Is There a Little Love For Me

Episode 91's

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"So what do you want dev? You want to split up with Sandya? "

Don't let me get disappointed, please

Hope in my heart

"Maybe"

As in the stab of thousands of sharp weapons it was so painful, an invisible pain

the tray that I was holding earlier fell to smell the grass that made these two people sitting in front of me instantly turn towards me

"Sandy! "

"Dear"

Calling them at the same time while I just looked down at my toes felt like I was in a vacuum hearing nothing

What continues to haunt my mind and hearing is the last sentence that steve asked for mas devan and the answer that mas devan gave

Mas devan shook my body because I just silently stared by continuing to cry

As soon as my consciousness returned I saw that steve was no longer there, only me and devan

I looked fixed face mas devan and I took off the grip of mas devan hand on my arm

I walked away and continued to take off the grip of the mas devan as the mas devan tried to reach me and I ignored his call and immediately headed to the room

Arriving in the room I immediately lock the door and I put my body on the bed, do not forget I pull the covering my entire body

I just wanted to sleep, but I forgot what I heard just now, hoping it was all just a dream

I kept trying to close my eyes but again and again the sentence was ringing in my ear I was dying to scream

My tears kept flowing even though there was no sound of sobs from my mouth, it felt tired very tired

Mas devan why are you this cruel?

O ALLAH what sin have I ever made to feel this pain? Forgive the servant of the LORD

mas devan, do you really want to separate from me? Have you never loved me even a little, why do you answer that question so easily?

O ALLAH give your servant guidance and give the servant sincerity to accept all your decisions

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I woke up at 23:01 hungry, I tried to get up and was a little surprised to see my face in the mirror

"My eyes are swollen why? "

My memory went back to twisting the memory before I fell asleep and I went back to feeling that pain

I have to be strong, I have to

Honey help mama get through this, yeah, we can

I said by gently stroking my already enlarged stomach

I decided to head to the kitchen because of the hunger that kept bothering me, as soon as I opened the door I saw mas devan falling asleep next to the door of the room by sitting on the floor

I passed it just like that, a huge disappointment as if to close my mother's taste

I opened the fridge but found nothing

"Mrsonyaa"

"Astagfirullah, make ngagetin anyway"

"Sorry madam, what's the lady looking for? "

"I'm hungry bik"

"You want a bibik masakin' something? "

"No, I eat fruit only to make a rest" my orders for pity bik this must be tired

"No, later rest bibik cut the same apple peeled dragon fruit yes, or mistress want what else? "

"That's a thank you"

I walked towards..........

What direction hayoooo

The right direction yes

If there is no wall shock

Hiss