
"Steve, so the friend you were telling me about was a mas devan? "
Steve just kept quiet and Devan looked confused by my question.
I grinned bitterly at the words of every sentence Steve told me at the cafe
Hahaha it turns out that all this time mas devan only made me his lustful tool which is none other than he considers me like p***r
Stupid, really stupid
all this time I hope mas devan will change, I too close my eyes and heart to the attitude of mas devan so I can not interpret his attitude all this time to me
I passed steve who was still sculpting and ignoring the call of mas devan, my heart really hurt
I drive my car at high speed even I don't care if I have to die in an accident, I'm really desperate
My car stopped on a lonely bridge, I stood glued my body to the bridge barrier
I looked at the reflection of the moon in the water, my mind was completely empty
"JAZAAANNN"
"Bak do not jump mbak, all can be completed mbak must be sure and believe God will always help his servant. You can't kill yourself, back off"
I just quietly watched the guy, what's the max?
"Mbak please don't kill yourself, that's not very good"
"Who would kill himself? " much confused
"Well, don't you want to kill yourself? "
"Deek"
Soon I was walking towards my car with the plan of going to the monic house but suddenly my head hurt so much and everything went dark
***
My head hurts so much
this where? The infirmary? Why am I here?
Various questions popped up in my brain all of a sudden the door of the room opened and a man walked in
"Aware yet? " ask the man to me
"You passed out on the bridge" by pulling up a chair and sitting next to my bed
"Thank you for bringing me here" maybe I was too tired to cry until I fainted
"Don't be so formal, my name is Rian you? "
"Sandy"
"Oh yes this is your phone, I took it in your car hallway who knows you want to contact your family" by handing over my phone
Haaah family?
I throw a rough breath a sign I am tired, hearing the word family somehow it feels so painful in the heart even it feels like my throat is choked
"No need, my family is in the village" my smile wryly
"haaah? The family here? " with a confused face
"Why? Oh yes I want to go home now thanks for the help"
"You can't go home yet" forbid it to me
"I'm okay koq, I'm healthy I'm home now" I asked as I lowered my legs
"Can't the doctor say you have to rest tomorrow and go home"
"But I'm not why napa, you see I'm healthy" I argued again because I was upset
"But your content is weak you must rest" he snapped to me who had come down from the bed
As soon as my body froze, my throat was like something was stuck, my chest hurt, my feet were like jelly that made me fall down fortunately and immediately caught my body
Rian lifted my body and put it back on the bed I felt very happy about the presence of this fetus but on the other hand I felt sad
What if Devan knows about this pregnancy?
Is she..?????
Help her support
Like don't forget