay?" said Inara who seemed surprised to make Alvaro more confused.


"Yes Ra, who said our baby didn't survive?" alvaro said with an irritated look as if he was going to scold someone who told Inara that their baby was gone.


"You, I even asked it over and over again and you allowed it all, making me think that our little baby was gone" Inara said with a sullen look, making Alvaro instantly frown in an instant.


"I? When's? Ah... I'm sorry, I was thinking about something and not focusing... I'm really sorry." said Alvaro later when he remembered.


He was daydreaming and thinking about Kikan. Alvaro believes that when Inara asks him something, Alvaro who is not too focused instead says something that makes Inara misunderstand.


"You really are a pain in the face." said Inara with a sullen look, making Alvaro immediately hugged back his body while continuing to say sorry to Inara.


***


That night at Alvaro's


When the footsteps of the two had just entered the middle area were about to head towards the dining table. Both Tamara and Kikan who saw the two coming together of course immediately made them rise from their seats at that time.


"Look at your husband, he forgets his first wife and goes out with his second wife. Is ten years a minute? He even instantly forgot everything in an instant." Tamara said in a tone that insinuated the two.


"Sure ma, ten years is really a short time even to put trust though. What do you expect from ten years? It doesn't really make anyone change for the better!" alvaro said in a striking tone, making everyone there of course immediately confused when hearing all the words from Alvaro just now.


"What do you mean by Al? Are you insinuating me?" said Kikan who felt insinuated to the words of Alvaro just now.


Getting the question then made Alvaro stop his footsteps and release Alvaro's hand grip that was originally on Inara's shoulder.


"Ra goes to the room, there are some personal things that I want to discuss together with Kikan" said Alvaro then who then replied Inara with a nod of the head as soon as he got the order.


But Tamara who heard it even rolled her eyes with carelessness when she thought that Alvaro instead put Inara first than the others.


"Why did you tell him to leave? What can he not hear exactly? Do not discriminate between your two wives" said Tanara who immediately stopped Inara's footsteps immediately.


Inara was really among the difficult choices, making her confused should she stay here or pass away going to the room like the order from Alvaro just now.


"Ma not now, this is a private conversation between me and Kikan. Mama better get out of there and give us some space to talk now!" alvaro said with a firm tone to make everyone who was there immediately frowned at once upon hearing the words of Alvaro at this time.


"Nobody can leave here, if you two want to talk say it in front of all of us" Tamara said in a tight tone and did not want to be denied at all, made a thin smile clearly visible on Alvaro's face at that time.


"Please follow Alvaro's words today, okay?" persuade Kikan then when he realized that Alvaro must be carrying important news that nobody wants to bring him but him.


"Mama said no yes no, including you hick! Stay here and don't go anywhere, I really want to see what the current leader of the household is up to!" tamara said in a dismissive tone staring at Alvaro at the moment.


"Well, whatever if Mama wants to hear everything right now. But obviously I'm sure Mama will be surprised to hear what I'm saying right now" said Alvaro then who then made everyone stare with question marks.


"What do you really mean?" said Tamara who does not understand the words of Alvaro at this time.


"Now tell Ki, what's the reason you pretend to be barren and can't have children?" alvaro said then which of course immediately surprised everyone there.


"What?"


Seriate