I Want You (Possessive Boyfriend)

18

My eyes blinked in shock, glancing at who was trying to disturb my sleep. Landy suddenly pulled me into his arms. Ah so it's like this calming down that she means that doesn't feel calming at all. I tried to break away but Landy seemed unwilling to budge he preferred to tighten his arms and began to dare to kiss my shoulder.

"You're evil..."

Landy hugged me tight, my pretty dress was already tangled his arm was down too much featuring a little bra without my strap. I moved my body trying to escape Landy's huge body.

"You're so mean... Don't want to see you again"

I bit into Landy's arm hard, which only got a soft ringing Landy he didn't even scream, got such a reaction I decided to rebel even stronger. But my power is not like a dry stalk that easily breaks.

"By. listen to me"

Landy clasped both my hands hard, his actions that started the bar-bar scared me even more.

"Hey! Diem..."

"Diem I said! I really need to be firm with you from now on!"

My eyes frowned in confusion, hearing Landy's ridiculous statement. My s* tears are slowly coming out. Landy is really ridiculous he did me wrong that was blamed and even yelled at?! What the...?!

Landy pulled me to sit face to face with him, he confirmed my beautiful dress that felt no longer beautiful pulled a pillow covering my thighs that had been exposed to the world. He shouldn't have cared about me, it would have been better for my feelings and our separation.

"Explain now!"

"What..?"

"Who is that guy?"

"What do you mean?"

My head was spinning around looking for every mistake I made, looking around for the gap to which mistake Landy meant. It's not our first fight, we've had a big fight a few times, but it's never been this bad. I feel I have nothing wrong but the insults I made yesterday that made Landy avoid and angrily silence me for days so that I enjoy my own life more with my friends? Ahhhhh. I get it now.

"You choose me to find out for yourself or you say? You know better what I can do later"

"What's? it has nothing to do with our problems!"

"Oh..Walking with another guy isn't a problem you think?"

"Keeping with other girls isn't a problem either?!" I shouted out loud, hearing Landy's question that didn't answer at all at my loud protest earlier.

"I can send people now if you're still rich.."

I was surprised. Being in a relationship for several years with Landy made me understand all his movements, I knew he was not a random person after what he had done to some of my friends in school. He would react violently to some of the men who tried to approach me, there was once an event where there was a classmate of mine who took care of me, tried to attract my attention, invite me to meet, take me home, and take me home, but a few days later, something I didn't expect happened. Suddenly my friend did not go to school he was stuck in the police station in a battered state with Landy and some of his High School friends, obviously my friend lost who was just an ordinary Junior High child, he said, he can't dwell against some high school boy frontman. My friend's parents who didn't accept his son being bullied reported Landy to the police station I was afraid Landy would go to jail for years because my friend's parents included well-known officials in my area but my worries felt useless because in just a few hours Landy was free again and his name suddenly became clean my friend suddenly moved out of town and disappeared without a trace, he said, from then on we never met again until now.

"You jerk!"

I punched Landy hard in the chest, which was like it had no effect whatsoever! Si! How dare he threaten me. Landy just accepted my fist silently, then slowly caught my hand and grasped it.

"I should have been strict with you from the past, I'm no longer a teenager who only attach importance to prestige, I need a companion who is ready to push me from behind, our relationship is not a child relationship anymore, we've been together for more than two years still can't believe that you're the same as me? We're all grown up! all you have to do when you find something you don't like and make you angry or confused is ask.. Ask me, talk slowly instead of avoiding, hmm. stop being childish"

Why is Landy so mature now, his calm attitude is very different from his behavior earlier. His words really hit my heart hard. Landy is right my cowardly, ingrained attitude is hard to get rid of.

"Now listen to my explanation, I hurt my body weak, I need medicine and I can't move at all from the bed, then Sania called me, hearing I was sick he took the initiative to bring me medicine"

"Why not ask me for help! Why does it have to be Sania?"

"i did! I asked you for help, but you didn't answer my phone, so I chatted denny to help him bring me some medicine"

I looked down and realized my mistake. Ahh that's why my brother suddenly left without taking me upstairs, there's something he has to buy.

"Keep why Sania dryness is unclear! She's not even wearing a bra.."

Landy's face suddenly flushed red hearing the word bra.

I was ashamed to hear his explanation, the wild thoughts that haunted me were slowly receding. My face warmed up flushed thoroughly, the dim lights at least camouflaging my face.

Landy stretched out his arms, ashamed of me advancing into his warm embrace inhaling the soothing scent of Landy.

"I miss you, by.."

I enthusiastically answered. This is what I want this calmness that I am waiting for, the emptiness that these few days holds my heart and body slowly disappears from my joints.

"I want you to say, I love you!"

"I love you too..."

"Ihh. You said first, not me.."

"Yes I love you too"

My happy smile I can't cover anymore happiness is coming out of my heart. Landy kisses my temples continuously.

"Ready yourself by, we're engaged in a month.."

"What...!!!!"

What the hell!

***

My head was dizzy, ahh it seems I was tired of crying until I fell asleep on my own. Looking around the room that was already bright, I only realized that it was noon. I'm alone here Landy really left me alone, check the door back unlocked unlocked from the outside I decided to clean myself first, this dress already feels uncomfortable.

Wearing my oversized Landy T-shirt and shorts looked terrible, especially accompanied by my enlarged eyes like they had been bitten by hundreds of bees, and there was a black basin underneath. I look like a ****!

Banging on the door hard I screamed back to open the door, but my stomach had started to hurt because it was not filled anything since last night. When will he lock me up? Landy really br*ngs*k!

Pondering for a moment I just realized I should have called brother right? Not screaming and crying like crazy.

I'm moving around looking for my bag that should be in this room, right? My eyes went through the whole room, scanning all the corners, opening all the drawers that left me stunned to find the thing inside. I was stunned at the confusion of what to react like, finding the flashy wrap, which I already knew for sure what it contained without opening it first, because many of these objects are displayed in minimarkets and pharmacies. Ah si*l! It's so bad that I found something like this in my boyfriend's room.

The sound of the key being turned on me and I quickly closed the stupid drawer.

Landy entered while carrying a tray of food, fragrant entered the entire room making worms in my stomach immediately scream for filling.

I chose silence, not wanting to make any sound, I was afraid that if I spoke only anger was coming out which I would eventually regret later. I don't like confrontation, I'll choose to avoid rather than fight head-on, calm my mind or run away.

"Hey, fill your stomach first by..."

Landy grabbed my hand and led me to sit on the floor with a delicate carpet, I was lazy to fight and avoid that in the end would lose too. So I followed his wishes.

Landy turned on the TV and looked for a drama series that I might like. He arranged my food without saying anything, it looked fresher.

"Reverse my HP.."

Without a care for me Landy chose to pour me some drinking water.

"Feed it hmm..."

I violently grabbed the spoon and fork, ignoring Landy who was still looking at me. How dare he keep me here.

"Easy?! Now turn my HP back"

"We still need to talk, Afan's problem I haven't forgiven.."

D*mn! Why didn't he just forget it!