I'm Not Rubbish

I'm Not Rubbish
Attention of Satria



Satria did not sleep last night because he was waiting for his wife in the hospital. In addition, his heart was still not calm before Lian returned to health.


Naturally, his tired eyes closed in the morning. Sleeping in a sitting position, his face rests on both hands that are on the side of the hospital bed.


Lian just woke up. Look to the left where her husband is.


Last night Satria looked scary and pounced on her all out. However, last night Satria really noticed him. Bribed food and said sweet things to comfort him. And behold now, the man fell asleep so soy sauce after looking after him.


'Why did he change this way? Do you feel guilty?'


Lian tried to digest what happened. Seeing Satria's sincerity, made her both happy and unkind. He hasn't been nice to that guy all along. Is his attitude too excessive? But he can't control his emotions, heart and mind when he's scared. Lian must try to get out of the trauma of the past.


The woman pretended to be asleep when Satria showed movement. The shaking phone woke the man up. Snagging flat objects that are in the pants pocket. His red eyes narrowed while staring at the phone screen.


"Hem, what's wrong, Ma?" His voice sounded.


"Eh, Mama bothers you? Sorry."


"If you want to talk to Lian, later. He's still sleeping, he's got a lot of rest. I'm also very sleepy this …." Rubbing eyes slowly. Deliberately not telling about his wife who entered the hospital, did not want his mother to worry.


"Okay, say hi to Lian. Sorry Mama bothers you. Happy honeymoon …!"


"Hem .. bye!" Talks over.


"Happy honeymoon whatan .., I was in shock because Diamond was sick and it was because of me" he murmured.


Lian who was silently listening was still playing the sound. The feeling is mixed, difficult to describe. Want to laugh to hear Satria grumbling but also not feeling good because it has been excessive to enter the hospital all. 


"Yes, Ma ... What else is it?" Satria put the phone back in her ear.


"It's me, Boss. When do you come home? You must immediately inaugurate the launch of a new product Good Food. You certainly didn't forget, did you!" Voice from Satria's assistant in the company. Redi, he's the one who's been handling all his business when he's busy.


Satria let out a heavy breath. He would have forgotten that if only the assistant had not told him. "It seems I haven't been able to get there. Come on, I'm a newlywed who needs a lot of time to be with his wife. Singles, don't understand at all!" ledek.


"But .. didn't you yourself say you were going to attend the event?"


"Now I'm changing my mind. My wife was sick when I had to leave her. You take care of everything as usual. Trifling problem this one." Satria was honest with what she said. In any case, Lian remains his legal wife.


'What does Satria mean? Ah, yes …. It must have been just a ngeles. There can't be any other meaning, right?'


Lian did not want to dream too high. But wait, since when did he expect that man?


Satria keeps the cell phone in place then goes to the restroom, fulfilling nature's call!


Lian looked at the back of her husband who disappeared slowly behind the door. It turns out that annoying figure has a good side. Such is the character of man, no one is entirely evil and vice versa.


Seeing that his wife had not yet woken up, Satria chose to lay down on the sofa. Rest his tired body while continuing to sleep.


Lian slowly got off the bed. Walk to the bathroom. Removing some of the dirt and fluid from his body. Wash your face and wash your hands. 


The woman stared at the reflection of her face in the mirror. Satria was right, she did look like a man. It is only fitting that her husband sometimes calls her a half-baked woman, or a woman becomes an event. It sounded even funnier than the call of 'used stuff' or 'trash girl' that heavily punched her chest.


Let it be, Satria has started to turn sweet. Admitting mistakes and apologizing. 


"Geez!" Lian held onto her chest that was running around in shock because of Satria's presence in front of the toilet. I don't know when that man was standing there.


"Why didn't you tell me you were going to the restroom?" It is pronounced with a puff but sounds sweet.


Lian lowered her face. "Aren't you sleeping? Anyway, I can do it myself."


"I'm afraid you're fainting again." Satria took his wife without being asked.


'I'm not usually noticed with him. Chineau ….' Lian glimpsed.


The woman was silent, not daring to say in my current atmosphere. 


Satria's attention continued. Back to feeding his wife like last night. Lian did not dare to look at that face, afraid that her heart would explode. 


