I Want You (Possessive Boyfriend)

3

My hand rubbed the water that had dripped past my little umbrella. I was caught in the rain earlier, sighing lazily I regretted rejecting the twins' invitation to go home together, the result I was stuck on campus like a missing person.

I put the umbrella on the campus terrace, free also I to the stop now definitely no angkot coming. My hand was trying to find HP that was drowning in the bag, I wanted to ask Bang Denny to pick me up.

"Hello. brother... pick up adek"

Without greeting I immediately stormed asking to be picked up.

"That can't de..."

"Keep on how to get home..."

"Just a minute..."

The connection was cut off just like that, without any clarity.

"Orchid....."

I let out a tired sigh, I was forced to wait for the angkot at the stop. Taking my umbrella I walked slowly.

The thing I was worried about finally happened. There were no students and no one passed by. Of course, it's 8pm now. If only I had not been too cool to read books in the library, maybe now I have collapsed in the boarding house accompanied by a good snack. My house is quite far from campus so sometimes I will choose to go home to the boarding house. Because I came home yesterday, so I decided to go home to the boarding house today.

Eliminating the boredom I played my gadget until the sound of the car pulling over made me turn my head.

"Back home..."

I immediately smiled happily to see Bang Denny get out of the car to pick me up. With a smile still adorning my lips I nodded in agreement.

"Hi Dan..." Lena looked up from the front passenger seat window.

"Hi brother..."

Lena's sister greeted me, she's Bang Denny's boyfriend they've been in a relationship for a few years. But after I opened the back door of the car, I was surprised by the presence of Landy who was sitting sweet while playing his HP there. Why is he here?

I glanced at Bang Denny who was just smiling behind the wheel.

"Udah.. gapapa..who knows how to turn it back, right?"

Shit! Bang Denny ****!

"Who is that?" Lena's sister chimed in.

"Dania equals Landy, which is..."

"Huh? they broke up when....? how can.."

I got into the car feeling forced. Trying to ignore the conversation from the front seat.

"That's.. story....." Lena whined for an answer.

I immediately pinched the hand of Bang Denny who was driving. Preventing him from revealing my sad love story.

"Ouch... Dede..."

What I didn't expect was Landy's reaction that instantly pulled my hand that was pinching Bang Denny's hand.

"By. don't do it" Landy clasped my hand tightly.

"Cie...."

Bang Denny exclaimed in excitement at our interaction. Sister Lena was confused at our interaction, she looked forward and backward like a daze. Landy who was stared at like that just smiled.

"What is the man who. how is the breakup of people is still so friendly.." Lena clucked to herself after seeing my hands and Landy clinging to each other, she was stupid and focused on her gadget. Thankfully, he didn't pay attention to me anymore.

I tried to pull my hand, but Landy calmly clasped my hand tighter. Shamelessly he turned his attention towards his gadget, not caring about me who was thrashing trying to escape. Argh...! Hate you! I screamed in my heart.

Bang Denny who glanced at our interaction from the middle rearview just smiled without any intention of responding. Oh my God, my heart is beating not because I saw him sitting next to me especially now plus my hand on his lap.

***

"What did Dede eat..."

I pointed to the origin of the food on the menu. Whatever, I'm not in the mood to eat. Landy was still silent, usually he would smoke but this time, the cigarette was just lying on the table not touched at all. Bang Denny and Kak Lena are still chatting like ordinary courtship people. I was confused about what to do just play my HP silent without any meaningful activities. My view around this crowded place to eat, many people who deliberately want to eat but also some who just want to shade and wait for the rain to subside.

I gasped as I felt the jacket slung over my shoulder.

"Why always forget to bring a jacket hmm..."

Landy rubbed my head after draping his jacket over my shoulder. I kept quiet because I didn't think it was something I should answer.

Our order came and I ate in silence, ignoring the chatter between Bang Denny, Kak Lena and Landy. They're friends since High School of course very familiar.

Our closeness began from when I was in junior high school I who happened to have no activities at home finally often joined Bang Denny gathered with his friend and finally met with Landy, who was a friend of his, and establish a relationship with him. But our relationship broke down after 2 years. At that time I was in contact with him when I was in 2nd grade High School, connecting with a college boy at that time was really something new to me. We were like a couple in general, but when I entered college and college in the same place as Landy, many fights occurred and our relationship ran aground for some reason. Bang Denny didn't interfere at all about our relationship, it's just that when I cried after and closed myself and almost wanted to move to college because I didn't want to deal with Landy but it didn't happen because it had already been accepted at PTN, which after I thought again dear if I had to let go then by steadying my heart still decided to study there. Seeing that a few days later Bang Denny came home with a battered face from there I began to realize that Bang Denny did not really ignore my relationship with Landy. He also allowed me to choose the cost instead of the shuttle to go home. I'm grateful at least you understand how I feel about being alone first.

But no matter what the wind, Bang Denny began to put me close to Landy back, he was like a stupid matchmaker who wanted to match me up with Landy again, and began to support our relationship. Which I don't even think can be returned. Bang Denny and Kak Lena went to college in a different place than me and Landy. So we rarely get together like this.

I eat my food lazy. Glancing beside me, Landy was watching me eat. Damn. What's wrong with Landy and his eyes.

I coughed in haste, Landy's hand swiftly rubbed the back of my head while thrusting a drink for me. Damnit. I'm doing stupid again.

After my cough subsided, Landy did not stop making my heart jump not careless, he even clasped my hand.

"Lepasin can. I want to eat"

Landy let go of my hand, but his attention never turned away from me. I don't know what demon possessed him.

"Udah kali Lan. ngeliatinnya, keder adek cave lu loiatin continue to be that"

"Udah loathed he's still not sensitive....." Landy foolishly answered Bang Denny's joke. Fuck up!

"The only thing that is****. adek cave tricked oreo also want, use all dizzy-dizziness events"

Brother Lena who heard their jokes laughed out loud.

"Instead...."

"Yes. dede.."

I pouted lazily, they spoke as if I wasn't there.

***

We separated when we came home, it turns out Landy was deliberately nebeng to take his car that he left at the car wash near the cafe, and I was forced to come with him.

I was not used to the actual silence but since I was again stuck together with him I inevitably kept quiet, and did not start the conversation, it still feels awkward especially for almost 3 months we have not interacted like this.

"By. yesterday mama nanya you, when to play again"

I glanced at Landy for a moment, without intending to answer him.

"By. c'mon.. answer me"

"I've done everything you want.Even you ask for time I've followed By" Landy groaned in frustration. I was upset because I didn't get an answer from myself.

"We haven't broken up yet..."

"What...! No! of course not! shit!"

Landy hastily pulled over this car on the edge of a deserted road.

"F!" Landy swearing hitting the wheel hard. Which immediately scared me no crap. Her reddened eyes held in anger, I who was afraid of trying to get away and stuck to the car window.

"We never broke up! And it will never break! Suck it!"

I gasped at her words, my hands shaking unruffled. This is what I don't like about him, he's too coercive.

Looking at me who was shaking in fear Landy rubbed his face rough. Calms emotions.

"Sorry..." His hand rubbed my face, looking at me gently back.

"I can hug you...."

Without waiting for my answer Landy hugged me tightly. Yes he does not need answers, always like that act as he pleases.

"I miss..."

Landy kissed my cheeks and head many times as if afraid of me leaving, his treatment like this that often makes me melt. I almost answered that I was missing too. Hold Dania stupid!