Just An Illusion

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Next day

Kikan looks like he is slowly opening his eyelids when he hears the sound of water gurgling from the bathroom. Kikan who seemed to know if it was Alvaro of course immediately got up from his bed.

Staring at the bathroom door area with an intense gaze, making a thought then suddenly flashed in Kikan's head at this time.

"If I really want to do it, I should be able to fix everything from now on right? There's nothing wrong with me starting with today anyway." said Kikan then with a smile on his face at the time.

With slow footsteps and an unceasing smile disappeared from the look on his face, kikan is seen starting to move his legs down his bed and immediately move towards the walk in closet to look for a suit that Alvaro can use to go to the office today.

While choosing it carefully Kikan then appears to bring a suit with dark gray color towards the bed and put it slowly there.

Ccleks...

An open door came from the bathroom area, then immediately made Kikan turn towards the source of the sound. By putting on a smiley face with a wide Kikan waiting for Alvaro to come out at that time.

"What are you." said Kikan but stopped immediately after seeing Alvaro out of the bathroom area already wearing a full suit and neat.

Seeing this smile that originally expanded clearly on Kikan's face at that time, then slowly receded with a questioning gaze staring at Alvaro at this time.

"Is there something?" alvaro asked then with a curious look on his face as soon as he saw the change in expression shown by Kikan just now.

"Aren't you in the shower? Why are you wearing a suit?" asked Kikan then with a curious look, made Alvaro then frowned when he heard the question coming out of Kikan's mouth just now.

"Your question is really strange, I've been bathing downstairs and I came here because I wanted to throw away, is there a problem with that?" alvaro said with a puzzled look at Kikan's attitude that is so strange at this time.

Kikan who heard the explanation, of course, felt increasingly confused, while Alvaro who saw Kikan just fell silent without saying anything else then just passed him and headed towards the closet to pick up his work suit tie.

"I've even prepared you for a work suit, why have you changed?" said Kikan then which then made Alvaro immediately turned his body to look at Kikan strangely.

"I... I just want to try and fix our relationship, is that Al's fault?" said Kikan then with a sad face.

"Don't push yourself too much Ki, I know you're not used to doing this. So stop and just do your own thing, I'm used to doing everything myself." said Alvaro, trying to put a tie on his collar.

Seeing this then made Kikan immediately stepped closer to where Alvaro was and tried to pair the tie. It's just that Alvaro's hand suddenly brushed it off slowly, making Kikan then immediately surprised to find a reaction from Alvaro just now.

"No need for me to do it alone, you better get down and go for breakfast" Alvaro said in a flat tone, making the expression on Kikan's face instantly change.

Kikan's mind was now completely floating seeing that everything he had done turned out to be nothing, in fact changing was not as easy as he had imagined. Alvaro even rejected everything he did this morning.

"Are I and Inara different? You even treated me with Inara very differently!" said Kikan in the end which then made the movement Alvaro stopped immediately.

"This is Ki? Stop, I'm really tired of listening to this. You and Mama just keep saying about a comparison, subconsciously what you say really makes me sick!" alvaro said later this time still with a soft tone commemorating his first wife.

"Obviously it's different, don't pretend to be stupid! You're probably even aware of it, aren't you? When Inara gave everything to you you accepted it willingly, but when I did it even to pair a tie you refused me. Did you really not treat us differently Al? Think carefully about Al I'm your wife too, why would you prefer everything Inara gives you over me?" kikan said in the end, it blew away everything that morning.

"You say different just because of that? I even did everything according to your request. Do you think you didn't realize it either? Didn't you choose not to do it all this time? Then why did you suddenly change and do everything as if you were really my wife? Where have you been for 10 years? I never even demanded anything from you, but you always demanded that I follow all your will. Not only in this case even all things Ki, is that not enough for you? I'm really tired of following all of your words. I am your husband not your slave, so stop treating me like that!" screeched Alvaro with a raised tone.

Alvaro has really been tired all this time to continue to obey the woman's will, today Alvaro revealed everything even though it will be very painful, but Alvaro still has to say it.

Kikan who heard every word that came out of Alvaro's mouth at that time, then immediately stepped his feet closer towards Alvaro until Alvaro's breath felt hit his forehead at that time. He pointed slowly the chest of Alvaro's field strongly as if to show if Kikan was angry at this time.

"You've changed Al? Is all this change because of Inara, I think she's an innocent girl but in fact her behavior is the same as a per**ur!" kikan said unknowingly referring to Inara as a comfort girl.

"Now you show your real character Ki... You dig it and you yourself want to close the hole when it looks like it's getting wider. Do you regret digging it yourself?" alvaro said before leaving Kikan alone there.

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