I Want You (Possessive Boyfriend)

I Want You (Possessive Boyfriend)
19



"Ak. I hm. kemaren taught the twins play..."


Landy raised his eyebrows waiting for my explanation to continue. I just want to bury myself. This chicken porridge tastes bad again, crackers even chicken milk that usually tastes good slowly so it starts to be bitter.


"Sikembar ngajakin me karoke, coincidentally their boyfriend came and ngajakin Afan. anya Afan campus boy brother, so I'm not afraid surely brother knows"


"You guys even got karoke together, I thought I was just eating"


Landy rubbed his face rough looking frustrated, which really made me feel very guilty, seeing him who was starting to intend to leave, I immediately held it. I hug him from behind usually he will melt with my actions this he will turn sweet and will obey all my will as before. Yes sure! Got to! I hope it's work! Truly I am tired of running and avoiding is enough it feels like I from yesterday denied my own feelings even though the source of my happiness is in front of me at this time.


"Don't get mad... You're the one who taught me to open up, nyelesein problem using a cold head.ngedengerin explanation first"


"By. I love you yesterday to think about our relationship, we must both introspect ourselves so that it is better in the future, I want you to be ready to be my next... because everything will not be easy in the future.not to find another candidate to replace me, I'm really disappointed by"


What if he's really angry? Ah si*l! Why did I get caught when I wasn't cheating. Seeing no reaction from Landy made me tighten my arms even tighter.


"Mas.hmm don't get mad"


My head was already lying indistinctly on Landy's burly back. Hmm scented. My girlfriend does smell nice.


"Maasss. I promise you won't, see him again, you can even block his number on my HP"


"So you have your own number?"


Poor Dani's! Argh.it feels like I just want to cut my mouth. How could I be so stupid as to expose my stupidity.


"Hm... Fasya who taro in HP, not me who begaaa"


"You love me?"


Deg. My heart hurts when someone doubts my feelings.


"Why are you so rich? Obviously I love you! Why am I here if I don't love!"


My eyes were heating up hearing his doubts. God, are we really going to split up now?


So this is what it's like to explain something that is not believed and even heard by others. I'm sorry, really sorry, if I knew how frustrating it felt I would have listened to the explanation from a long time ago instead of being busy dodging and denying.


"Mass.. don't be angry, I'm confused about what to do, you can ask me for anything if I want to forgive me, I don't like rich gini, I don't like if you don't know me, I don't like it, do not like if you do not say good morning to me. I am confused when you say, I am confused about how to know you are angry. You should connect me to keep why stop! I don't like it!"


"By. I'm a grown man, it's time I lay out my future, in the future there will be a big responsibility that I have to bear, I can't wait for you if you're not sure about me.."


Landy's words really stabbed me hard, many times yesterday's wound that had been scratched slowly like someone sprinkled salt on it along with lime water that was getting painful.


Si! how sick is that!


"I can! I can, I can support you. Sorry me, I promise you anything will do for you. please don't gini"


The silence that felt for a few minutes made the atmosphere become a little gripping. I don't know, from my side maybe yes, don't know with Landy.


"Oyeah..? Okay then"


Why I don't feel good hearing Landy's answer.


Landy turned to face me pulling my hand that held him tightly earlier.


"Here's the hug.."


I pouted in annoyance at Landy's suddenly changed response. She why?


Seeing me who did not react and even stupefied Landy immediately pulled me into his arms. And pecked my cheeks many times, what he actually thought was this happy. Only a happy Landy can kiss my cheek a thousand times.


"Meaning, we're engaged in a month.."


"What's? why is it about fiancee?"


What...?! I tried to take off his arms which ended up failing to look up trying to find answers from his face which unfortunately looks happy, like it has got a billion-billion draw.


"You said you were going to ignore my request as long as you're forgiven.."


Crap on! Basic sneaky!


"I'm asking for one, we're engaged in a month and without drama you're running around again"


Argh. I should have anticipated this, his anger was really suspicious, and how did he know Afan's name?! Poor me!


***


The last day of my wonderful end of semester replay I spent wandering around looking for the right gift for Landy that I was going to hand over today, I was planning to meet Landy who was doing a mindfulness exam. He was finally able to finish his script. Our relationship improved after some debate, which finally inevitably I was willing to carry out an engagement with him which will be held in a few days.


I waved to call my brother and sister Lena who had just arrived at the Technical Building campus, waiting for my brother to come up to me I turned my eyes around the campus, looking for the beautiful scenery that adorns this lecture building which is dominated by boys. I should have chosen a major in engineering surely my life will be colored by the work of beautiful men here.


"Hi Dan.."


Always, beautiful sister Lena brings a cheerful aura changing the atmosphere manly here. Several glances from around the campus residents at Lena's sister prove how beautiful she is. Just look at my brother who doesn't stop giving creepy faces to every man who passes by.


"Hi brother.."


"Where is the UAS de?"


"Gone! Dede's done free dong now.."


I smiled proudly showing off my exam card that was already filled with the signatures of all supervisors.


"What is important is that the result is not the completion.if C's brother dapet aduin with father!"


"Gee! How come!"


"Have you done, why not be ngeledekin Dani. just calm down, kaka who guarantees, your brother will not dare aduin anything to father.promise!"


Brother protested to hear Kak Lena's answer who was more willing to defend me. Dude one! Kaka in-law the best is only Lena's sister.


"Yes! Beautiful Lena is the best! I've pantes so I'm my sister-in-law!"


"Aish! Come on! ntar Landy nagged again wait a little later"


We walked together looking for Landy's courtroom, so if we came in now maybe they'd just started the presentation.


