
Our engagement went well, the Landy family came home a few minutes ago, and to the worry that I had felt a few days ago slowly began to disappear replaced with relief.
Now lives my family and friends friends Landy and brother who are dominated by boys who still adorn the joy in this house. They still gather and chat on the front porch. The bocil twins have fallen asleep exhausted, they are active once running around here and there is a new friend, nephew Landy who came.
Mother and father are still busy chatting with a large family, they are still talking warmly about the event that has just finished.
Some of the workers who work in the store father was still cool playing in the middle room, they look comfortable in my house.
While me? Sit pensively alone accompanied by a glass of warm chocolate milk while staring at the stars on the porch next to the house.
My weakness is that I find it difficult to join and chat in the crowd, I will choose to play and daydream myself rather than having to mince words in front of people. My new fiancee is still cool with her friends she is very different from me.
Our nature is very different, Landy was born with various advantages he is an activist of course has many fans, is considered as a person who is assertive and responsible, always follow various campus activities, he said, moreover, she was endowed with a more beautiful physique from small head to toe, too perfect for my ordinary self, moreover, coupled with the success of his own business without the interference of his father and his mother. Somehow that perfect man would be with me.
With his reputation, of course, he has a lot of circle friends, the proof now he does not even have time even if only 5 minutes, just to look at me, many questions she had to answer were asked by her friend. Unfortunately with some of the advantages that he had, it actually contributed a lot to form the personality of Landy who
it is very bad to have a human being, which among them is he never wants to lose, selfish, crazy, possessive, wants to win alone, always wants to be united.
Hh. Never mind, it feels like I can no longer if I have to tell the perfection of my fiancee, my hand raised rubbed my arm that began to feel cold, I've changed from a modern kebaya to a home-made midi dress with open arms and decorated only with straps on the shoulders. My makeup has been removed into thin makeup that is only in the form of powder and lipmate.
"Dede why is here..." I turned my head, looking at the brother who had suddenly been standing beside my swing, I did not even hear his footsteps at all. I was too busy thinking without paying attention around.
"Date too, why come here" I said.
Brother pushed me to shift to the empty side next to me and then landed himself sitting next to me.
"The...."
"Hmm...?" A serious expression was shown brother now, his gaze slightly blankly staring at the small garden in front of us. Scared me a little, I don't know what information you're gonna tell me.
"No, my brother was asked to be the same person..."
Yes, not felt. Dede did not expect to either. My mouth was locked not saying anything I did not dare to interrupt, brother like holding something he wanted to say earlier.
Quiescent. Silence stopped us for a few minutes. Brother was still staring blankly at the park, the silence felt a little different, the novelty still enveloped this atmosphere.
"Abang dear same dede.... dede know right?"
Slowly melt the water out of both brothers' eyes. The tears that my brother shed made me stupefied as well as moved. My dear brother was with me. Without thinking much, I went into my brother's arms.
"Abang is still not willing to be asked by the same person.Bat brother wants dede here continue to be the same brother, same mother and father.brother is afraid dede hurt, hurt, what if suddenly there is an evil same dede and Landy does not know can not nolongin..? You can't imagine how anxious you will be"
Hearing his confession made me unable to hold back our cries together calling for restlessness that we had been longing for, did not feel our tears spill. As long as we lived together from childhood to adulthood this time we cried together like this. My strong brother today pours out the fear and worry that he has had for weeks this week since hearing my engagement plan, my strong brother has his own fragility.
"Dede too dear brother..."
Brother's embrace is always warm, his fragrance is like father's always calming.
***
From: - Landy
Good morning fiancee, :)
Your fiance
Tumben once Landy early in the morning had sent me a romantic message like this.
Drrt.
From: - Landy
- Your Fiance
Aishs. What's wrong with her? I just continued my journey to the academic room regardless of the message again. Today I was planning to meet the head of the department intending to refine my grades which suddenly did not appear in the system. It can be broken if not repaired.
My eyes seemed to be watching the busy academic space, many students were stranded here as well. Chances are I'll be stuck here a long time waiting for a long queue. Ish.
I sat alone in the front seat of the receptionist. Ever since my fight with the twins, we haven't forgiven each other yet. Especially after the news of my engagement that was widespread in the college socmed. They don't want to say hello to me at all. It just feels like he has no friends.
"Hey..."
Obtained. I found a foreign-faced man sitting beside me. It seems he is not the son of the Faculty here. I had no idea I was resuming my game which I had to put off earlier.
"Hey..."
Argh. He doesn't know if I don't want to be disturbed. Sucks.
"What's wrong?"
Good thing his face is above standard, so the distraction I can forgive. Try it if not my shoes have already floated to his face.
"Your mom fell.." He pointed down the chair in front of me.
Aishs. The shame! I thought he was gonna tease me.
With a red face I pick up this fucking map. Hh. Just make it ashamed.
"Thank you, yeah.."
"OK. alike"
"You're not a faculty here, I've never seen anything"
Drrt.
From: - Landy
By.... I give you 5 minutes to get out of there. Otherwise, you know better what will happen.
- Landy
What's?! My eyes circled around, looking for who leaked my position to Landy. Argh. How is this, my ears are not focused on listening to the explanation of the man in front of me. My brain has even ventured trying to find a way out of the problem I unconsciously created.
Drrt.
From: - Landy
Okay, you hbs time.
- Landy
Argh. Stupid me!