Is There a Little Love For Me

Episodes 108

After I finished eating I also cleaned the dirty dishes that I and devan used and brought them to the kitchen to wash

Devan came hugging me from behind

"Dear please make coffee for both of us, after we sit in the TV room yes" she asked briefly and kissed me gently

After everything was done I brought two cups of coffee to the TV room and devan was already sitting there watching a comedy show

I put two cups of coffee in front of the devan mas and sat down next to it

Mas devan smiled to see me coming and immediately embraced my body

5 Minutes of silence

10 Minutes passed still

25 Minutes is still quiet

And......

"Honey" call mas devan without taking his eyes off the tv show

"Hm"

"sorry"

"..... "

"Darling I'm really sorry"

"...... "

"I'm sorry I can't be a good husband to you"

"........ "

"I'm sorry I always make you cry"

"....... "

"Honey" called him again who was kneeling in front of me who was still sitting which shocked me

"Wake up" I asked

"Darling, I'm really stupid for not being honest with you, I know you must be disappointed just as much mas, I realize that everything you do is wrong"

"Why do you suddenly realize the mistake you made? "

"So when you walked into your room, you called me and asked about our problem, mas tell it to mama then mama as if reversing the situation if what I do now to you turned with what you did to mas, especially when the mas enter the room saw your face was swollen and Ray who continued to call mom immediately touched the heart of mas"

"Darling, mas will do anything as long as you are not angry and disappointed again the same mas"

"Huuft, enough you did what I asked for this afternoon mas" I said softly

Instantly mas devan put his head on my thigh and I felt a little water droplets wet my clothes

Devan nangis?

I rubbed my head gently as if to calm him down

"Why? " many

"... "

"Maassa"

"Mas is afraid you will drown again" he explained with a little sobbing

"Sit here, sitting on the floor" I asked

Mas devan was back sitting on the sofa but instead of sitting down mas devan instead went back to sleep by making my thighs as a pillow and facing his face to my stomach with his left hand that embraces my waist

I just gently rubbed his back and one more hand held the hair of a mas devan that had been randomly scrambled

***

I woke up at 4.01 WITA because of Ray's crying and I looked around which turned out I was already in the room

Last night after devan fell asleep I don't remember anymore, but why are you in the room? What is devan who raised me? Didn't Devan fall asleep too?

Immediately I approached Ray who was crying because of bedwetting and it turns out Ray's cry also woke mas devan

"Dear, Ray why? " tanya by rubbing eyes

"Ray bedwetting mas"

instantly mas devan ran towards me taking over Ray from my sling

"Let us change" he said leaving me

Haaa??????

"Mas why? " my question followed to the baby room that mama prepared for ray

"You take a break, Ray wants to be the same papa, right? Paa,, paa, come on, let's say paaaapaa"

His orders but ray's response instead made him frown