Is There a Little Love For Me

Is There a Little Love For Me
Episode 48's



Reza ordered me a taxi and the princess intended to drive me to the boarding house before getting into the taxi I saw the bagas running out of the place to eat like she was looking for something.


I didn't mind immediately getting into the taxi and sure enough the bagas ran towards us but the taxi had already left the place


I looked a little back and what I saw was the bagas and reza seemed to be a bit of a fight even reza pointed at the face of the bagas


I don't know why but it feels like these tears never want to stop flowing when all this time I've been hard to cry because of love


The princess kept hugging me and rubbed my back gently


Calm down mbak, patience must be able to pass all this


That is the word that the princess spoke continuously


Instantly my memory goes back to the time when the mas bagas leave on the grounds that his grandmother was sick


Haaaah great you can lie me gini, but you know how my heart hurts because of love then-then


You kept convincing me to believe in you but now you


it even made me sicker again


***


Today I have to go to work, it feels very hard to go to work while yesterday I did not enter


I purposely let it hurt one day because I really wanted to calm my heart and mind even if it was just a moment


Once I got to the airport I saw the lilies and princesses in the room, they deliberately left early just to see my situation because yesterday I forbade them to come to my boarding house


" saa, this is I've bought you hot coffee earlier, maybe now it's not hot anymore. You know we've been waiting for you? " lili's pout that he deliberately made up to comfort me


"Thank you" I said with a bland smile


" mbak tonight we want to go out hanging out, want to come along? " ask the princess back


"Hmm can, the empty ones pick me up huh"


"Eh can't, you have to be with me" the princess denied


They kept arguing about who would be with me later I just smiled at the way the two of them were doing


Thank you guys, at least I am calmer now maybe with you I will be able to heal this heart a little


I work as usual, hp I have a lot of messages from the bagas


He wanted to explain everything, not that I wouldn't listen to his explanation just that for now I needed some time to calm my mind


Today mas bagas works as usual, and there is no intention of me to see it even though just glancing at it, I deliberately use earphones so that I do not hear his voice


The news about me being slapped in public even became a hot topic in my company, ah no more precisely at the airport even refan kak heard the news


Someone felt sorry for me


Someone's cursing the bagas


Some even openly laughed at me


Well it is life, sometimes there are some people who are happy to see our suffering


But don't even intend to hate it


***


Here we are currently, sitting together circling a box-shaped table with a seat with a capacity of 4 people


In front of me sat mas while I sat with brother refan, brother refan kept forcing to accompany me tonight


" sa I'm sorry.......


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