I Want You (Possessive Boyfriend)

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The feeling of being betrayed is not fun, let alone betrayed by your own friends. Maybe that's how the twins feel. They didn't even want to see me at all, kept running and dodging became a habit they were now doing. I might as well apply the same if faced with such a position. It was like being stabbed using sharp broken glass with salt from behind by your own best friend. Hh. The desire to turn back time is my priority now, many times I think I should have said it from the beginning, it should not have been a stupid lie that was spoken from my mouth, it should have been. What a shitty feeling of guilt. I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Okay, it's just thick on your face, Dan!

"Hey... Cave may join" The twins who were originally in discussion coolly stopped their conversation. Some of the kids from our class fell silent, retreated slowly and chose to step aside, understanding that we needed privacy.

"We're pulling.."

Frisya and Tasya really look really hate me now. They fixed their equipment without even looking at me. Damnit.

"Please... Yes, Bag, grotto talk" My eyes heated up at their refusal. God, it's not good to have no friends.

"Yes....!" My hand pulled Fasya's hand gently. They stopped, fortunately they seemed to understand not to make a scene in the middle of the campus with the view of all students who lead to us.

"We're not talking here" Tasya said as she rolled her eyes telling me to come along. Oh thank god!

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"So how long has it been...?"

Tasya looked at me probing, her hands twisting soft straws. Ahhhhh. Why are my friends so scary. Okay, relax.

Fasya's glance added to the annoying awkward situation, I really look like a defendant who is ready to be sentenced to prison.

"Hmmm.so..."

"Don't lie anymore, you can't keep going right?" Yes of course. Call me in your heart.

"We're going to be together, right?"

I gasped to look at Fasya in shock. God, I really let them down.

"Why do you say rich.. Obviously we're going to see him"

"Yes.because you never share anything with us, even things this big still you close that even make us look stupid" The cold drink that was held by me it was no longer cold even slowly felt hot like preparing to welcome our quarrel.

"You're still in those rich places, the cave can be the same as Landy, do we need to call him and get him here?"

Oh god! I'm really in a big trouble right now.

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"Furniture! Sebel! Dede!"

The mother who was cutting the fruit immediately looked at me. Bang Denny who was the target of my anger was even cool to play PS without wanting to see me, it was really annoying. Brother is always like that, he prefers to listen to his best friend than his own sister.

"Mr...."

"Abang, the adeknya do not be questioned atuh"

"Dede! Sebel! Same Landy, why don't you ever buy Dede?"

"Febel why? Hmm?" My brother came up to me and sat beside me. He indeed only replied slowly, but his angry aura was a little frightening. It seems like Brother is angry to see me acting childish and disturbing his leisure time.

"Oh! So you're pretending you don't know?"

****! My brother really added to my anger. He even enlivened posts made by Landy on his instagram page.

"Why? Still a problem with the post?"

"According to Brother! Brother is really evil! I don't know the reaction of the same people Dede, Dede in kucilin on campus, they see Dede as if he's a guy's girlfriend"

The tears that I had endured from earlier finally spilled over as well, looking at me like that Brother gave me a tissue, and stroked my head gently.

"Landy! Brother too! You don't understand Dede's feelings! Dede hates Landy!"

"Dede! Watch your words!"

"What! Landy was a little girl, I never denied this Dede, Dad always wanted Dede, Dad never angry with Dede. But Landy! He's nagging Dede on that! Like angry Dede, this order, Dede asked to break up not allowed even though himself like playing with other women, Dede want to play with them guys can not! Brother too, why did brother diem aja dede in the rich behavior so! Dede hates Landy! Hate it! Hate it! Hate it!" I cried loudly, Mother who saw our quarrel came straight to me standing next to me stroking my shoulder gently.

"Dede... Shh... Don't be like that brother"

"DEDE! Watch your words! Brother really-no wonder if Adek Abang se childish this"

I gasped at the snapping of Brother, never did Brother yell at me like this. I cried no because, my hand reached Mother's hand looking for a grip.

"But Dede hates Landy! HATE IT! HATE IT!"

Brucks.

The noise from the door made us pause and look at the door. My heart seemed to stop beating to see Landy standing in a daze at the door while carrying my fallen bag. Lordy!

"Bag you missed in the car" I threw away a face not wanting to see it.

"Gua pull the Den"

Good that he's gone! Brother just nodded briefly.

"The article is just a post, until you lose your manners in front of you! Never teach you to scream in front of an older person! If you know it, you know! He will be more disappointed with you! His daughter's behavior was really disappointing! Landy's an adult he already knows better what to do and what not...." Brother rubbed his face rough, not out of thought with my behavior that was out of control.

"So he's the one who takes care of the problems that arise later. Even Brother is still not out of thought, how could he still be loyal to you who are childish! Asking for a break just out of anger is forbidden for this even though it is for your own good! Landy never complains about spending a lot of money on your snacks that much! Who do you think sends money to your ATM every month? Who will your college needs be? She never gets angry even if you politely call her name without the frills of "Mas" when she is older than you! He even still seems to spend his time to look at you who avoid is not clear, even though he has more important business for his research! He would rather monitor you than play or hang out the same friends, out there more women are graceful ethical and mature than you! But foolishly he is faithful to wait for you, to guide you, to keep watch! See your development from small to adult later! Brother did not think, where Adek Abang sweet and obedient, Brother disappointed with Dede!"

My brother left with a very disappointed look. My heart slipped to see the problems I had caused due to my childish attitude.

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