I'm Not Rubbish

Continue this charade

"Do you also still think that I want to master your family's treasure?"

Satria looked to the side. His wife lowered her head earlier. He could not guess Lian's thoughts but clearly, the woman was not fine at the moment. Why is it that just saying goodbye, he feels like a criminal?

Tega or not, Satria still has to end this relationship. He didn't want to get stuck deeper with the woman who was starting to look sweet.

"Lian, sorry. At first I thought so. I'm evil and always despise you, accuse you of being a no-no. But now .. I think I'm wrong. You are a good woman. I should have believed in my mother's choice. But ... You should know that in fact I'm not at all interested in a commitment let alone a marriage." Lian flinched, listening to every word she heard.

"I'm honest, it feels uncomfortable when you have to bond with someone. My freedom is disturbed and …."

Lian turned her head this time and said, "Feelings, I never ask for anything with you. I never forbid you to do anything either. But okay, I get it. The point is, you want to split up. Just remember, could you not think about your mother's feelings? We're married for over a month. If we get divorced now, mama's gonna be embarrassed and disappointed."

Satria this time turned her eyes away. Lian was completely right but her decision was already unanimous. He will not delay again.

"I don't want you to be a real husband to me. So, can't we just keep going on this show for mama's sake? You can still be who you were before I married. Honestly, I can't see that Ms. Hani is sad. I consider her my own mother."

Yes, Lian was indeed sick to hear this parting word. However, he would be even more ill when he had to part from Madam Hani if the divorce really happened. She would no longer find a kind and sincere figure like her mother-in-law.

"Until when do we pretend to accept this marriage?" 

Lian let out a long sigh before replying, "Until we both give up."

"What's? But ... it's scary," ceplos Satria.

Lian turned, glaring sharply. It could be that the man was launching a joke at this moment of super serious discussion. "you mean? Am I this scary?"

"No! I was scared long ago …."

The woman crucified her husband's words. "Fear of falling in love with me?" Only the origin of ceplos is actually to expel tightness in the chest. 

Satria gawking. 'Why can Lian read my mind?' 

The man grieved as he looked the other way. "Don't GR! I'm afraid I'm not sane if I've been your husband for a long time. Ah ah, I'm sleepy. Good nights!"

Satria pretended to yawn as she got up from her seat. Leaving his wife alone in bed while he was lying on the sofa. Lian felt that this matter was still hanging. She approached her husband who had just closed his eyes.

"If you're not afraid to like me, you should be able to continue our charade. It's for mama!"

Satria got up, looking at the woman a little sharply. A little distracted and feeling demeaned. Although Lian's words are actually approaching in the right direction.

"Okay, let's continue this charade marriage!" his challenge.

Lian mangosteen then melengos. She did plan everything for the sake of mother-in-law but there were other goals as well. 

**

The smell of coffee was all around the room. At that moment, Satria woke up. That special fragrance pierced his nose to make his consciousness gather. The first time he caught his eyes open was on the table. Milk coffee and toast, his favorite menu since adolescence. Worms in his stomach protesting want to be filled immediately.

The man got up, staring at the dish with sparkling eyes. Early in the morning when the weather is colder than usual, it feels very fitting if you eat toast accompanied by warm milk coffee. His saliva might drip everywhere.

Just about to touch the cup, his hand was brushed aside by Lian. "Minimal wash your face first, disgust know! Bad-tempered time." Sitting on the sofa that her husband still occupied.

Satria got up lazily towards the bathroom. Looks cute like a submissive little boy. Lian smiled at him as she returned to the sofa. The man nodded. There was something strange about the attitude of the woman.

Whatever, he wants to eat now. Bread is eaten voraciously followed by a sip of coffee. I don't know, it's more like a person who's never eaten a month. Hungry what doyan?

Satria paused eating and then squealing. "You didn't put anything on this bread or coffee, did you!"

"You mean, poison? Why do you always think negatively about me? If I don't believe it, I eat too. Here, look!" Lian devoured the bread Satria was holding and then downed the coffee.

"Stop, don't spend dong! Okay, I believe it," he screeches. 

Satria almost choked. He looked suspiciously at the offer. "Not wrong with horror?"

"Come on, don't think negatively. I sincerely do this. Yes ... Let wherever you are remain my husband." The words were very tickling and thrilling.

"Okay, but I'm done with breakfast." Suddenly the mood felt clumsy.

Lian's hand movements seemed to be washed away, making the massage so relaxed. Satria even several times yawned, it felt like he wanted to break down his body that began to sleepy and limp.

The over-attention from Lian continued. Satria enjoys and enjoys being treated like a king. However, there is still something disturbed. It felt uncomfortable to let someone into his heart.

His mother's past injuries left deep wounds in his tribe. His subconscious rejected that feeling. It is better to avoid loving someone than to get hurt in the end.

That night, Lian returned to her husband. No more annoyance was seen from the water of his face. The woman was transformed into a real wife. Good wife and attention. Only one thing Lian did not offer, her body! Actually it is very embarrassing if he has to take the initiative himself.

If Satria wants it, she will. On record, there was no coercion and violence like when her husband was drunk.

The female fingers danced around Satria's shoulders. Dissipate and wake up something that is currently starting to stiffen. 

"Stop, Ian. I'm going to the bathroom." Satria got out of bed immediately. His steps were in a hurry, it seemed that he could not bear to urinate. That's what Lian thought. 

"Crazy! I'm getting sane. I can 'on' with him," said Satria while justifying his pants that feel narrowed.

Lately his passion has always been interested in the wife. There was nothing special about Lian. It was still a tomboy like the first one met even though his attitude was very gentle now. 

"Go there, I'll go to bed! Don't come near!" tell Satria when she gets back to bed.

'Why is it judes again? What wrong? Feelings, I'm always trying to make her happy now.'

"Mas need anything?" 

Satria fluttered at the call. It feels sweet but also makes you nervous. 

"If you want a drink or something, say it." Lian was still speaking softly.

"I just want to, you don't have to be so close to me. It's a bother, you know!" Satria hid herself under a thick blanket. His body was curled up against his wife.

"Okay, I'm moving to the couch. Good night!"

'Why is Lian still calm? Am I less fierce?'

Secretly the man glanced at his wife who was lying on the sofa. The more Lian became obedient, the greater her guilt. But no, this is not how much. Satria must be able to make Lian give up so that her life can be safe. Bye-bye wedding …!

**

For the first time, Lian is taken to Satria's apartment outside the city. This is an order from Mrs Hani so that the relationship of her son-in-law is warmer and friendlier. The middle-aged woman was indeed still somewhat doubtful of the closeness of Satria and Lian. There seems to be some distance between the two men.

In the upstairs apartment there are 2 rooms with each bathroom in it. Satria and Lian occupied different rooms even though they were still next to each other. The situation will be safely controlled if it is like this, more comfortable than in the house of Mrs Hani who requires them to sleep in the room.

Lian moved into the kitchen after cleaning up. Cooking lunch for her and her husband. There is a waiter who usually works even though he does not live there. But now that person has resigned because he wants to enjoy time with his family.

With a fierce spirit, Lian arranged the food on the table. Calling her husband who was still in the room while knocking on the door.

"Hem …." That was the answer from the owner of the room.

"Okay, I'll wait in the dining room." 

Satria took a heavy breath. His wife's attitude is still sweet even though it has often been dikeki. It's a burden to him. Don't let that woman put her taste on her.