
My feelings are really not funny, this is not what I should be feeling. Like there is less, but it is a day of freedom that I have been waiting for many years ago. But instead of spirit I was even slumped stupidly waiting for something that does not know for sure when it will come.
I should be happy, right? Hh.. Asking for brother's help also felt embarrassed, I didn't dare at all.
After taking some consideration I finally decided to call her first, but the courage I had cultivated was painstakingly crushed by a single stab by the voice of the operator who expressed the inactivity of this number. So I decided to keep repeating that stupid call that didn't pay off at all. Basic Landy br*ngs*k! He really tested my patience.
Mother! Dede kangen!
Ja.. I miss Mother not Landy. Get Landy's name out of my life. Aye! Got to! This is what I want. It is better to think of mothers and fathers who are going out of town, the holidays both celebrate their wedding anniversaries.
At least a glass of water will probably eliminate the anxiety I thought. I ran down the stairs to the kitchen but my steps were stopped by the voice of the conversation of my brother who was gathered today there were about 4 people including a brother who was sitting around the tv screen featuring a ps game, he just sat watching his friends play.
"Tumben, Landy kaga main Den"
"Huh... Oh, he's sick with his soy sauce.."
What's?! The br*ngs*k it could hurt too.
"Sadk you're free dong..."
"What's the connection..."
"Yes gapapa..."
Silent for a moment, I continued my steps slowly, it felt like my own home. The overall!
"Dena..."
"Hmmm.."
My brother really! "Hmm" like any other language. Brother like not enjoying the conversation that his friend tried to wake up.
"Hmm. tumben adek lu kaga down"
I braked suddenly, almost I fell down and hit the cupboard containing the cupcake of brother's. Why did he get scammed once?
My breath's stuck, okay! relax up! I walked slowly to the kitchen just past the cupboard and dining chair and I would drown behind the kitchen wall. Really am! I don't want to make small talk.
"Sleep, he's p*lor"
Basic brother b*go! If mom comes home I'll give her.
"Dede not p*lor!"
I shouted in denial of brother's statement, practically Brother and his friends turned their heads towards me! Damnit damnit! How could I stumble around a fool like that.
"When was dede there? Brother didn't listen to the stairs"
Brother frowned confusedly, finding me standing stiff next to the closet.
The man who had been fussy once asked me about my activities, smiling like sinlessly his hands waved softly at me.
"De?"
"Uh...?"
Stupid dani! How can I daydream in the middle of an interrogation. My brother's friends laughed softly at my stupid behavior. It looks like the PS they are playing on is no longer interested in them.
My hands squeezed into each other, not daring to glance at the brothers friends who were still laughing stifled, I lowered my head and chuckled softly at my appearance, this must be what made them laugh, I just wear a pajama dress on my knees without arms and have a low collar with a bear with messy hair here and there. Puffing annoyed, I muttered indistinctly, if you want to laugh just laugh, why hold on! Am I that stupid what?!
"Dede want what...?"
Brother approached me, he pulled me to sit next to him in the dining chair. Directed me to turn my back on her friends who were still watching our interactions. Fortunately, I could at least hide my red face.
"Here's the HP..."
Without thinking long brother handed me his i-phone, stupid time on what I was going to order, he was busy tidying up my naughty hair.
"Kok can si, his hair is not neat before going down, you are not ashamed if there are many older brothers down below, continue this! Why is his pajamas so short!?"
Started, nagging. Brother tugged my pajamas down, with a look of annoyance when himself also only wore shorts, even shorter than mine.
"Dede didn't know there was a brother downstairs"
He sighed hearing my answer.
"B*go!"
"You..." My head is on a hard knit.
"If you want anything, look at the situation first! Instead of running, what if the one below was robbed, kidnapper?!"
Ish. This nagging never changes, swirling at the same thing. How could I have been this brave if my brother wasn't home.
"Why Den. anyways he looks sweet"
"Diem lu! Kaga, look here!"
Cursed, it instantly made my face heat up.
"Dede want chicken meaty bensu same KFC mango float yes bang, want spaghetti KFC too"
"Hmmm... Haven't you? Go up there, let brother anterin food up later"
I nodded enthusiastically, brother rubbed my head slowly.
"We also Den. need nutritional intake and chicken meat"
"Whisper you on!"
I prepared, continuing my delayed steps to get some drinking water.
"Dede! Told up too!"
My brother screamed to see me step towards the kitchen instead of into the room.
"Let's Den time, dede still want to be here right, here playing with brother Caka?"
The man who was smiling and waving towards me, walked over with a big smile.
"Go lu! Kaga, come here! Dede there up, your thighs look everywhere"
Brother pulled bang Caka hard and sat him forcibly on the sofa back. Practically laughter from friends brother is inevitable, they are even more competing to prank brother, they pretend to run towards me who just directly in the field brother. Body fighting is no longer inevitable. They're like SD kids. Ignoring them I ran to the kitchen to get a little drinking water there and carried the bottle up. Glancing at the sofa they were still wrestling was unclear. Nevermind! I acted very bodo and went back to my room.