Is There a Little Love For Me

Episode 15's

Welcome backiiiiiiii......

"Saa, why did you believe him anyway? " search indira to me

"Hmm because, how is it? Instead of trying to accept the truth, trying sincerely is better than me implying anger and revenge that will make myself tormented" I explained to them

They just silently looked at me with silence

"Why? " much confused

" geez, that's a guy**** so bad you're a girl as good as you. Hopefully he will be satisfied later"

I just smiled and we continued with just a casual chat.

After a long time they were in my hostel they finally came home.

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Lie if I say no heartache even now it feels like my chest is so congested that there will be no available supply of oxigent.

Crying it feels like I want to cry so that my burden is a little reduced but in fact these tears do not want to come out.

I don't know what happened to me, so to cry it was impossible.

I threw away all the shadows of mas andre that suddenly flashed in my mind I replaced those shadows with my sister and grandmother in the village.

Yes, must be strong I must not be easily fragile because there is still a family that I have to live.

All I said was encouraging myself.

I open IG on my phone, my eyes are perfectly round my heart is back to heat up it feels like back tightness that I feel once I see mas andre posting a photo with a woman with a very friendly that I believe is his girlfriend.

I put my phone in bed and I decided to watch TV, and I kept changing channels because nothing interested me.

I called Indira and asked her out just for a walk to get rid of the anxiety of the heart and mind.

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A few weeks passed from that incident, I worked as usual as nothing would happen even though my heart actually felt lonely but life had to keep going instead.

Arriving at the airport I was shocked by the screams of fitri.

" sa, let's look at the passenger at counter 30" while pointing at someone familiar to my eyes

" why? " look at me on fitri

" the andre looks like he's the checkin girl and you know, they said gini to the checkin officer "

Andre: Ma'am please love the front seat yaa

Staff: I asked the manifest first

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Staff: sorry mas said manifestya seat no. 5

Girl 1,2 or 3 can not mbak?

Staff: sorry can't, it's for the one who has a gold member card

Girl: I am staff**in inter loh mbak**

Staff : sorry still can not, mbaknya want no. 5 what fits the seat that is open now?

Andre: yes it is no 5 mbak, the manifest is sandya right?

Staff: no, mbak sandya duty night mas***

Obviously fitri while demonstrating what they say, and only I can smile seeing an annoyed fitri expression

" who is the manifest fit? " let me wonder

"Bak cici, you know for yourself that mbak cici stingy just like the seat. But when you were at checkin koq he wasn't stingy to you? " tanya again

"Koq mbak cici duty today? He's a tuker schedule? " ask me without answering any questions

"Yes sa, my manifest permits so tuker sama mbak cici. Eh but I really like to see them, can afforduus tuh yang yang yang. As nice as he asked for the front seat where he said the staff** with his arrogance, we also thought about it if you want to love the front seat, try him......

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