I reopened my last chat with Landy, rereading the location of the room that Landy had told me. Pulling our brother and sister Lena towards the room that has been mobbed by the faces of engineering students who are mostly active students of the campus. Some even carry banners, flowers, chocolates, hell! That's my boyfriend!


I glanced lazily at the noisy sorority group to my right they didn't stop talking about Landy. Glancing at the field uniforms they wore, it seemed like they were from the student body of the majors, annoying once! Having a lover of a campus activist who enters various organizations is a trial. Just look at the pretty college students next to me. Just standing for a few minutes, the group of MAPALA students began to arrive indeed the one in the domination of the boys but still there are still rich students, he said, beautiful and graceful when they always go up the mountain but care like not far from their lives, their makeup is not excessive and instead looks authoritative and beautiful. Glancing at the clothes I was wearing today, I clucked in annoyance. I'm like an ash-upik in the middle of an angel.


"You are beautiful! Don't minder... The proof is that Landy chose you over them.."


Lena rubbed my shoulders. True, said Lena, at least I have to hold my body and head in front of them. My brother smiled cheering me on. Thank goodness at least there are those who would like to accompany me.


"What kind of a brother... hmm, what do you want to drink? let me buy it"


"Dede wants some white water, some cold"


"I am also the same..."


Nodding slowly brother went to buy a drink, he ran slowly down the stairs some girls glanced more twice every brother stepped, indeed the charm of brother can not be underestimated as well, just look at Lena's brother willingly he bent his knees in front of his brother, just want to obey brother's orders, hh love is blind. Not until 5 minutes my brother went to a loud exclamation coming from the stairs, some MAPALA students shouted happily like they were welcoming an important person making my focus and Lena was distracted from the door of the room, Landy was struggling inside, the supporters were barred from entering so we crowded outside, turning my head to groan slowly to find who came apparently the campus princess had come.


"Hi Dan..."


I just smiled in response to Sania's greeting who was unluckyly dressed sexy today. It is fitting that the boys have been crying out loud since then. Sister Lena poked my elbow asking who.


"Ah.. who is he...?"


Sania smiled disdainfully with her big eyes getting uglier.


"Sir Len. This is sister sania, she's kating here, the same age as her kaka kaya"


"Oh hi. I'm Lena.."


"Sania.."


Really am! I want to slap his mouth that is smiling demeaningly.


"This is the drink...."


Brother's arrival at least diverted me from feeling to kill someone.


"Hmm.. Sania?"


The sudden outpouring of Sania's hands stretched out in front of me towards my brother made me gape. Hells! Cheap cooking oil!


"Oh. hi.. Denny, who's he on deck...?"


"He's kating bang"


Brother nodded in understanding, regardless of Sania he returned to chatting with Kak Lena. Thank goodness my cool brother was so sensitive that I did not like him interacting for a long time with this woman.


"Oh. He's who Dan is..."


"Bag me, why?"


"Why does the cave rarely see, he's from what faculty?"


Sania pulled me to face her. His hand rubbed my shoulder. What's with him?


"Abang majoring in business, he's not from here, he's from the next univ so brother Sania never saw him okay, oh yes one more information, oh yeah, one more information, the girl next to him is his girlfriend they've been dating for a long time"


Turning my face, I refocused my attention on the door that had not opened. Why this trial feels so long to worry. Sania doesn't bother me anymore, she's chatting back with the group of students next door.


My wait, finally ended when the door opened, Landy came out in his black and white clothes smiling at my welcome.


"Baby. you came"


"Of course"


Landy's embrace was warm, the anxious face that had once adorned his face slowly faded. Landy's kisses were felt on my temple, his hands were cold. It seems like he's really nervous.


"There's a Lan man here..."


A big brother stopped Landy who had hugged me too tightly replaced his arm on my shoulder. He finally let me go.


"Bother you..."


Landy's support group slowly crowded in front of us, Landy still embracing me. Landy just waiting for the graduation of the thesis he just presented. The examiner was still discussing for a long time inside, Sania too without staying silent into the crowd, hugging and congratulating Landy, the chocolate gift she gave me grabbed and I left it to my brother. Landy, who saw my jealousy, laughed with joy, and my anger increased. My hand forced Landy's embrace off, but instead of loosening but instead tightening.


The door that opened, surprised us all Landy again asked to enter the courtroom. Ready to listen to the results of the script struggle, seeing that my heart was beating in fear of not being careless, this time the door was left open so we could all hear the results being discussed inside. But I couldn't listen to him too much, so I decided to cover my ears.


But cheers from Landy fans who shouted loudly proved that Landy must have graduated with good grades. Mercifully. Landy came out with a big smile that immediately rubbed on us, his path that directly led to me made my heart soar.


"I did it by..."


"Yeah, congratulations, you're great, my boyfriend is always great"


Relieved, Landy's embrace felt tighter after the burden and worry lifted. The flowers I had brought from earlier were received with a big smile, our embrace was interrupted by Landy's friends who came to congratulate him.


I faithfully waited for Landy who was paraded by his friends around the campus.


I decided to wait for him to be parked, thinking about having to wear the ring Landy gave me yesterday. He must be waiting for my answer. The ring looks beautiful pair with a necklace that looks beautiful yet elegant. Turns out he bought it, knows where I want this ring and this necklace. As far as I know only my brother knows first, smiling slowly I began to put a necklace around my neck. Lena's brother and sister were going to the cafeteria to buy snacks so I wasn't ashamed to take out the ring and necklace that Landy gave me. I'm still afraid to get a reaction to what you're going to give me seeing what Landy's given to his sister.


I've used it, anyway this expensive stuff I must be more beautiful.