I Love You's..... Elder sister

AZIZAH PRINCESS WULANDARI

I didn't expect that Tiara would actually walk away from my life after hearing a word of "Fiancee". I understand it was all my fault. But as a sister, I just wanted to love her sincerely even though I had to sacrifice myself living together with people I didn't love at all.

If Tiara knew this sick I'd have to let you go. I was tortured alone. It is hard to bear this suffering alone.

As my favorite novelist said, there is someone in your life who when he leaves, then he also carries a piece of your heart. That's right his departure could mean the loss of half a soul.

So did I, whose loss not only brought half my soul but almost my whole soul away with him. But life will go on even without a Tiara beside me.

However I have promised to love Tiara, marry her and live with her. No matter what life is, I have to keep getting up. For love.

My footsteps stopped to see a beautiful woman with a tiny face, a sharp nose, a thick little lips smiling at me. It's about my shoulder. He waved his hand at me. Without a second thought, I immediately ran up to him. A tiara!

As I blinked, a beautiful figure that resembled a Tiara disappeared. I'm riveted. Could this be a hallucination? I turned the direction of walking towards the lecture hall. My face was sluggish.

"Denger-denger said you want to go to college abroad boy?" Fernand grabbed my shoulder. Fernand often surprised me. He's one of my best friends. Fernand knows very well, I suffered a lot for Tiara's departure.

"Yes Nand, the father who asked the cave to study in America"

"Ok Boy's. Entar afternoon so to Panti Rapih?"

"Yes. You want to come?" My toot.

"Siapp! The yuk canteen. I haven't had breakfast"

Arriving at the cafeteria, Fernand ordered fried rice. Since Tiara's departure, I have absolutely no appetite. I ordered the Guava Juice.

"Hey..." Her smile was beautiful. A woman who has long harbored her love for me. Yes, she is Azizah Princess Wulandari. Her stature is high, with a pretty sexy body. Her blonde hair is a little wavy in pigtails to the back. She is beautiful. White skin.

I smiled without answering.

"Hi too, Put. Nyariin Nicho huh?" Fernand glanced at me. His hand elbow nudged my hand. Perfect fit when I was about to drink the guava juice.

"Ohuukk... Uhhuukk..." I choked. The princess gave me mineral water. I'm staring. He's nodding. Without thinking anymore, I immediately opened the aqua bottle and drank it.

"Put's habit, he's groggy when he sees a pretty cwe" Fernand teased me. More precisely he was confiding because Fernand secretly liked the Princess. Even though he knows his love is unrequited.

It was a shock that I choked again. This time it was worse.

"Ohuukk... Uhhuukk.... Uuhhhuukkk... Uuhhuukk.... Haaah.... Haohhhhhh...." Fernand patted my shoulders soothingly. I almost flew my life.

I stroke my chest, trying to calm down.

The princess was very panicked, her face flushed red. He kept calling me. I understand his worries. I've been avoiding her eyes a lot since I knew Fernand liked her.

After I calmed down, the Princess asked me something that made me more shocked than choking. When Tiara's birthday, I did promise to take her on a walk. More precisely, I want to invite the Princess to attend the Tiara birthday celebration. I want to put an end to this love and bury it deeply. As has happened, this plan failed miserably.

"Emmmmm.... Son, I have jan-" I haven't had time to finish my words, Fernand has already fulfilled it.

"Ok babies. Satisfied to talk yes" he replied, blinking his eyes at me. Fernand was my most patient friend, how not this woman he loved secretly was approaching another man but patiently, he instead gave her a chance. I'm really in a confused position right now.

The princess got up from her seat. He slowly approached me. Throw my hand.

I dodged. This heart, this soul belongs only to Tiara, even my fingers cannot be touched by another woman, I avoid her.

"Emmm..." I got up from my seat. I see a disappointed face.

Every woman on campus knows that I'm an ice man. Actually I'm not too stingy with a smile just that I keep a great distance with any woman other than Tiara.

We walked around without a word. The awkward atmosphere was very felt.

"Sir, is the Princess really no chance to be with Kak Nicho?"

Finally the princess started the conversation.

The look in his eyes implied a deep sadness. The rejection of love for women will feel heavy even more so he has resolved to declare his love.

Actually the Princess is a very good female figure, she is also quite popular on campus. Even so, she did not look at all to ever walk with any man. The daughter is a son of a conglomerate. His father was a businessman in Jakarta.

"Sorry son, I have a boyfriend"

Even though honesty is painful but inevitably it must still be said. Because one lie can cause another series of lies.

We sat in the campus garden. Looks like some of the other campus colleagues are chatting. Sometimes they hit each other lightly. Then laugh back. College life is so fun. But for me without Tiara by my side it's like a golden prison.

The princess wiped the falling tears. I reached out my hand to pat her on the shoulder but I stopped. My heart is torn to shreds how can I live just to make women cry and even leave me? I'm hurt, and so is Princess.

"I will make Sister Nicho fall in love with the Princess" he said loudly and quivering. He ran while looking down. I know this is wrong. But should I hurt her by pretending to love? My heart itself is very sick.

The princess left regardless of my call.Without hesitation I chased after the woman. Unfortunately my phone rings.

Damnit damnit! I reached for the phone in my right pocket.

"Ck, Fernando"

Without a second thought I put my phone back in.

I turned to the left right, it turned out that the Princess was no longer visible.

"Aarrhh..... Shit!"