I'm Not Rubbish

Refusing to marry

"I'm disappointed in Mama. I knew the girl was dirty, still wanted to be a daughter-in-law. Wonder me!" Satria stood with a waistline. Slowly pacing in front of his mother.

"What the hell are you talking about? Can't insult Lian like that!" Madam Hani started to pry.

The man smiled cynically. "Wow! Actually what the hell has he done until Mama so admires him? Go on, don't cover it up. I know that girl is not a good girl. Maybe all this time his appearance was deliberately made different so that no one suspected. Turns out he's a 'player' too!"

"Shut up!" pekik Madam Hani's. The veils of his face stiffened with his eyes that wanted to jump.

The woman pointed at her son's face. "You don't know anything about diamonds."

Satria sat down at the original spot casually despite her furious heart.

"I know that secret because I overheard you guys talking in the room this morning. I heard that girl said I'm not virgin anymore." Yeah, that's it. The rest he did not listen at all because his stomach suddenly heartburn.

"Continue?"

"Udah, that's it. The rest I don't know. But all that explains how the character of the girl is."

"Strong is no longer a girl and that's not what she wants. Time was …." Should he tell his son that? 

"I know, don't explain. She must have changed girlfriends a lot 

 Tell him the juvenile delinquency but .. who can guarantee if now he has changed?"

"Lian was harassed by her stepfather. That's why he lost his honor. Don't equate your behavior with her. Lian isn't the type to play with men let alone no strings attached."

"That could be just the reason he's doing it. Well, Mama can't trust strangers easily."

The man moved from his seat. "Obviously, I don't want to marry him! Stop looking for a soul mate for me, Ma. I'm sick!" Melengos just left.

Madame Hani sat languidly on the sofa.  Didn't expect that his son would think so badly.

**

Satria rushed out of the house after finishing a heated discussion with her mother. The man crossed paths with Lian who had just returned from the minimarket.

For a moment they met and looked at each other and looked away. The man snorted in annoyance while the woman looked awkward.

Satria purposely bumped into Lian's shoulder violently while walking past her. 

"Wait on! Did Ms Hani tell you about the match?" 

Satria's steps stopped. He chose to shut up at this moment, completely unwilling to turn his head.

'Silence means the answer is yes. His attitude is more congruent. This is what I don't want.'

"Mr Satria Handoko, you should know that I don't actually approve of Bu Hani's plan. I have no intention at all for marriage let alone the same man as you. So, the decision is in your hands now."

Satria finally turned around and stared intently at the girl. "Don't be arrogant! You also know that I may never want to be with you."

"If so, just tell Mrs Hani the same if you refuse this match!"

"Of course! And that's what I did, you don't have to teach me. Fucking muna!" Satria breezed away to her car.

Lian stared at the man's back until it was no longer visible. His chest rose and fell with the heated anger.

"She said I was muna? You haughty dude!"

**

Satria slid into her apartment outside the city. So angry, he did not say goodbye to his mother. His phone was intentionally turned off.

Just laying his body on the bed, the door of his room was knocked. A servant called because a guest had come.

Satria was amazed to see beautiful creatures sitting in the living room. Deliberately beating hard so that the owner of a beautiful face turned his head.

"Cleo, how are you?" Stretched out his hand which was immediately welcomed warmly by the guest. He sat down to face the sexy girl.

"I'm good, Sat. We haven't seen each other in years, but you still look as good as you used to be."

Satria smiled widely and then downed the water that the servant had served. "But you changed a lot. Now it's more beautiful and interesting."

"Oh yeah? Any time on campus you never lyrically me." Cleo followed up drinking.

"We separated a few months ago. Nyesel, I chose Sean to be a life partner. He's a big-time liar." Cleo downed the drink until it ran out because suddenly her throat was dry.

"That's the risk of making a commitment to someone. It's better to hang for life than to get hurt like that" Satria added.

Cleo looked at him fixedly. "You still think that. You know, if we make a commitment to the right person then our lives will be happy."

"So, you want to find a replacement for your husband?"

"Yes, but later when I'm ready. Now I want to enjoy this solitude."

"Okay, do you want me to be with you tomorrow night?"

Cleo blushed as the gaze of the man in front of her was meaningful. Actually, he used to like Satria, only there was no chance to express his feelings. Maybe at this time Cleo could resolve her curiosity in the man. Just want to find satisfaction because he knows that there is no point in hoping to build a future with a Satria.

**

The two men entered the hotel room after finishing dinner. The man rested his woman's back on the door that had been locked. Smacking those red lips for a while then looking at him fixedly.

"Are you sure you want to spend the night with me?" his tan was punctuated by a mischievous smile.

"Should it be answered? I think you also know what I want right now."

The woman unbuttoned the man's shirt slowly. He really misses the touch of the opposite sex. Moreover, the creature nearby was an exciting figure. Nosed, thin lips and intoxicating gaze. His body was firm and gave off a very strong masculine scent.

Both of them were touching their lips in slow motion. They get deeper and more ferocious when their hands go for a walk in a sensitive area.

Satria takes Cleo to the couch to do a level one game. Continue on the bed until they both reach *******.

In the morning, the two people without ties back to fight sweat in a bathtub that is large in size. Play wet under the shower. Touch each other, taste and devour greedily. Cleo screamed so deeply at the peak of heaven. Finally he was able to re-experience the long unfulfilled pleasure.

"Thank you, Sat. You make me completely satisfied," she said with her chest up and down. His breathing had not been regular due to the heat battle just now.

"Together, Cleo. You are also great because you can make me forget all my life problems. Now we take a shower 'cause I gotta get ready for the office." Satria smiled with satisfaction and then pecked at the woman's neck.

Their meeting continued until the next few nights. It always ends in a heat stroke. However, as usual. There is no bond in that relationship.

**

Satria escorted Cleo to the airport. Because the woman will move abroad following both her parents as well as start a new life to forget her ex-husband. 

"Sat, thank you for your time to comfort me. I hope you can find the woman you truly love. Live with him and have many children." Cleo patted his friend's shoulder.

Satria chuckles. "Neighbor! No love let alone marriage in the dictionary of my life. It's all a waste of time. I'm happier living a free-kayak life now."

"Really's? I'm sure your heart is lonely too. Mending follow your mother's willingness to quickly marry. Usually the parents' choice is better. Yeah, at least do it for your mom. Make him happy. You know for yourself, if he had ever fallen. Now is the time to make it happy."

Cleo did know enough about Satria's life because they were friends in college.

Satria remained silent until the woman moved away. Only a wave of his hand hinted at farewell. I don't know, at least Cleo's words managed to annoy him.

The man reached into his pants pocket. Removing a flat object that had vibrated earlier. Notification of entry from Mrs Hani's number.

_Why always reject a phone from Mama?

_Mama wants you to think again about marrying Diamonds!

_Okay, Mama will pull all the facilities you have if you reject Mama's plan!

Satria snorted in annoyance as she put the phone back in her pocket. She had not expected that her mother as hard as that wanted to marry her to a Diamond.

"What does my mom want? I am the handle of the company. I don't need to be afraid of losing everything I have right now."

Satria was escorted by his driver to PT. Good food, a company in the field of instant food that he has managed for several years. 

Surprising things happen. Madam Hani is now sitting in an oversized chair that is usually filled by Satria.

"Why are you here?"

"You forgot? My mother is the owner of this company!"