I'm Not Rubbish

I'm Not Rubbish
Don't want to get married



" If you don't want to go, I'll jorokin you're here!"


Sett! A sharp look was fixed on the man who had just finished talking. Satria even laughed at getting such a view.


'Okay, let's test. Is this girl normal?'


It's a ridiculous idea in Satria's brain. He deliberately brought his face closer while Lian automatically got up from her seat. He wanted to step but his hand was forcibly pulled by the man. As fast as lightning, his slender waist was in the arms of Satria who was currently both standing in front of him.


"Let go, don't fuck!" press Lian while trying to escape. However, Satria increasingly exert all his energy.


"If you act criminally then I will not hesitate to finish your life!" threaten the girl in a panic. It could be real if things get more urgent.


"You're actually pretty good too, unfortunately .. less sexy! I was wondering, how does it feel to play with a half-baked girl like you?" Satria observed the tense face with a fixed peppered mischievous grin.


"Basic is insane! Don't expect you to be the same as a …." The words were forcibly cut off because unexpectedly, Lian's lips blocked Satria's lips.


The girl's eyes were perfectly rounded and reflexively pulled out a clear grain that was mixed with rain water. This event reminds me of that dark time. There can be no more abuse in his life!


"Hey, you girls are going on!" shouted Satria while holding his weapon that had just been kicked Diamond using the elbow of his foot. The man slowly sat back down on the chair. The ridiculous action ended in disaster. Fix, he was sure that if the girl was abnormal, no sword creature!


Lian ran towards her room. Lock the door and enter the bathroom. His body was already wet. Sitting on the damp floor to continue crying. He did not accept if Satria treated him like before.


**


The next night Berlian was forced to join his master dinner at a restaurant. His eyes widened as Satria appeared and sat in front of him. If you know that annoying creature will be present as well then Lian will find a way to reject the invitation of Madam Hani.


The girl felt uncomfortable because she got a deep look, from her employer's son. Madam Hani cleared her throat to melt the awkward atmosphere. Call the waiter and order a food menu.


They eat quietly except for Diamonds. In addition to being foreign to the dinner menu, he was not comfortable with the existence of Satria which seemed intimidating.


Madam Hani moves to another table because she finds one of her friends there. Satria led him and sat down before the diamond. His gaze again made uneasy.


"Why have you seen mulu? Feelings, my appearance is gini-gini!" Lian sipped her drink.


"Either that. You should wear more clothes that way, this is dinner." Satria's eyes ached seeing the girl wearing a t-shirt lined with checkered shirts. The shirt is folded until the elbow and the buttons are not mounted.


Lian stood up and was about to step up if only Satria did not rush to make another sound.


"Since last night your attitude became more judes. Say yes, because of …." Satria plays her lips with fingers.


Lian threw her face away, unwilling to discuss the incident.


"I was joking! That's just a rambling," said Satria ended kesehatan.


The girl looked at him more pointedly. If this wasn't a public place, he would have ruffled Satria's face.


"That's not funny at all! You can make someone scared or even traumatized. Next time, be careful in joking!"


Satria gawked, her eyes following the movement of Diamond who walked towards her mother.


"Have I gone too far with him? But ... He also brazenly kicked my most precious treasure to the point of almost dying! So, let's just say everything's even."


Diamond paid first to Madam Hani with the reason not feeling well. I really don't want to be around that crazy guy anymore.


**


"How do you think Lian is?" 


The question from Madam Hani made Satria frown. His hand, which was seeping at the mother's feet, was paused for a moment. 


"Where's what? What's his behavior?" Back to the massage again.


"Everything!"


"She's a weird girl" he replied without staring.


"What a weird?" It was her mother's turn to be confused.


"Everything! Especially the way she wears. Not very …." Satria shuddered amit-amit.


"But according to Mama it doesn't matter. What matters is that he's good."


Satria looked at Madam Hani before protesting. "Good but not normal just a minus. He's not a man."


"Don't just accuse people, Sat! Do you have proof? Have you ever seen her make out with a girl?" sergeant Madam Hani who does not accept if Lian is insulted even by her own biological son.


The mother is squealing. "What evidence? What are you doing with Lian?"


The man grinned awkwardly. "Hm .., that's okay. What I'm sure is that he's not interested in a guy even though he's cool!"


"Neighbor! Mama believes that Lian is 100 percent normal women even though her appearance is like that. When did you get married?" 


Satria rolled her eyes saturated. "Why are we talking about marriage again?" Although annoyed but his hand movements have not stopped.


"Yes dong, I want to have a daughter-in-law and a grandchild!"


"No girl wants me to marry" he said. Actually Madam Hani already knows if her son is just lying.


"If it's Mama who's looking for a future wife, you want to accept?"


The eyes of the child and mother are clashing with each other. 


"Mama must know what my answer is. Yes, mending now Mama sleep because I also want to rest. Don't talk about marriage anymore! A person's happiness is not measured by such a relationship." Satria rose from her seat. Help lay down Madame Hani and cover her up.


"And not all marriages end painfully like your mom and dad's! Many couples out there live a quiet life with their spouses and children. Mama wants you to feel it. Don't spend your time alone for a lifetime. Mama would be very sick to see it. At least, try to establish a sacred commitment with a woman." Madam Hani clasped Satria's hand which was currently pensive.


"No idea, Ma. For now I'm not interested in any of that. I have my own way of not being lonely." Reluctant to stare.


"Bergonta-replace that woman is not a good habit, Sat. Moreover, there is no marriage bond. That's a big sin! You must know. Don't ruin those women by venting your passion on them."


"Those who willingly do it. I'm not doing anything bad" said Satria, who was getting upset. 


"That's not allowed! Mama wants you to stop playing girls. Find a really good woman and marry her. If there is none, then you should want Mama to marry the girl of Mama's choice!"


Satria walked away without saying any more words. Madam Hani took a heavy breath. He hoped that his son's heart could be moved to fulfill his request.


**


Finally ... Satria this morning said goodbye to Mrs Hani! Something the Diamonds have been waiting for. If the man leaves then the house is peaceful and quiet.


"Hey, about that time .. I'm sorry!" 


Lian frowning. Whether his hearing is still functioning normally or Satria sucked into something to say the sentence. This was the prime moment the man was being polite to her.


Madam Hani's forehead is also wrinkled. "What's this about? Mama doesn't understand."


"At that time I was playing Diamond was a bit outrageous. So, I guess I should apologize," Satria explained in outline.


"Uhm .. like that." The madam mangosteen. He thought if his son's joke wasn't as bad as it was.


"I forgive you," replied Lian wanting to appreciate her employer only. Actually his heart has not completely broken.


"Okay, if that is what I can say quietly," added Satria. 


"You want to be hugged too?" He spread his hands in front of Lian. 


The girl looked away. Shame mixed with annoyance. While the middle-aged woman just smiled.


The man also left with his vehicle. Madam Hani waved her hand. His heart was not too sad and lonely as the son left. At this time there is Lian who always fills the day.


**


The balcony is a beautiful place at night. There we can see the view of the city filled with flickering lights. It was as if the stars in the sky were descending to fill the earth. That was one of the reasons Madam Hani liked the place.


He sat down with Lian. Chat while enjoying a snack.


"Do you have a boyfriend?" ask Madame Hani suddenly. Ordinary, random chatter that ended up snagging there.


Lian replied with a headband. The next question is still about lovers.


"I've dated a few times but nothing for long. Now I don't want to think about men, love and everything else."


"If married? Every girl has dreams going that way, don't they!"


Lian lowered her head. He seems not interested in talking about it. 


"I don't want to get married, Mom!"