Is There a Little Love For Me

Episode 45's

"Whose picture is this? " i asked by showing a photo of another woman sitting together with a bagas

"this.. Emm this is a photo of the goddess"

" goddess? Who's goddess? "

"Emm, my ex-boyfriend"

" when did you break up? "

"Mas broke up before leaving here, the goddess does not want to ask LDR"

" why is it still in the picture store"

" dear if you throw it away"

Sakiit, my heart aches Hearing that answer

Somehow I feel claustrophobic hearing it, immediately I return Hp mas bagas

I took my HP and I opened faceb**k, no intention to read the status or photos that friends share

I was just daydreaming but my finger kept scrolling the HP in my hand

What did he say? Honey if it is removed?

Sweetheart removed what mas bagas still love his ex?

Mas Bagas said his girlfriend mutusin mas bagas because they do not want LDR what could they break up just the will of his ex-girlfriend? But does Bagas still love him?

My mind kept guessing, wanting to ask it all to the bagas directly but it felt my tongue was mute even now I just kept quiet without being able to say anything

Mas Bagas drove me home at 21:49

On the way I just silently resisted the emotional turmoil in the heart and mas bagas was just silent

Until at the boarding house I went straight into the room without saying a word for the bagas, actually I was not too angry even I could say I had forgiven him but this is the opportunity for us to fight

***

Immediately I checked my phone and immediately I was shocked to make it, most messages from the bagas containing apologies and others

" will it be the same night out? Let me explain the same sasa, do not be angry again huh? "

That's one of the messages of the bagas

I just replied "YES" to the message

Soon I entered the bathroom to clean myself, after which I woke up aya who was still sleeping soundly

Today I just want to be lazy in the kostn with a variety of snacks that I have prepared before the holiday

Me and I just watched TV in the sleeping position

Really a great holiday

***

Aya was getting ready for night work, she left around 19:00

I was ready to go out with the bagas

Five minutes later the bagas came and we went to soerabi bandung

Her name is soerabi bandung yaa but it remains in the kuta koq area

Bagas and I chose to sit on the inside because if outside there will be a lot of cigarette smoke while I am allergic to smoke

" sa, sorry. Mas did not mean to nyimpen the photo, mas forgot not to delete it because it was too many photos of the document so forget the same photo. Sa you have to believe the same mas, mas dear the same you sa"

That's the explanatory sentence you gave me, I silently listened and digested every sentence you were supposed to give me

I honestly don't believe it, but I don't want to feel guilty all the time for thinking I'm mad at her

" yes, I believe in you. But inget yes, never misuse my beliefs" I replied with my sweet smile

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