Is There a Little Love For Me

Episode 93

" i, yes, ma, but, dya also do not want the meaning of mas devan to love dya" I answered withstanding sobs

"But baby... "

"Ma, I'm sorry but maybe this is the best way for us"

Mama was silent and looked disappointed on her face

"Ma, ask please do not remove the name mas devan from the family heir and also please do not threaten mas devan again,,, dya does not want mas devan to force what mas devan does not want"

Please me with tears that won't stop flowing

Mama just nodded in agreement

"Honey, mom will support whatever your decision but can you stay here while waiting for the birth of this granddaughter" he asked by stroking my stomach

I just nodded and immediately hugged my mom and it still felt the same, so warm as the first time you held me

***

It was late in the afternoon, I just sat in my backyard with a cup of tea and a storybook

Not how long was the noise from inside the house that made me uncomfortable but I tried to hear more clearly whose voice it was

Like mas devan's voice, is he here looking for me?

I walked closer to the sound to hear more clearly whether my guess was correct or not

“Maa, devan please ma tau devan where devan wife ma.. Mama must have hidden the sand, right? Sandya car is in front so the sandya must be here”

“enough devan, mama has said many times that she came here to ask for my mother's blessing so that mama agreed to your divorce and she also left the car so that mama returned it to kamu” mama snapped at mas devan

Earlier before confirming my mother's request to stay here, I asked that my mother not tell my whereabouts to mas devan

I heard the voice of the devan mas slightly vibrating maybe he was crying

“of course mama agrees, maybe even an apology from mama is not enough to cure the pain in the heart because of your actions. Suppose you did not force my mother to marry you maybe she would not feel this pain” said the mother with a broken cry

“maaa devan please maa,, devan do not want divorce from sandy maa, please assure sandya maa”

“why? Wh-wh-what for? So you can hurt her again? You'd better get out of your mama's house, you won't remove your name from the heirs at your request, but you won't see you in this house again... Exit”

“apa? So you asked Mama not to remove my name from the heirs? “

“Keluuaaar”

Mama's screams startled me, only this time I heard mama's angry, maybe if at this time I see the angry expression of mama could so I will tremble in fear

After no sound mas devan I tried to step over to mama with still settles the precipitate

I saw Mama sitting on the sofa in the living room with a tearful look down, I went straight to mama and I hugged her body that was still shaking

“Sorry,,,,, sorry maa, sorry because sallya mama and mas devan have to fight”

I said bitterly because my eyes were full of tears

“No dear, it should be the mama who apologizes, if not the mama who dragged you into the devan life maybe now you are happy”

“no ma, that's not true.. Dya sure this is indeed the path that God has determined to dya, there is nothing wrong here ma”

“Why devan can not see your heart so good son, sorry devan ya” said mama by stroking my cheek gently wipe the tears that have fallen since

We hugged again in tears and silence