Just An Illusion

Destroyer of the household

"I.." said Inara who hung.

During the conversation between the two. It was ongoing at that time, out of nowhere Alvaro suddenly was near Inara and immediately hugged her tightly at that time.

Bruck...

The look of confusion is clearly visible from the face of Inara and Chris there. Unfortunately Alvaro did not care at all, even more tightened his embrace at that time and landed his chin on Inara's shoulder.

"Mas... What's going on?" said Inara who was curious about Alvaro's current attitude.

Alvaro who got the question could only fall silent without answering it. While Chris who seemed to realize if his current position felt so strange, then chose to move his legs passed away from there. Looks like the couple takes time and space to talk, so Chris who incidentally is just an outsider, shouldn't he really go from there?

"What happened to that uncle? Why is he hugging tree brother?" said Alika who seemed curious about the behavior of Alvaro at that time.

"He's the husband of the tree brother, maybe he's in trouble right now and needs a storymate. So we should go and give space to both of them." said Chris as he gently rubbed the top of Alika's head and continued to carry his footsteps passed away from there.

Hearing the word 'husband' coming out of Chris' mouth at that time, then made Alika look at Alvaro and also Inara at this time. Although Alika does not understand the true meaning of the word 'husband. But what he caught from those words was that his hopes of making Inara Chris' companion had to fail because of Alvaro.

Alika who felt sad about it, then immediately poked her hands into the neck area of Chris at that time and buried her head on Chris' shoulders. Make Chris who found it, then can only smile while rubbing Alika's head slowly. It seems Chris knows that Alika is disappointed in what she just said.

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Parkland

Having managed to correct his feelings back then, Alvaro was slowly seen starting to take off his embrace and take a seat with a rough sigh blowing from his mouth at that moment. Inara, who did not understand Alvaro's current behavior at all, then began to look at him with a confused look while taking a seat right next to Alvaro at that time.

"What really happened, Mom? Don't just shut up and make me more curious like this." said Inara with a face full of worry, making Alvaro who heard it immediately turned to the source of the sound instantly.

Finding this of course made Inara immediately frown with a surprised look. Not knowing what he had to say at this moment, Inara was even at a loss to respond. Should he be sad or even happy? When he heard the word farewell out of Alvaro's mouth at that moment.

"Why do I feel so weird? Shouldn't I feel happiness at times like this? Because in the end Alvaro was only mine, but why would my little heart say something different?" inara said inwardly as she stared blankly at Alvaro at that moment.

Alvaro who did not get an answer from Inara after his words just now, of course spontaneously looked towards Inara. Inara's empty gaze, accompanied by a surprised look, was clearly visible there. Making Alvaro then spontaneously rubbed the top of Inara's head slowly, which of course immediately disperse Inara's daydreams instantly.

"Don't look at me like that, it's not your fault. Everything that happened between me and Kikan was purely due to a misunderstanding that happened between us a long time ago" Alvaro said as if trying to calm Inara at that time.

"but anyway, there's a great fight that's always going on between the two of you. In fact there was and was also present after my arrival, how could I not think that no? Shouldn't I be the one to go anyway? Why did you divorce Kikan?" said Inara who seemed to not understand the decision taken by Alvaro at that time.

"I know that, but I still feel that the decision I'm currently making is the most appropriate. The old Kikan and the present Kikan were completely different, I felt like I had been deceived by him for many years. All the faults seemed to have opened their way upon your arrival Ra, I truly felt that I had opened the door of my heart through your coming. I hope you feel that way too and don't keep thinking about things that aren't important. Let's just focus on our baby, look at your stomach now it's even starting to expand. Did he grow up well in there?" alvaro said as he rubbed Inara's stomach at the time.

"Yes of course, I even did my best as long as she was in my womb. You don't have to worry about it Mas." said Inara while trying to smile even though it felt so difficult for him.

Even though Alvaro said it a thousand times, it felt like Inara really still felt like an actor between the two relationships. The relationship that was originally so warm and also gentle, suddenly turned into heat and ended with a parting word. It actually made Inara feel guilty about it. Shouldn't he never be present in his second life.

A face filled with sadness was clearly visible on the face of Alvaro at that time, but as much as possible he tried to cover it up. Making Inara who seemed to be aware of it then, could only sigh long.

For some reason seeing Alvaro's sad face really hurt her heart, Inara did not want this at all. He just wants to live quietly, Inara is even ready to hand her daughter over to Kikan. If indeed he must leave immediately from the life of Alvaro and Kikan at this time.

"Although you keep saying no, but I clearly know how you feel right now Mas. You think I'm happy to hear the word divorce coming out of your mouth? Of course not, I'm a woman too and I'm sure that right now Kikan must be heartbroken. Why is everything like this? An incident of an alley accidentally happened in the village instead led me to become a destroyer of someone's household. How did everything get worse like this?" inara said inwardly as she looked towards Alvaro who was seen staring blankly towards the front.

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