
Mr. Nicho got up from his seat and went inside. I wept. I'm angry with myself. I was so ashamed of myself that I could say that I couldn't resist the kiss.
A few minutes later Mr. Nicho came while carrying a Resident Identity Card.
It is clearly written :
Name: Nicho Ramadhan Adiputra
Date of Birth: Yogjakarta, February 24, 1992
Marriage status: Not Married
But her home address???
"Lying" looked at me.
"This is my ID Ra. I'm still single and I'm really your brother. Nicho's brother who said he had to marry Mutiara Sari. I came looking for you. I wanted to marry you but why did you disappear all this time. I know you doubt my address. Yes, when I found out the reality of our lives, I found out who my parents were. And I rediscovered where they were"
He answered at length while looking at me longing...
"Is me. It's me, Ra. I'm men-"
"Lied!!!" my answer.
"What am I lying to? Look at me, Ra. Is there a lie in my eyes? These blue eyes that you've always admired?"
Mr. Nicho shook my shoulder and hugged me back.
"Hiks... Nichoku is married to Princess Hiks.... Mr. Nicho lied... Hiks... just confess-me only hiks.." I tried to break his embrace but was held back by his burly body.
Sister Nicho rubbed my back soothingly.
"Aren't you tired of crying all the time, hemm?"
Brother Nicho smiled.
"You're not a child anymore Ra. Look I'm 28 years old, which means you're 25. You're mature enough, Ra. She deserves to be a mother. How about his mother and baby crying?!" Sister Nicho rolled her eyes teasing me.
Sister Nicho looked at me deeply. His eyes seemed to be combing from the tip of my hair to the tip of my foot. Then smile. I'm looking down embarrassed. These 5 years have made me feel awkward. What's more, Mr. Nicho, I mean, Sister Nicho thinks of me not as his sister.
"Ehmmm. Impressed cute she looks like a barbie but still a crybaby and oougghhhtt......" Sister Nicho gasped in shock because I pinched her waist.
At first glance I throw a smile. And throw my eyes to the side. I wanted to laugh but I could stand it. The look on the face of Kak Nicho who was shocked because my pinch was funny.
Can not gini dong, my time is already melted with his appeal. I'm still crashing. Whisper my heart.
Sister Nicho held my face with both hands and faced me towards her.
"Ha. haaa. Tar so fart loh" ledeknya while pinning his nose as if there is a smell of fart.
She still laughed out loud seeing my cute expression hold back the laughter.
I smile.
"That's dong. That's pretty Barbie Ara. I'm laper. I cooked fried rice first. You eat your favorite chocolate brownies"
Sister Nicho rubbed the top of my head and then went to the back.
I giggle at the thought of what happened just now. Well, he knows my behavior very well. She is Nichoku's sister, my true love. There is a little bit of turmoil in my heart about who the old man is and what about the Princess but for now I want to be selfish.
I walked towards the bookshelf. Look through the stack of books on the shelf next to Soffa. There is a book title that caught my attention. The novel "Rain" by Tere Liye. I picked it up and sat back on the soffaa.
"Well, it's cooked the fried rice" Sister Nicho came up to me.
"You read the deck's book?" He asked, turning over the cover of the book I was holding and reading it.
"Ah.. very fitting. This novel is a good story. The story is about a person who wants to erase his love memory just because of a misunderstanding. He goes to a high-tech hospital to erase painful memories especially about his memories with his lover. Guess what, rending it?" ask Sister Nicho.
I'm shaking. Don't know.
"They both turned. At the last second, he turned the painful memories into gratitude so that the memories that should have been erased from his memory remained intact. The misunderstanding is cleared up and they live happily"
Nicho's sister is still looking at me.
" Over with our relationship. Do not let this misunderstanding make our relationship cracked without you knowing the reality. Do you want to, I also erased all our memories just because you don't fully trust me?" ask her by looking at me sharply.
I shook my head. She smiles.
"All the doubts you have in mind will be answered, Ra. I can't play you"
Nicho spoke through his deep eyes.
The lines of hope and love are clearly visible in his blue eyes.
Sister Nicho thrust a mouthful of fried rice into my mouth. I comply. We're having dinner together tonight. I'm happy, it's been a long time that Sister Nicho hasn't bribed me. Nicho continues to write another novel by Tere Liye. Favorite writer.
Nicho knows my dream of becoming a writer. She supports. Never once did Sister Nicho refuse my wish. He spoils me so much.
Well, I like the way he treats me. I hope the good memories will continue to be there for us.
After we eat. We took turns to take a shower. And go to sleep. Tonight Brother Nicho asked me to stay the night. And I do. Don't forget I told my best friend, Nina. I borrowed Kak Nicho's T-shirt that I was wearing. I laughed when I saw my shirt like a scarecrow.
"sister"
"Hmmm..."
"I want to ask"
"Hmmm..."
"Ehm.." I bit my lower lip. I'm afraid Sister Nicho is angry.
"Why deck?"
"Can't you call him no adek? Kan Tiara is already gedhe now. It doesn't deserve to be called adek" I said as I glared at my eyes.
"Udah gedhe? But how is it still a crybaby?" Sister Nicho is back to teasing me.
"Ough....."
I pinched Brother Nicho's hand. Sister Nicho rubbed my scars. Sometimes he threw his eyes at me. I glared back.
"Dear, what do you want to ask?" said gently. Relented.
"What about the Princess. Azizah Princess Wulandari Big Brother's fiancee?"
"I don't have a fiancee" she answered short and went back immersed in the novel she was reading.
"Pick up brother first when I birthday say you want fiancee with Princess" asked me again.
"Not so" he answered.
"The real brother answered. Brother's fiancee's daughter how? Did you get married and get divorced and now you're a widower? And you shot KTP to chase Tiara? Assented. Right Brother?!" many sue.
Sister Nicho was silent. He approached me and waited under his body. He kissed me again.
I need answers, sister, not a kiss. Inner frustration.
My heart's pounding is getting more and more erratic. I don't know which demon came to him to make Kak Nicho out of control. I too was lulled by it.
Ohh God, forgive me.
This was my first experience with a man. For me he's the first and I won't let anyone touch me but him. But for Sister Nicho, will I be the first?! I envy the woman that Sister Nicho has dated. I should have been the only one for Nicho.
But I'm scared. I was afraid God was angry with me. I can't do anything more. With a breath, I spoke.
"So don't be like this" I asked.
"Sister is not yet clear how fiancee Brother named Princess. I don't want to be among you. I do love big brother but it's enough for me to keep him if there's already him in brother's heart"
My hands pushed her body away.
Brother Nicho is silent. Get up and leave.