Just An Illusion

Want to eat meatballs

"Stop the drama you two! Our discussion is not finished at this time. There is one condition I ask for and you must fulfill!" said Tamara then which of course immediately made the three turn to the source of the sound instantly.

"What's the condition?" alvaro asked then with a curious look on his face.

"I will stay with the three of you until the woman gives birth to her child!" said Tamara then which of course immediately surprised the three at that time.

"What!"

***

Main room

After a discussion that did not get the bright spot at all, Alvaro and Kikan seemed to step into the room with an upset movement. Alvaro looks back at Kikan's body at that time and takes a position with a ruffled waist, making Kikan who realizes that Alvaro is currently angry, then immediately approached towards him and hugged Alvaro's body from behind while being spoiled to him as if trying to relieve Alvaro's current anger.

"I'm sorry, I don't know if it's going to happen like this either. I really don't." said Kikan trying to persuade Alvaro.

Hearing the explanation from Kikan just now, then made Alvaro take off the arms of Kikan coiled in his stomach at that time. Alvaro turned around slowly and looked towards Kikan with an indecipherable look. Making Kikan who saw this then immediately swallowed his saliva violently. Alvaro's face really explains everything and Kikan knows that Alvaro doesn't like this.

"Are you angry with me Al? I'm really sorry.. I'm sure Mama must have just been carried away by emotions for a moment now." said Kikan with a regretful look.

Hearing Kikan's apology, Alvaro rubbed his face violently. I don't know why his current thoughts felt so chaotic and messy. Everything that he had been building and building for ten years was actually shaky when a storm felt slowly hit him.

Alvaro stared at Kikan where his face looked as if he did not feel guilty at all. Though at this time everything has become more complicated and is no longer as simple as imagined.

"You obviously know why I'm angry Ki, this is all your wish and I'm following it because of you. Not only about this crazy marriage, but also about paying attention to Inara, having a husband and wife relationship, to having children from her. Everything I do is because of you. And now that I've done everything for you, you're saying something that provokes my emotions? Did you really forget or pretend to forget?" alvaro said in the end he vented all his anger.

Alvaro was really at the point of exhaustion, where all the effort he had put in earnest ended up in vain. While Kikan who heard this of course could only gawk, what Alvaro said was true. But should he say it while shouting at her like this? Kikan stared at the look on Alvaro's face that looked so messy and frustrated.

"You're blaming me for all this Al? You really blame me? Do you also want to blame me for not being able to bear a son for you? Are you going to blame me for that too?" said Kikan then who also began to be provoked by emotions, making Alvaro immediately looked at him with a frowning gaze.

"I never said that! Have you ever heard it come out of my mouth stuff just once? Even if we're old and don't have a son, I'll be with you! You're the one with your crazy mind that keeps forcing me to remarry, so stop blaming myself Ki... You are guilty of this too!" alvaro said with a tone of emphasis.

"Whatdidyou say? If you don't agree to it, why don't you keep persuading me to stop telling you to do it? Don't you really enjoy your role, right? You like Inara who is much younger and also beautiful than me, right? Just tell me honestly there's no need to lie anymore and cheat me!" kikan said with a tone that sounded high.

Alvaro who heard Kikan's harsh words of course immediately stared intently at Kikan. Somehow and how could Kikan suddenly say all those things and hurt him like this with his words.

"You're really crazy Ki, I don't know what's going on with you right now... But the more you come here the more you show your selfish nature! Stupidly I didn't listen at all to Bella, who kept saying to think about it carefully before marrying you!" alvaro said in a lower tone but felt directly pierced into Kikan's heart at that time.

After saying that Alvaro passed his foot away from there, without wanting to prolong the matter. Talking to Kikan has always never found a bright spot, neither the children's problems nor the problems they face today.

**

Brucks

The sound of the door being closed by Alvaro, then sound deafening and surprising Inara who apparently had heard all the conversations of the two. The voice of Kikan and Alvaro was so loud, making Inara could hear the quarrel of the two despite the condition of the main room that was tightly closed.

Alvaro who had just come out of the main room area, then gasped when he found Inara standing right beside the door of his room. Although Alvaro is not sure if Inara heard his quarrel with Kikan, but if you see from how the face of Inara now Alvaro knows if Kikan has heard it.

"Ra you're here? Have you eaten? Want to eat something?" alvaro said then which immediately made Inara look up to look at him.

"Mas.." said Inara with a teary-eyed bead.

Seeing Inara's teary-eyed bead certainly made Alvaro immediately panic, somehow Alvaro was afraid if Inara was overwhelmed by the problems that are currently afflicting their families. Moreover, given Tamara's attitude and behavior to him, completely inhuman and also outrageous. Alvaro moved his foot closer to where Inara was and held her shoulder gently.

"I'm sorry if you just heard something bad, I just.." said Alvaro but stopped when he heard the words from Inara just now.

"I just want to eat meatballs right now!" inara said then with a clear face, making Alvaro then surprised at a moment.

"What?"

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