I'm Not Rubbish

Marrying

"You're just ... kidding, right!" Lian finally made a sound after successfully controlling herself.

"It's not for a joke. I'm serious, I don't want to continue this marriage. We won't fit together" said Satria.

Lian took a deep breath and said again, "Why do you agree to Bu Hani's plan if you finally want to cancel suddenly? Intentionally want to make him sad or .. want to humiliate me?"

"You don't accept it? I think you really want to be a daughter-in-law at my mom's house. Want to 'transfer' by instant?" the man satirized on the phone.

Lian clenched her right hand. His tight chest was now burning with anger. His heart broke and his eyes launched water droplets.

"Why don't you cancel this marriage but don't ever say those mean words! Your accusation is completely untrue. I never want to marry a selfish and arrogant man like you, Satria!"

"Whatever you want to say!"

The phone just disconnected. Lian kept her phone on the nightstand. Sitting on the edge of the bed. Slowly rubbing her wet cheeks.

Indeed his heart was sliced by the treatment of Satria just now. Whether or not there is love, it will still hurt if the wedding that is soon to be held must be canceled unilaterally. What will his close friends and some neighbors think of him in the village?

In addition, he was worried about Madam Hani. That middle-aged woman would definitely be very disappointed.

"Satria is absolutely outrageous. Just because he hates me, he does this selfish thing. Not at all thinking about her own mother's feelings."

Alright, Lian will try to talk about this carefully. He will do anything so that Madam Hani will not fall.

**

Lian hesitated as she was about to meet Madame Hani in the reading room. Fear of hurting the feelings of good women but if silent, of course, the problem can widen.

The door leaf finally let out a sound due to the knock. "Mom, can I come in?"

The door slowly opened after the person inside gave permission. The girl's feet stepped closer to Madame Hani who was sitting while reading a book.

"Lian, let's sit down!" Plumping an empty place next to him.

"Good, Mom." Smiling awkwardly.

Madam Hani opened her reading glasses and then kept them on top of the book placed on the table. Smiling at the girl beside him.

"Don't call Mom again. From now on call me Mama!" His hand was perched on the Diamond's shoulder.

"Ehm .. I want to talk. Your son called. He said …."

"What did the knight say?"

'I don't have the heart to say.'

"He's my news. I'm nervous or not." Lian grinned awkwardly to cover up a lie.

"really? Satria is very attentive to you. Pleased …!"  The madam hugged her future daughter-in-law tightly.

Lian was even more guilty of seeing the woman in front of her so sad. He chooses not to tell about Satria's desire to cancel the marriage.

**

H-1

Lian is getting riled up. Until now he has not dared to reveal everything to Mrs Hani. Satria has not yet returned to the house.

His feet paced like his mind would not be silent. 'I can't believe it, I have to try Satria's phone!'

Several times the calls were missed. Lian kneaded her temple tightly. The phone is still in his right hand. Try calling the same number again.

"Lift dong, please!"

Somewhere else.

Satria blinked her eyes. Closing his mouth that evaporates. Stretch out both his hands and then knead his nape. Move lazily down from the bed. Take the phone from the top of the nightstand. One corner of his lips lifted up, grinning.

"Twenty missed calls, wow!"

Shortly after, the phone shook. Call from the same number. Deliberately left several times before being accepted to make the caller fed up.

"Hello, Satria! I want to talk important."

"I know," the ledek.

"I don't dare to talk to Ms. Hani, you better be the one who talks directly about the cancellation of our marriage."

"On that yes …. I will never talk to my mom. I'm afraid of diomelin" he said, ending a sad snort.

"This is not funny at all. You don't realize that this attitude of yours can make your mama disappointed."

Lian was almost at a loss for words. Inexhaustible with the way the brain of the annoying man works.

"You think this is just a joke? Absolutely outrageous! If only Ms. Hani didn't want this match, then I would never have accepted you."

"Alah ... pretend to be you!" Crybaby but cynical.

"I hate you, Satria!"

Lian cut off the conversation. His face was red with anger. There was a part of his mind that was scratched to cause his eyes to condense.

If only he could get out of this. If Madame Hani herself had canceled her wedding plans with Satria.

**

The day arrived. The hotel ballroom was filled with guests. The groom sits near the head, waiting for his future wife to come. I don't know why she feels so nervous. 

His head slowly looked up when he noticed the figure of the woman appearing. Look to the right side where the bride sits.

His eyes were almost troubled to blink. The woman nearby was truly beautiful and different. 'This is Lian or someone else?'

Diamonds just bowed. His mind was on the figure of his late mother's father. If only this marriage was as normal as any other marriage. If only his parents could see. If only his life hadn't been so messy.

The event went well even though Satria had several times said sacred sentences incorrectly. Now he officially made Diamond as his legal wife in the eyes of religion and country. Something that never crossed his mind at all.

Lian kissed the back of her husband's hand and avenged Satria with a kiss on the top of the head. 

The woman was somewhat surprised by the different appearance of her husband. The hair was changed with a haircut like most men in general. Shorter and tidy to make her husband's face look more handsome.

The eyes of the couple are connected. There's a strange shiver sneaking to the bottom of the heart. Satria increasingly admired the beauty of his wife who had been hidden behind the appearance of tomboy.

Madam Hani hugs the child and her daughter-in-law alternately. Haru's cry accompanied the prayer he said. His wish finally came true today.

The event continues to crawl into a shooting session. Close friends and colleagues joined in on some of the shots. The two brides smiled awkwardly at the camera. Forced to pose friendly according to the direction of the photographer.

By late afternoon the newlyweds were still standing welcoming the invited guests. There are some new ones coming and most are going home. Diamond's close friends and neighbors took turns to greet her. They had to leave the party and return to the village using a car that was specially prepared by Mrs Hani.

"You're lucky to have such a handsome, rich husband again!" whispered Nia.

Lian is just a bland mess. 'If Nia knew what Satria was doing, she would not have spoken like this.'

"Actually still missing but I have to go home. You go to my house sometime, yeah!" Erni hugs the bride.

"I also miss ...," replied Lian.

Sofia's turn was complete. He hugged his friend. "I hope your marriage is always happy."

Lian's heart melos. His best friend's expectations seemed too high. However, he still smashed a smile.

Ms. Siti and her husband also said goodbye. Both prayers sounded sincere as if spoken through the mouth of his own mother's father.

Satria only listened while occasionally smiling at his wife's acquaintances. 'Many people care for him.'

Some men hugged and patted the groom on the back. They are close friends of Satria.

"Well are you, Sat. Hopefully quickly have a lot of children yes ...," seductive one who makes goosebumps the two brides.

"Your wife is beautiful" praised the others.

"Ehem ... Now don't be naughty anymore huh, Satria!" Someone else flirted while chuckling. 

"Much of your talk, go there!" canda Satria to repel these creatures. The men just chuckled. They nodded politely at Lian.

"Be careful, Ma'am! The satria are the greedy type on the mattress," whispered one who immediately received a glaring gaze from the person being talked about.

Lian and Satria looked at each other awkwardly then equally threw a glance in the other direction. The strange tremors appeared again.

One guest greets the groom. Satria did not know him at all while Lian was so sumringah.

"Mas, why did it just come?" 

"I had a sudden business so I could come here. Sorry!" A sweet smile spread on her lips.

"It's okay. But .. Mas Adi has already met with Bu Siti and Mr. RW, right!"

"Ah, dong. I didn't meet my mother's father when they visited this city. I'd also like to go straight home from here."

Satria cleared her throat so hard that it made Adi feel bad. He can catch the grooms dislike of him.