"You rest again, I'm going downstairs to get some breakfast. Bentar aja really," said Satria who was greeted with a small nod.


This afternoon Lian was allowed to go home because her condition was stable. Her body temperature was normal and it seemed like her psyche was also improving. Satria took her to the mother's house after earlier bringing their belongings from the hotel.


**


"Lian .., Mama misses you." Madam Hani hugged her daughter-in-law tightly. Hugs plus kiss on cheeks and forehead. The woman looked at Lian carefully.


"You're so pale, honey. Did Satria torture you too much?"


The accused now rubbed his neck that suddenly goosebumps. "Ma, I .. want to go to my room. Take a shower first."


"Wait, Sat! Take Lian to your room too, your room!"


"But ... My things are still in …." Lian's words have not been resolved because they were struck by the mother-in-law.


"Mama told the aunt to move all your stuff to Satria's room. Now you guys get into the room, get some rest!" Madam Hani pushed the body of her son-in-law towards the room upstairs. Closing the door tightly then leave so that the young couple can freely make out. Unmitigated, he went outside the house to gather with his fellow attendants.


Satria rushed to the bathroom while Lian sat on the sofa. The woman spread her eyes around. It feels strange that now the place becomes her room, the room of her and her husband. 


'I have to say yes, so it's not awkward?'


The room was tidy, there was nothing he could do. The items brought from the hotel have also been cleared by the maid as she chatted with her mother-in-law. 


Lian went outside the room to the kitchen. Making avocado juice and salad for her and husband. Think of this as his way of thanking Satria. Maybe this is the beginning to improve the relationship. I don't know what and how in the future, but clearly he did not want to quarrel anymore with the man who began to look sweet.


Salad and juice are arranged on the table, in the room. Lian had just sat on the sofa when her husband approached. His heart was exercising as the man sat nearby even though it was still less than a meter away.


"It just so happens, I need a quick one." Satria sipped the juice and devoured the salad. Glanced to the right where his wife was looking fixed but immediately turned away after a few seconds of a glance.


Lian scratched next to her eyebrows when it did not itch at all because there was no dandruff let alone fleas there. Just misbehaving because it's awkward.


"Eat dong, why bengong that?" Satria cleaned the salad in her small bowl.


"D-yes." Why is this weird and so strange when Satria kalem-kalem only.


Lian slowly sipped the ice-filled green-colored juice. The freshness of the drink was not able to calm his exploding heart. Why is this whole bunch?


**


I don't know since when Lian moved from the sofa to the big bed. After dinner, she watched TV while her husband was in the reading room. Maybe because of the effect of the drug or indeed the satiety, he unconsciously slept on the sofa in a sitting state. But right now the place is filled by Satria. Looks like the kind-hearted husband moved her to a soft mattress.


The clock is attached to the wall on the right. At 5.45 am, there is no need to delay to clean the body.


The woman deliberately brought a change of clothes to the bathroom so that when she came out later, she did not have to look sexy because she only wore a towel. Just in case, afraid that her husband was suddenly at the door like that time.


Satria was still sound when Lian left the room. She and her mother-in-law deliberately prepared breakfast this morning. Just a simple menu like sandwiches and juices.


"Why do smiles look at me? Is there anything strange?" lian asked as the mother-in-law scanned her face or maybe .. neck!


Madam Hani bobbing heads, still mesem. "Satria Maafin …! Your husband is too fierce."


The young woman's forehead displayed several wrinkles as a result of her thinking head. Still do not understand the meaning of the words of the mother-in-law. 


"Udahlah, mending call Satria here. We're having breakfast together." The madam sat facing the dining table, waiting for the other personnel to join. That smile was clearly still tucked away on his lips.


Lian washed her hands then returned to the upper room. 'Actually what's wrong with my face?'


He's still curious about it. Intentionally set yourself in front of a mirror to examine the irregularities in his body.


'There's nothing. Aishh …! What'sis this?'


Lian widened her gaze when she found her neck full of red tattoos. Just realized if there is a trace of redness in the area there. Honestly, she did not reflect when combing the hair earlier because her eyes were busier on her husband who was still sound.


The bathroom door was knocked. Lian shouted to her husband who was engrossed in body.


"Satria .., I want to talk. Get out!"