I Love You's..... Elder sister

PEARL SARI

My name is Mutiara Sari. I am 25 years old today, June 05, 2020. Not much has changed in my life. I was still the same as back then, the moment where I loved my own brother. Brother Nicho. Nico Ramadhan.

A handsome man with beautiful blue eyes. A smile on her charming thin lips. Her hair was straight, thick, blonde. High stature, big pus dashing. He was my first love and my last love.

It's been 5 years that I went to the capital only to forget all about it. About love for him. Even though I cannot deny it until now, I still love him very much.

Her shadow always comes to haunt me. In those good times when we were always together, laughing together. The moment he tried to comfort me when I was sulking. When he was anxious rubbed my head because of my silly behavior. It's exquisite....

It's not easy for me to erase all the memories about him. I tried to shake off that feeling but I failed. I know, I don't deserve to love my own brother. But I can what?!

Now I work as an office girl at the famous Construction Company in Jakarta, PT ADIPUTRA JAYA PERKASA precisely on Jl. HR. Rasuna Said Brass.

I decided to DO it from college back then. My love is simple, I just want to be a writer. My nature is quiet and for me writing is one of my ways of speaking.

I'm also not good at hanging out like my other friends. For me to have only one friend, I am so grateful. Sister Nicho is my place to share, to tell stories. She is a sister who can act as a confiding friend as well as a lover for me.

"Bec.... You haven't slept? "

I woke up from my long daydream. I looked back. Smilingly.

"Hmmm... Yes, it will" I replied.

"Ra, you know I just met a really cool cwo Ra. Tall, handsome. Bule,Ma. Smile agakuudduuu... " Nina smiled as she turned her face to the sky - the sky of the room. He looked up, imagining the figure of the man he met.

"You're a monkey wearing a powder you say saucy ?!" ledek.

"That's.... You really know !" he answered with a smile - his own smile.

" Tau ahh. I'm tired. Sleepy. I want to sleep!" I answered males while lying down preparing to rest.

"Ra please... I told you a story first!" Nina pulled my blanket.

"Apain the hell Nin?!" ketus.

"So when I left the office. Wanna go home. It's raining, right? The lightning was so strong again. I'm scared. You see, I'm afraid of lightning. Ehh... There's a cwo that's got me. She's been watching me from earlier. He said my face was red in fear. Trus I was invited to the caffee shop in front of the office. Well right there. We'll have a chat together. While waiting for the test deda trus --"

"Look up!" whispered into his ear.

"That's it... Ra! Horrified by my story!! It's not finished" he whined.

"You ain't ? He's his best friend Mr. Danniel Adiputra trus --"

"Trus I'm going to sleep. What the hell people are sleepy is also forced by the horror of your crisp story!!" I replied with a sewot while confirming my sleeping position against Nina.

"Trus he will be the new Manager in our office "Nina continues to be fun to tell about the first meeting with her best friend Boss where we work. I've been too eneg to listen to the story that is always discussed cwo, cwo and cwo.

"Nicho Ramadhan, what a name it is!"

"Wait!! Who did you say?!" I was surprised to hear my brother's name and my love was mentioned.

"The food was good - well I told you. No re-broadcast!" Ketus answer.

"That's it... Nin if the intention is not to tell the story then!" I'm not gonna lose.

Nico Ramadhan, I didn't listen wrong? Really her? No.no... Definitely not. It must be just a coincidence that his name is the same.

Tightness in the chest every time he heard his name called.

Bullshits.

Fuck all that.

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"Hi Cells"

"Hi is also Ara. Your eyes why Ra the item so much? Abis cried last night, huh?!" tanyanya Sela with a slightly soft tone.

"No! Last night I couldn't sleep because I was sleepy but Nina made me listen to the story. As a result I can't sleep deh" I reply while continuing to prepare for some office.

"What's the story anyway?" ask Sela.

"The story of cwo. He said he's the new manager of our office. I'm not so drowsy about it"

"Yeahhhh..... Mr Nicho huh? Busyeett and I if I have husband cake Mr. Nicho will I parenthed in the room. Where can't you go!!" exclaim Sela sparkling - binary.

"Ehh.... How do you know?"

"Lo tuh so the gaul people bit napah? Don't cuek mulu tar keburu old ga marriage - marry loh!"

I glared no matter.

Suddenly Miss Shinta came to the pantry.

"Ara please come to my room. I'd like to ask you to take a copy of some of the files"

"Good Mom"

I walked after Ms. Shinta.

All employees have started to be active with their various tasks. But until now I was still disturbed by the name Nicho who said he was the new Manager. Who exactly? Is it possible that she's Nicho's sister?

"Aarrgghhhh.." I cried in frustration as I rubbed my hair.

"Where possible! Sister Nicho is married. Couldn't he come see me all the way to Jakarta!" my thinking.

"I should have heard Nina's story last night"

"Ahhhhh... bodo... aahhh.

Pukk!! Sela patted my shoulder from behind. Rebuking me jerked.

"Satann!!!" my yelling.

"Well.haaa......" Sela laughed while holding her stomach.

"Where is Ra? Let me bogem!" he answered while looking left.

"Lo the demon. Basic ngagetin I did it lo. Long - long I can die of heart disease if the way to go to gini" I replied regretfully.

I'm still busy tidying up some photocopian files.

Sela put her arm around my shoulder while continuing to poke me. He was engrossed in telling me about Nicho the idol in this office. I was curious but I always brushed aside not to care. Because there's a fear that the Nicho they're referring to is him.