Is There a Little Love For Me

Episode 40's

" sa, I want to apologize,, I, I, I'm confused how. I'm really guilty of you"

"..... "

" all this time I haven't calmed down because I feel guilty about you"

".... "

" actually two months after I worked in Jakarta, I met someone else and I loved it"

Brother aldi, that man is my ex-boyfriend who left me without news.

We were dating after having each other for 3 months in Surabaya, he was my neighbor.

We decided to date but after 4 months of our relationship took place I suddenly got a work call to Bali which made us have to LDR, but a week after my departure kak aldi also moved duties to Jakarta.

Our relationship is fine even though LDR although often kak aldi said he could not live it if continued LDR

But our LDR relationship lasted for almost a year even though in the last months my attitude changed to me and then suddenly disappeared.

" i was dating that woman after I was 3 months in Jakarta, she was a friend of my profession"

Obviously to me which means brother aldi has cheated on me almost 7 months, waaah great.

I just listened without any intention of replying or getting angry with him

" but maybe I got karma for hurting you, 3 months after I left you I saw with my own eyes that the woman I chose was cheating behind my back. And it turns out I was the one who was his mistress"

"..... "

"I'm really, really sorry"

He said with a face full of regret there and immediately I felt pity

" sister, I'm sorry you "

My speech is flat

Our conversation wasn't too long because I decided to go home soon

***

A week after that, everything went as usual

Me and the bagas are getting closer.

Today is my day off, mas Bagas sent me a message that he should work to replace the supervisor of the group next door

Whereas I had an appointment with the group friends to go street and the end of the show was karaoke

We went to the beach, shopping, tried various types of culinary and for some reason today all my food and groceries are paid for by elma (work group friend) even though I refused it but elma continued to force

After dinner at about 20:40 we decided to refresh the brain by going karaoke and elma.

Elma ordered for 2 hours

Sing for 2 hours and we're just four, which is really far away. Why try karaoke doang in denpasar area right in the tuban area there is also

My own theology with my own mind

We sang in turns and I stopped after 1 hour, my voice was almost gone

Suddenly I saw the door of the room open and saw a gas bag coming in

Instantly I was surprised because what I knew about the work last night why was it here and what was he holding?

I saw the other friends standing up and cheering while clapping and I realized the bagas were approaching me who was still pecking on the spot.

"Saa, this is for you" he said by handing over a square object like a book

Without realizing it, the lights were bright and the romantic song was played

I took the book and opened it slowly

My body felt stiff

What yaaaaah,,, in waiting for next