I'm Not Rubbish

I love you

Satria worked on the wife in the car until the vehicle that was parked carelessly was a little swaying. Lucky because the road was quiet until no one caught sight of him.

With too much enthusiasm, the man touched and kissed all the areas belonging to Diamond without being missed in the slightest. At first it was like a rush from anger and turmoil in the chest but then it was gradually more tenderly full of feelings. That's what caused Lian to melt down and resign.

The woman replied to every touch given Satria although not too shrewd.

They were soaked in warmth that night.

"Diamond, I love you" said Satria after peeping his wife's forehead after the heat struggle ended.

The woman was petrified in the place where she sat. Her eyes opened without blinking, seeking the sincerity of the husband's bead. Don't ask how her fast-paced heart works. Lian wanted to ask to confirm Satria's feelings but her throat was suddenly dragged and her mouth was like a severe stroke.

Satria smiled to tidy up his wife's hair. May he be forgiven for making the appearance of the Random Diamond.

While repairing Lian's clothes, Satria said, "Honestly, I've never had this deep feeling in women before. It's not that I'm not normal, you know for yourself how fucked I am. But among all of them no one had managed to break through the defensive fortress I had been making."

Lian continued to listen without comment. He also knows the bad history of Satria's past until finally unwilling to get married, just busy playing around with women. Madam Hani told him everything.

Satria carried Lian leaning against her chest. One hand held the woman's fingers. Every now and then he landed a lip on Lian's forehead.

"I saw my mother suffer in her marriage. That's what scared me to go up to the stairs. I've never been serious about women for not wanting to get entangled in a commitment. But, I don't know. After I got to know you, long ago my fortress collapsed. I'm most anti-fall in love but when dealing with you, I give up."

"Switchy, why are you quiet? Must be shock, huh? I will make you believe that I truly love you. I want to make you happy. I'm sorry I hurt your heart so much."

Satria tightened her embrace. "Diamond, I love you. Please say something and don't make me a stress man!" He chuckles at his ridiculous jokes.

"I love you too, Mom."

Satria frames Lian's face for them to face each other. His eyes sparkled and his lips were happy. Slowly he kissed the lips that were actually already numb. Play around there long enough for his wild desire to re-emerge.

"Ah, sorry. Looks like we should get back to the apartment. Don't let this car sway again."

The man chuckled slightly releasing the pagutan. Yes, they do have to move to a safer place if they want to do the second volume struggle.

The two men did not stop. Tonight is the most beautiful night, you could say if their wedding night just started.

**

Lian blushed as she recalled the hot moment between her and her husband who was now so deeply embracing her. The woman rubbed Satria's cheeks in awe. A handsome man who used to be very sickening and cynical but now turned sweet.

At first she thought no one would be able to love let alone accept her past but now she was grateful for having found the right man.

Satria blinked and smiled. He tightened his embrace. His head slid into the wife's neck. "I love you, honey," he murmured.

"I love you too, Mom." Lian rubbed the man's head back.

They then cleaned up the body together a few hours later. Plus-plus shower!

During the day they go on dates like most couples. Go for a walk, watch, eat and shop.

The longer Lian and Satria get sticky and friendly. In fact, the man almost every day told his wife to accompany him to work. Satria was indeed more excited when there was a Diamond in his room. However, not infrequently it makes his focus distracted from work. He mischievously asked Lian to play with sweat.

A few months passed.

Satria rushed after his wife who had long been in the bathroom. She was very panicked especially after hearing Lian cry.

"Darling, what's wrong with you?" To be honest he was afraid if the woman returned to remember the dark past because last night she was a little forced to have sex.

"I'm sorry" said Satria.

Lian shook her head slowly.

The man breathed a heavy sigh. "I promise I won't force you again."

Lian's cry was only getting broken. His shoulders were shaking violently. "Not that …!"

Satria made his wife look at him. "So, what's wrong with you?"

"Here, behold!" Lian gave a small long flat-shaped tool.

Satria took and watched carefully. His heart thumped after knowing what kind of tool it was.

"Is this a sign of you .. pregnant?" Eyes sparkling.

"Yes, Mas. I'm finally carrying your son." Diamond nodded and wiped his tears.

Satria does want the presence of children between them so that happiness becomes more perfect. And now his wish is realized, of course Satria is very grateful.

With tears in his eyes, he hugged his wife tightly and landed a lot of kisses on his forehead.

"God is very good to me. He gave a beautiful and wonderful wife. And now God has given us descendants. I'm so happy, honey." In fact, the voice of the man was rather hoarse. Satria sobbing full haru.

They went straight to the gynecologist for a check. All are normal and healthy.

The happy news was immediately reported to Mrs Hani. The woman headed to the old man was very enthusiastic and happy. He immediately followed and lived together in the apartment to look after his daughter-in-law and future grandchildren.

**

Satria paced in front of the delivery room because in there the wife was struggling to give birth to their child.

He had wanted to accompany Berlian but was instead expelled because his wife could not focus on pushing. Yes, Satria is too puffy and noisy to make Lian's head dizzy. The man had to settle for waiting outside with his mother.

Both can enter after the doctor allows.

"Our son is handsome like me, dear." Satria rubbed the corner of her eyes that let out water of happiness.

Lian smiled haru. "You're his real father, it's only natural that you look alike."

The red baby moved into his grandmother's lap. "My first granddaughter was handsome and funny." The woman was sobbing happily. She remembered the moment she gave birth to Satria.

Everyone is happy and grateful for the grace given by God. Their families are more complete and colorful.

Satria now realizes that the fate of people is not necessarily the same. His mother suffered and failed in marriage but now he is very grateful for succeeding in getting happiness even though at the beginning often create chaos.

"Darling, I love you more. Thank you for being present in my life" whispered Satria before peeping at his wife's forehead.

"Me too, Mom. Thank you for accepting me with all your heart."

Satria swept the Diamond's cheek and then rubbed her head.

'Mom, I found happiness. You must be happy to see me, right?' the Diamond Mind remembers the figure of his mother who has died.

That's how life is, there are likes and there is suffering. Everyone has their own test. But rest assured that God will lead us to find our way. We will be winners if we can fight in any situation. If you believe in the power of God, you will never give up.