I'm Not Rubbish

That taste does exist

 

Satria kissed the back of her mother's hand. His head was rubbed by the woman.

"Be careful on the road, Sat! Next time take Lian too. Mama's okay here. My mother's condition is stable now. Can go for a walk and hang out together. Mama's not gonna be lonely."

"I will be lonely if I go there .. Mas Satria." It feels awkward to mention her husband's name by adding to the call. Satria is like that. 

Madam Hani mesem heard the sweet call from the daughter-in-law to her son.

"Lian, I'm saying goodbye now. Titip mama." The man slowly grabbed his wife's forehead with his lips. Note, this is only partly a play to please the mother.

"Be careful!" lirih Lian while continuing to stare in wonder. Does their charade have to be this intimate in front of Madame Hani?

'But ... why is his attitude also sweet when there are only the two of us?'

Can Lian hope if the man turns to accept it? It doesn't feel possible. Satria did that for sure because she still felt guilty for him. 

**

It was only a few days after Satria's departure but Lian felt the loss of her husband. Either carried away by the atmosphere of the man's room or it was purely from longing.

'It's excessive. Why bother thinking about it while I'm sure that she also never remembers me?'

Falling to the right is wrong, turning to the left is also uncomfortable. His back and forced closed, even his husband's face seemed on top. His face was also not calm, like his body was hugged by Satria. Finally sitting on the shoulder of the bed. Rubbed his face violently and said, "My brain must have gone bad."

Taken and then stared at the black flat object on the nightstand. There was no notification from her husband's number. Breath thrown rough as if issuing a burden on the chest. Is that as weak as he is?

"Stop thinking of him!" 

Just as the phone returned to the nightstand, it vibrated. Bete's face turned into a sumringah.

"Ha-hello, Sat! How are you?"

"good. My mom, is she sleeping?"

"Oh, that. Before I went to my room, I came from my mom's room. What's up?"

"No, just miss your mom, want to talk. But if you're sleeping, it's okay. My mom's healthy, right?"

"Mama's healthy." It seemed like Lian was waiting for Satria to say something else.

"Okay if that's it. Thanks for taking care of Mama. Good night!"

"Night," she wrote in the chat cover.

Lian pensively, smiling wryly. How could he hope if Satria also asked about the news. It was clear that the man from the beginning was forced by this marriage. Just because of yesterday's attention does not mean that Satria suddenly likes let alone put a special feeling on him. 

In another town in an apartment.

The man with the nose fell on the sofa. Looking up at the ceiling, who knows there is an answer to his angry feelings lately. Diamond Andini, the woman he had married always hung in his brain. Even when struggling with work, his figure did not want to disappear. The worst thing is that when Satria spent time with a girl in this room, Lian's shadow seemed to be there watching. Eventually, Satria fails to play with her hot girlfriend.

"Why is he a horror? I'm like a ghost, nongol everywhere. Very disturbing!" upset ass.

Whose fault is this? Satria sometimes cannot control her thoughts and feelings. Lian? It's definitely not his fault. The woman did not even know if this man was always thinking about her.

Satria got up to grab the phone on the table. Saw a slick picture of Lian. The photo always managed to make his mood improve. 

'You didn't forget your plan for that woman, did you?'

The smile on his lips was erased. It felt like it only dawned on him if there was something he hadn't finished.

He did want to end this marriage immediately because he did not want if Diamond controlled his property and his mother. But it seems that the accusations are not strong. Satria hesitated at his assumption. In his little heart he was sure that his wife was not a bad woman. 

A red lingerie is a tomboy's spectacle. That sexy, seductive shirt gave her goosebumps. How could he have followed the mother-in-law's advice to wear the less material and transparent cloth. It doesn't feel funny if the tomboy wears it, overlapping, not matching at all.

"Wow ..., what is it?" exclaiming Satria who suddenly nongol in the dressing room.

Lian's heart almost stopped beating in shock. The red shirt fell to the floor, was hurriedly picked up and hidden behind his back.

"When did you get here? Why ... don't tell me you want to go home?" Lian forced a clumsy smile. 

Satria squinted then her lips grinned. Slowly getting close to the woman in front of him, was very intimidating.

"What are you hiding?"

"Ahh ... this .. dirty clothes, want me to wash," said Lian origin.

"I saw that. Brief but clear. You want to learn to tease me, right?"

Lian's back is stuck in the closet. Satria's face and her face were only a few centimeters away. The woman's chest leaflet was so messy racing with a strange swish that flowed throughout the body.

'Oh my God .. Why does he like to make me hang a gini?'

Lian's eyes reflexively closed as her nose stuck to Satria's nose. Slightly holding their breath for a few seconds as their lips slightly .. again, will clash.

"Dapette!" exclaimed the man who managed to snatch the clothes his wife had hidden. 

Lian gawked when she realized that she had a prank. 'It's my fault that it's a pity.'

The woman tried to take the red shirt back. It's nothing, he parno if Satria would imagine him wearing that sexy shirt if he had seen the piece.

Like a boy, the two are chasing each other. One was annoyed while the other laughed at successfully avoiding the chase. 

"Sat, give me back that shirt! It's not mine, I want to return it to its owner" Lian shouted.

"Masa …? Can't believe it, I!" 

Because he did not get what he wanted, he finally tried to be more aggressive. Satria are pushed firmly to the back on the mattress. The cloth was pulled by force but instead his hand was gripped to make it fall on the chest of Satria's field. Awkwardness occurs some time when both pairs of eyes are rubbed.

Satria reversed position until his wife was down. "You won't win against me" he whispered right in Lian's ear. The man got up and examined the clothes in his hands. His smile rose as his brain wandered out of nowhere.

Lian immediately stood up and covered her chest and groin with her hands, while still fully dressed. Staring suspiciously at her grinning husband. Satria's gaze alternated to the lingerie then on Lian, scanning her from top to bottom. Just like that already made Lian look naked.

"Hem .. I think it can be too. If you wear this shirt, it looks like a big ass!" Satria chuckled until her shoulders shook.

"What's? You're not sane!" swear Lian while leaving the room. She is a real woman, time is equated with …. But it seemed better that Satria thought silly than thinking perverted things.

**

The vacant days turn colorful as Satria returns home to Lady Hani. Although sometimes upset with Diamonds, but in fact the heart of the woman feels warm. There are times when the mouth clashes because of cross opinions, sometimes the man also teases Lian to make red meeting because of shame or wrath. Not infrequently also silence each other and only their debates represent. That closeness makes their relationship improve although it is not yet clear what will be like in the future.

Lian did not want to expect more even though she actually had rights to the man. However, his heart was a little treasonous. Hope and feeling are coming up stronger.

Satria, he could not yet guess the contents of his heart. While with Lian, something ransacked her tribe. The swish and thump always sniff if it is close to his wife. This taste is beautiful but it makes him disturbed. Not used to thinking about a woman. It was this kind of feeling that he had always avoided. Conscious or not, his brain ruled never once in love with anyone. In his view, love can only bring pain. He witnessed it himself from the grief of the mother who was left behind by his father.

"I want us to separate" he said, which made the listener freeze.

Lian knew that her husband did not hold any special feelings for her, but did not expect it to be this fast said farewell. The closeness had no effect on their relationship.

"Is this not too rushed?" Lian tried to speak normally even though her chest felt tight. Dare not to show his dewy eyes.

Satria turned her head for a moment then turned her eyes. It turned out that this sensitive discussion was not as easy as he thought.

"I know that you're forced into this marriage. I also know that I am nobody to be proud of and to be defended. I'm just a dirty woman like you said. Do you also still think that I want to master your family's treasure?"