I Want You (Possessive Boyfriend)

17

Keeping his promise, my brother brought my food to the room.

"Remember..."

"Hmm?"

"Made.."

Ah shit! My mouth was locked by thousands of padlocks, it was so heavy to ask.

"Why...?"

Brother arranged my food on the table, the sound of his friends sayup-sayup heard from here, they were frenzied seizing chicken thighs.

"Landy.. ng.. sick?"

Brother nodded at me. Finally after I forced it I dared to open my fucking mouth.

"Why brother, you're his girlfriend"

"Hm.. Landy's still mad at Dede"

My brother slowly answered me. He seemed to understand, I had indeed made a very big deal.

"It's eat first... Landy just a kecapean, low tension, he too forsir his energy for the practice of the final task, if dede want more know, why not just jengukin aja later your brother anterin"

I nodded excitedly at brother's proposal.

"Okay, tomorrow we look at Landy, now we let him rest first, you also need to eat right hmm?"

Swiping my head slowly, slowly my brother disappeared behind the door, he re-assembled with his friends.

Finally my burden, lifted.

***

Brother just drove me to the basement, brother suddenly could not accompany me after getting a short message on his phone. He just left and promised to pick me up later. Though I needed a brother to accompany me to meet Landy, the unpleasant feeling felt once since I left home. If he doesn't want to see me later what? What if I was suddenly thrown out? Expelled still mending, the worst thing I can imagine is that how am I being held captive and locked up in Landy's apartment? More than that, my fantasy was wandering around thinking that maybe in the hallway of the apartment there was a shootout between the mafia and the police so I better not go there right? It's possible, right? Or there's a drug dealer hiding in an apartment and at a police station.

Argh. What a shitty bad feeling.

Slow steps led me into the elevator. If the elevator suddenly dies, what should I do? But the sound of the machine saying I had arrived safely on the floor of Landy's apartment calmed me for a moment. But this unpleasant feeling has not disappeared as well, meaning it is not the elevator of the problem. I thought hard thinking about the possibility of the possibility that might happen should I prepare myself for the various possibilities that arise in my head maybe I should practice some simple martial arts movements to prevent the possibility of interstellar fistfights mafia and cops or there could be psychopaths stalking me. Ahh well I just go home to visit Landy tomorrow can I? But my little heart was screaming to stop acting like a coward and face my mistakes now. Landy should have gotten my apology, I made trouble and cursed him I should have apologized to him.

Arriving in front of Landy's apartment my hand was held back from not lifting at all, argh sebel! Why am I such a coward?

Ah already! Don't be afraid of a future that may not yet happen. Okay fine! Relax! My hand was raised pressing the bell. But still no one opened, so I pulled again several times, after waiting for a few minutes to hear someone approaching, I took a breath and exhaled slowly. Okay fine! You're okay Dan!

Staring in front of Landy standing stiff in front of the door, the look on his face was like not expecting my presence he looked messy. I lowered my head and took a slow breath, trying to reduce my crazy heart beat.

"Say your brother is sick, I'm here to see you..."

Landy rubbed his face in frustration his eyes widened out of focus, I seem to have been completely unwelcome here.

"You don't like it..? Still mad at me?"

"Babies......

"Don't be angry anymore.."

I interrupted, even before Landy said his point.

I dropped Parcel on the floor, my hand begging for an apology without stopping.

"I'm sorry... Don't be angry anymore"

Dramatizing the situation I cried as much as I could. My face must have been ugly was not careless, even though I dress pretty today, wearing a beautiful white dress in the style of sabrina that got rejected dozens of times from brother and shoes sandal heels know.

"Who Lan?"

Someone's voice from inside Landy's apartment distracted me glancing back I saw someone who shouldn't be here.

Sania walked slowly towards us, Landy opened the door wider to bring up the messy but beautiful Sania.

Oh. He here?

My heart was like an arrow it felt like there was a cutter slashing slowly in there. My hands shook my eyes gnawing hoping this was just an illusion. Glancing back at Landy's messy appearance and wearing only shorts and short shirts ugly thoughts wandered through my head. How is this, what kind of reaction I should have. This silent and awkward atmosphere scared me. Ahh so this is what made my fear from wandering around.

Sania came forward to approach me. The smell of sweat lingered in the air I breathed out from his body.

"Hi...."

Her smile was truly nauseating. It's completely out of my wild fantasies, some of the preparations I've done just now feel useless against this situation, I shouldn't have come here, I should have just chosen to go home earlier.

My tears without being able to bear again were shed profusely. Mother is very sick.

I stepped back slowly preparing to run, as if I couldn't hear any explanation as my energy disappeared somewhere I felt weak I needed my room. Slowly I put all my energy into running towards the elevator, Landy's footsteps coming from behind scared me even more. My hands pressed the elevator button quickly hoping the elevator would quickly open. But the fate of Landy's hand circle on my body first approached than this si*lan elevator.

"Baby. please"

"No, I don't want to go home"

My hands were rough tugging at the hands of Landy who was still hugging me. I really don't want to talk to her a word. The roar of my cry echoed in this lonely hallway, my cry did not break Landy's determination to let me go, he did not stop for a second to take me to his apartment.

"Lane..Landy's.." Sania's voice sounded confused. He followed us from then on.

"Lu go now!"

"But Lan..?!"

"The gua said go!"

"****! Gua wait for you to explain later"

Sania enters Landy's apartment in anger and takes whatever it is I really don't want to know. He was clearly not wearing. I'm going crazy.

Landy pulled me in, the parcel that was in front of the door was kicked somewhere, kicking the door shut after Sania came out. And took me into his room and locked me in from the outside.

"Open up! I don't want to be here! Open it!"

My hands banged against the hard door, which felt free.

"You need to calm your mind first by.."

Landy's rough breathing was heard, for the size of the sick he was still strong able to carry me as far as 50 meters.

"I don't want to go home I don't want to be here!"

"And you ran away again?! Nope! Won't do! You won't be able to run away from me anymore!"