Just An Illusion
Mutually blame
"I just want to eat meatballs right now!" inara said then with a clear face, making Alvaro then surprised at a moment.
"What?" alvaro said with a frowning face with a confused look.
***
In one of the meatball shops on the edge of the city, Inara and Alvaro were sitting and enjoying meatballs according to Inara's request. The atmosphere of silence was created there and only the sound of the clanking of spoons and forks along with the frenzy of meatballs visitors.
Inara drinks ice in her glass and then puts it on the table.
"Em mas.." said Inara then called Alvaro.
"Yes Ra, do you want anything?" alvaro then stopped eating.
Inara was silent for a moment as if thinking about everything in her head at this moment. While Alvaro who saw Inara was silent only frowned with a curious face.
"Shouldn't we just get a divorce? Wait for you don't misunderstand me, instead I want to run away. This child's problem you don't have to worry because I will still give it to you and also mbak Kikan." said Inara then in the end.
After overhearing the conversation between Alvaro and Kikan, one thing Inara caught is that everything and also the quarrel that happened to Alvaro and Kikan happened because of him. Inara really did not know what to do especially for the two in order to get things back in place. Makes Inara only think of one thing yes it's a divorce.
Alvaro who heard the words of Inara just now of course immediately frowned, Alvaro really already thought that Inara heard all the conversations he and Kikan had. It's just that Alvaro really did not expect that a question would come out of Inara's mouth.
"What did you say? There will be no divorce because you are my wife as well as Kikan." Alvaro then made Inara instantly speechless while looking down that very second.
Yes Inara knows that if Alvaro will not divorce her because she is pregnant at this time. If Inara is not pregnant now, she is sure that Alvaro will divorce her right now. Alvaro is good, but his kindness is not love because Inara knows Alvaro's love only belongs to Kikan, without realizing if in fact Alvaro began to open his heart to him.
"Don't be like that mas, after all there won't be a woman who wants to be in honey, I really understand the taste. Tamara's anger really made me realize from everything, I don't want to play with marriage anymore our marriage happened because of an accident. So you don't have to take responsibility for everything about me" Inara said in a soft tone.
"Say stop! I don't want to hear anything coming out of your mouth right now. Don't think of anything else Ra, think of the child in your womb... Do you understand?" alvaro said then with a tone that did not want to be denied made Inara immediately speechless instantly.
Inara no longer knows how to tell Alvaro, but Alvaro does not want to grant his request to make Inara feel more helpless even though he knows the split of Alvaro's small family because of it.
"Have you finished eating? If it's let's go home or you want to eat something else?" alvaro said later.
"There is no mas." replied Inara.
"If so let's go home." take Alvaro then while starting to rise from his position followed by Inara who also rose up following Alvaro.
***
Kikan who was so upset and furious, then stepped his feet in a hurry towards his makeup table. With a single swipe Kikan swept everything on his dressing table in annoyance, giving rise to a very rowdy sound followed by several items falling down.
Pyars...
"Arggg really sucks! I hate this situation.. Why am I so unlucky that I can't conceive? I don't want to be barren either! Aaaaa" shrieked Kikan in a high tone while taking a rested position to the floor.
Kikan was really fragile, his current thoughts were really very chaotic. I don't know what makes him so emotional and angry, could it be because of Alvaro's loss? Or maybe because he and Alvaro are getting away? Kikan himself had no idea what was going on with him as well as Alvaro.
Intentions want to make Alvaro happy by asking him to marry again and continue his family descendants, then it becomes useless and cause all the divisions that are currently happening to his household. Kikan really did not know what else to do at a time like this other than cry bitterly lamenting all the bad luck that befell him.
"I don't want it either... Don't you know it's Al? I really hate this situation hyks hyks.." said Kikan with a sobbing cry.
When Kikan was crying over all the bad luck that befell him. From the doorway Tamara was seen stepping her feet closer to Kikan when she heard a noise from her daughter's room. Tamara who saw Kikan being fragile at this time of course immediately ran over to Kikan and immediately hugged him tightly. Which mother's heart was not broken when she saw her daughter's cry that was so bitter just because of her horn-tipped household?
"Calm down, son, what makes you so upset like this? Don't cry son.. Don't cry." said Tamara trying to calm her daughter while rubbing Kikan's hair slowly.
"I'm a useless woman Ma hiks... Why do I have such bad luck? Hiks hiks.." said Kikan as he pleased.
"Don't Cry Ki... Don't cry." said Tamara as she slowly peeked at the top of Kikan's head.
**
Dining table area
After Kikan calmed down enough, Tamara then took Kikan down and brought him a glass of water. Placed the glass of water right in front of Kikan, making Kikan without protest at all directly drink it slowly while staring blankly in the front, he said, making a rough sigh then sounded blow from Tamara's mouth at that time.
When the atmosphere of silence occurred in the dining table area at that time, from the direction of the main door was seen Alvaro and Inara was stepping his feet inward simultaneously. Making Kikan and Tamara who heard the sound of footsteps approaching towards them of course immediately turned to the source of the sound.
"It's good, huh? When your wife is sad and crying, you go out with your second wife. Wow really-ner something once you Al.." said Tamara with a sharp tone so that making footsteps Alvaro and Inara immediately stopped instantly.
Seriate.
