I Love You's..... Elder sister

A DIFFICULT CHOICE

"God test especially this time" I wiped my tears. Our marriage will be held in 1 month but it seems like God still wants to test our love.

I know Sister Nicho is drunk. I'm keeping all this because I want us to do it when we're officially a halal couple but why is Sister Nicho...? I couldn't continue it because my heart was so sick.

What is so love Princess that she was able to plan this all. Although this is just a guess but isn't in this position Brother Nicho is at fault?

Braakk

"Ra, you-?"

The man I was thinking about stopped his words. My face, tiredness, sadness was clearly drawn on his face. I'd love to hug her and hear if this is all just a misunderstanding. He stepped closer to me.

"Ra, I'm sorry" Nicho said before me. I'm not flinching.

"I know you saw that video. I really didn't realize. I thought you were with me, Ra. Please believe me" Sister Nicho lowered his head.

"Son, please leave me alone first"

"Ra, trust me. I have no intention of betraying you. I love you Ra, please stay with me" Kak Nicho's tears flooded his handsome face. His blue eyes were now turning red. The look in his eyes implied a deep sadness.

"Sister, I want to be alone. Go away" my request came back. I tried to calm my messed up mind.

"Ra, please per-"

"SISTER, I WANT TO GO ALONE AGAIN" I shouted.

I really can't see him cry. But it's not that easy I can accept this fact. Should I let go of Sister Nicho and let him go with the Princess. I've felt a lot of jealousy but I'm not the woman who destroys other people's happiness in this dirty way. I believe Sister Nicho did it out of her control. But my heart hurts so much.

"Oh my God, what should I do?" My tears keep coming. I moved from my seat. Then lock my room. This time I will not run away from this test of love because I once regretted leaving Sister Nicho without knowing what happened.

I just want to be alone. To forgive Sister Nicho and the Princess. I stepped straight into the bed. I curled up, crying all over without anyone seeing. My heart is so sore. I'm so tired of fighting for this love, but I can't afford to part with it.

Out there I heard Dad was angry with Sister Nicho.

"Byadab you Nic. You can do that with other women. Have you forgotten your status?"

Meaning after the curse of Dad hurled at him in addition to the sound of a punch clearly heard from my room. Dad seemed to slap Kak Nicho so angry.

"This issue will impact the company's image. Did you not think? You might get drunk"

Dad was right, a company's reputation could fall with this scandal. The video can be deleted but will not be bothered if there are many parties who share the video again.

If the video was deliberately made to destroy our relationship, wouldn't it be outrageous. How can the Princess who incidentally a woman humbled herself by spreading the video so.

Ahhh.

Tok...

"Ra, eat first. I've made your favorite soup. It's not good to be constantly drowning in sadness"

Mom could always make me crumble. I was so hungry after crying for so long.

"Darling, you have to take care of your health. Eat first. Did you just take her to the room?"

I walked to open the door.

"Anterin to Ma'am's room" I replied later.

"Yes, you've been waiting, baby" I smiled.

A few minutes later I came with a bowl of chicken soup.

Looking at the chicken soup in front of me. At that moment my appetite went up. I directly devoured it.

Mom stroked the top of my head. Smile sincerely at me.

"Enak?!" Ask. I just nodded.

"Every relationship will always be tested, son. Mom's message you should listen to Nicho's explanation and believe me if you still love him so much. Because trust is important"

"Aheading the wedding there will be only those who want to thwart it. That's natural. And when you marry, exams like this will keep coming. Not to mention the other tests. Keep fighting if you still love her so much"

"Nicho's condition is of great concern at this time . He needs you, son. Although heavy, because I know you are very hurt but try to give up. Tell her if you believe her" Mother hugged me tightly.

Is this what a couple will experience and in building a household?!

"Mom stayed first. Remember Mom's message was yes dear" he said with a bowl of my used meal earlier.

In retrospect, the Princess intends to incite us to let me release Sister Nicho. But why the Princess did not take advantage of the condition when Kak Nicho was drunk. Did he feel hurt when Sister Nicho called my name?! I don't know if this is confusing.

I walked slowly to the family room. There was seen Kak Nicho with a bruised face due to a hard blow Dad. I want to compress the wound. It is certain that at this time Brother Nicho does not care about his appearance. His phone lying on the coffee table rang repeatedly. It seems like it was an important call from the office.

Now I'm in the kitchen to pick up an ice cube. Suddenly, his hands hugged me from behind.

"Ra, please give me a chance" he said softly. He kissed my shoulder. And I heard her sobs. Her tears wet my clothes.

I turned my body. I held both cheeks.

"Sister, Tiara's going to get some ice. Look at Brother's bruised face like this"

Sister Nicho grabbed my right hand, she kissed him.

"I'm willing to have my whole body hurt, just so long as you stay by my side" she looked at me deeply.

"No need to fight anymore. I'm gonna compress Brother's face first. So shut up" I glared at my eyes. Soon I'll get ice cubes in the fridge. I prepared a small towel from the room.

I held onto Brother Nicho's hand. And asked him to sit in the dining room chair. He complies. Without a word I put ice on Nicho's right cheek. There was a spot of dried blood on the right corner of his lips.

"Is it really painful?" my many.

"It hurts a lot" he answered. I have absolutely no power to hold back these tears.

"It hurts?" Asking back. Sister Nicho grabbed my left hand and stuck it on her chest.

"here. The one that hurts here" Sister Nicho grabbed my body. He hugged me tightly. Then he kissed my lips.

"www..." I bit his lower lip. Could have been in the condition of her lips wound, she could have kissed me.

"Basic pervert" I pursed my lips.

"But you didn't deny it?" I pinched his sick right cheek. At once, a long cry came from him.

"Aawwwww....." He grimaces in pain. I smiled with satisfaction.

"Silver hurts but still makes it so perverted" I taped my hands to my chest.

"Can't you if you don't have to wait for marriage first" he asked with a clear face.

"NO!!!" Reply firmly.

"Hiks... How could you Ra" I understand. We still have one roof. Yes, even though both of our parents live here, but still it's not an excuse.

"Is that how you want it?" My toot. I want to know how much he wants her so that the Princess thinks of me when she's drunk.

He just nodded. He told me he wanted me.

It was the biggest temptation of my life but I didn't budge at all. I'll follow the right procedure. Get married first.

Even though I'm a colot but it's not how it should be. If you see the association out there, they freely make the relationship as if they were married. That they're not me. I have my own prisip.

My daydream stopped when I heard a laugh from Sister Nicho.

"Haha..... Why so serious. I'm kidding, baby" he pinched my nose, so anxious.

"Crazy brother!" I hit his chest.

Yes he was crazy and I'm even crazier to have loved and forgiven his crazy actions.

Is it that easy to forgive his mistakes?! Of course not! Honestly, my mind is very sick. So hurt. I'm just trying to give up on the wholeness of this relationship.