I Want You (Possessive Boyfriend)

8

"Do you know where Adek is here?"

My hands did not stop stirring oreo-studded ice cream in front of me I was going crazy, at midnight choosing this menu. Glancing forward I saw Bang Denny who was still looking straight at me silently without answering my question. Damnit damnit! Looking at Bang Denny's behavior like this he seemed to already know what was going on right now.

"Emang where else nyari you who again meet if not here..." Reveal Bang Denny while calling the waitress and ordering her food.

"Who Adek said... Adek not crashing"

I did decide to go, and chose to stop by a fast food restaurant that was open 24 hours. I don't think I can go home and see him, especially after our fight.

"You don't stick, keep on doing Si Landy rich man fire beard nyariin you malem-malem gini"

It didn't feel like believing that he was really confused looking for me, but anyway he was that careful, which actually made me less comfortable.

"Don't like your nature on this one... In addition to this will lose yourself, but also for people around you, you know what this is called?"

Ah yeah. My trial is coming soon.

"Coward! And you don't like Adek Brother this coward!"

I kept my head down in fear. All Bang Denny's words were on target. I'm a coward, I'd rather run than solve problems. It was because of my cowardly nature that finally made my relationship with him come to this stage.

"Sorry...." My hand clutching my spoon firmly my heart fretting not because. I feel like crying.

"See him, and talk carefully... I'll wait in the car"

After Abang's departure, I could not feel someone sitting in front of me. Sighing loudly, as if not believing he was really here.

Silence could come to us both, only the roar of breath that sounded earthy. The awkward atmosphere was inevitable again, my hands were already soaked in sweat from nervousness. My heart was gone, my brain went around looking for an excuse, but I could not find it.

"Ah... So he was the first" My eyes turned to look at him. Observing his appearance from top to bottom, still wearing the same suit during our meeting earlier, only the difference now is, Landy really messy his hair is messy not because let alone his shirt. His eyes were red, which made me feel guilty.

"What?! It doesnt matter by! I don't care if it's first, second, third love... I just want you.. Can we forget him? I've even forgotten her whereabouts if nobody talked about it yesterday"

Ahhhhh. I'm really stupid. Landy looked at me gently looking frustrated but soft inside, his eyes never coming off looking at me. Landy grabbed my hand and held it firmly his hands felt cold, probably because it had been too long outside. God, how could I waste her.

"I just want you.. And you know it! Stop running from my life! You can get angry, hit me if you need to but not by disappearing and leaving my life"

"It hurts....." You idiot! I was a fool I could waste it. How could I have thought of escaping from her my good side yelled. But what if he lied like that back then, what if I was really stuck like before. What should I do if he's like before? Lordy! I fear. I'm afraid I'm stuck in his life and can't get out anymore.

"By...." Still with a tired face he looked at me. It's clear, it's 02 in the morning, and I'm still hanging around outside leaving him at the boarding house.

"A. i..."

I was not ready to continue. So it will end like this again, he who begs not to go and I who can not refuse his request and end up stuck with him.

"By.. we start from the beginning yeah.hmm"

Looking at me who was silent, Landy shifted his chair towards me without removing our hand links.

"A.I....... Sorry"

And without a fight that meant Landy took me in his arms. Hugging me tightly, alright I try once more.

You will never be able to run away from me! I won't, and I'll make sure of that. Landy