Is There a Little Love For Me

Episode 49's

Here we are currently, sitting together circling a box-shaped table with a seat with a capacity of 4 people

In front of me sat the bagas while I sat with brother refan, brother refan kept forcing to accompany me tonight

" sasa mas apologizes for not being honest with you. The first time seeing you mas already like you, your nature to coworkers and others makes you amazed, every day you always make mas amazed whether in any case it is, you're so patient with people who hate you"

"..... "

" saa, mas really like the same sasa, there is nothing that mas lie about the feeling of mas to sasa"

" yet, I've forgiven you and again maybe we are more suitable to be colleagues, I hope this is the last time he never hurt any woman again"

" sa, mas will break the relationship with the goddess, you want ya go back to the mas we started everything from the beginning"

Ck's back? That's not possible for me

" i'm sorry, I can't. I think I understand my nature, I might not just want to come back let alone been hurt and lied to, which I'm obviously sorry I'm sorry, then we go mas"

Before I completely turn my body back to face the bagas

" mas, may you be happy with the goddess"

I said and left the bagas that were still faithful sitting there

Honestly, at this time my tears were flowing so hard, Brother Refan grabbed my shoulder and led me away from that place

***

Arriving at the boarding house I immediately poured down my body, I was very tired of this heart and mind

Kriing

I answered the phone call from my sister

As soon as I froze in silence, long enough I was silent like a rock out of nowhere my mind floated

Aya who just came was shocked to see my condition like this

" saa, have you been sincerely patient there are still many men out there who are better for you, you do not gini sa"

" i need 50 million" I said blankly

" haa? What's that money for? "

" grandma's in RS sa, she has to be operated on"

" what is your grandmother sick? "

I just kept quiet, it seemed like my energy was up

***

2 Days passed from the news that I received that my grandmother was sick, now there is only 5 million money I can get from borrowing here and there

I ask for help to friends who feel like they can help, aya also help me lend money to their friends

Not unwilling to borrow from the bank but if I take a long time to pay it automatically interest will be more and more

Right now I'm just sitting in a coffee shop, sitting alone, crying without a sound, and daydreaming somewhere

It felt so desperate considering the money I had collected was far from enough

As the saying goes, falling down the stairs is probably what I am going through right now

" boy, what's wrong with you? "

ask a woman who is sitting right in front of me, about this woman who is 40 years or older

"It's okay aunt"

" don't hesitate, aunt owner of this cafe you can talk with aunt. From aunty notice it looks like you've only been here for hours"

" oh sorry aunt, I'll be leaving soon" I said immediately standing up

But I got stuck because........

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