I Love You's..... Elder sister

FRUSTRATING

Long day of my life. Various problems came to change as if he was comfortable with me. Only a unanimous determination to make Tiar happy made me able to stand up to this moment.

If I were born a woman, thousands of tears would have fallen on my pillow. Don't they? When you are sad, women cry in the bedroom. Locking in the bedroom a day a night is even more so.

Everything has happened and it is not good to continue lamenting even though I cannot deny my heart crying without tears.

Fernand and I are waiting for the data at Panti Rapih Hospital. Birth data 23 years ago. Only in this way can I find out who my parents are? Before I go abroad for college, this problem has to be solved.

The beautiful face of the Princess. A little later Tiara. These two women have taken my life. The guilt that I hadn't been able to finish this afternoon probably made my conscious mind keep thinking about it.

Tiara looked smiling at me. I also returned his smile. As I blinked, the shadow of Tiara in front of me disappeared. I snorted in annoyance. Hallucinated again.

"Boy?" Fernand broke my daydream.

"So the cave of Putri nangis. Lu apain cwe me?" Fernand looked at me fiercely. The lion aura emanated from the look in his eyes. I returned his gaze no less fierce. Without a word.

"Haa.... Haha... I admit the coldest cwo on campus is just you, Nic! I'm not serious boy!"

He could have laughed after staring hard at me. Just piss me off. His hand patted my shoulder and shook it. I looked at him cynically.

"Boy come on. I'm kidding boy! Maza cowo most wanted our campus is aahhh.....!!!"

I pinned his head, hard. I shake my head to see it. Fernand grimaced in pain.

Right, Fernand is my most sincere sidekick. I understand Fernand is not serious but the look on his face is very unfriendly. And even this first time he did. I understand his love for the Princess. But I had absolutely no intention of hurting her heart. Love cannot be forced, right?

"Lu have to take responsibility if my brain sheds!" threaten her.

"From the beginning your brain has been sliding, Nand!" i mocked.

"Seriously, this is Princess lu apain?" tanyanya back still stroking her head former jataku me.

"Gue's fine, bro!"

"Princess, how are you doing?" Fernand denied.

"Gue refused, so he cried. I want to chase ehh you the mapah call. I lost track because of you !"

Fernand patted his eel.

"Ck, you're also my handsome guy from lu Nic. Love is blind! It can't be different where a handsome guy isn't!" answer with a loud tone.

I can only smile. Fernand's a cool guy. Sixpack. His face was no less handsome. He is a native Javanese man but from a fairly distinguished family. The gym facilities at his home are complete. Sometimes I feel jealous. I'm not saying I've never been in his house, I'm just more focused on learning.

"Brother Nicho Ramadan"

"Yes Sus"

With a hasty step I came to him.

"Yes right, on February 24, 1992,there was a bule woman named Rihana Wilhelmina who gave birth to a baby boy but it seems the baby has been given to a couple who happened to lose the baby after giving birth"

"Yes that's right Sus. Is there an address for Sus?"

"It's at Casa Grande. Some time ago a Father and Mother also asked the same thing to us. That was my colleague's job"

I'm nodding. It seems like my mom and dad came here first.

"Thank you Sus"

"Sama-sama" replied Sister Rini with a smile.

"Busyeett's... Lu turns out to be the son of a boy conglomerate. The cave can lose competitiveness for Princess dapetin"

Fernand chuckled to himself with his words. Makes me laugh.

"Lu can get Princess at any time!" my answer.

"Yayayaa... But Princess again love your dead, how do I want to napetin?!"

Fernand just looked back a little, he was back in focus riding his sport bike.

"Please bro" I answered only with a headband.

Little by little, this problem will be solved. Life itself is a struggle so if a human being claims to be alive is not willing to fight, for him it is the same as the undead. And this is what keeps me strong even though problems come.

We arrived in front of a modern European-style elite house with beige pillars with arch fences framing the front of the house. We haven't hit the bell button yet. A burly man in a security uniform came to open the fence.

"Good afternoon can I help you?"

"Good afternoon sir" I replied very nervously. My heart was pounding unapologetically, the feeling of fear and hope of anxiety mixed into one.

Security sir seemed to be watching me. His eyes were sharp as if he was demanding an answer from someone who was caught stealing.

"Sorry Sir, I'm Nicho Ramadhan his son Pak Suryo Atmojo Diningrat. Will I be able to meet Rihana Wilhelmina's mother and Mr Adiputra?"

Mr. Security watched us both from head to toe. Unquestionably Mr. Security rejected us.

"I'm sorry, you guys got the wrong address"

Mr. Security closed the turnstile. Quickly, I held him down. Damnit damnit! Very fast movement of his hands. He just left without paying any attention to us.

"Sir, I want to meet Ms. Rihana please I'm there need sir"

I shook the golden arch hoping Mr. Security changed his mind. It's a shame he didn't budge at all.

I sat in front of the fence. Waiting here is the right choice. Maybe the owner is outside and will be back tonight.

Decades have passed if this house is not my parents' house it is natural but my heart cannot accept the reality at all. My hands are perfectly clenched.

The time has shown at 11pm. There was no sign of a home owner coming. This feeling frustrates me. I'd like to give up but is it true to just get here my fight?

"Boy, come home. To my house. If you go back to your house, it'll be a slumber"

I'm nodding.

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