I Love You's..... Elder sister

FOSTER CHILD

At that moment, a warm hand patted my shoulder. Asking me to stand.

Mother softly said, "Let Mother speak yes. You calm yourself!"

I'm nodding.

With gontai steps, I headed towards my room which was located next to Tiara's room. My tears are over. The pain in my chest was getting gripped even stronger there.

The tiredness that hit my body made me sleep. Tired of this love. Tired of lying to the people I love so much. Tired of failing to be a sister to her.

I don't know how long I slept. I faintly heard Mom screaming and crying for you.

"Sir,Tiara Sir. Tiara ain't in sir's room. Tiara's escaped!"

At that instant I ran towards Tiara's room. I saw Mom crying in my arms. I made sure I heard wrong.

I asked, "Why sir? Ma?" I looked at Mom and Dad in turn. They broke his embrace.

Quiescent.

I went into Tiara's room. And I found the closet empty. Only a few clothes left. It was a dress he rarely wore. I squeezed the remaining Tiara clothes. I kissed her shirt. That's where I came back crying.

The thanksgiving event that we were supposed to enjoy together filled with laughter now turned into a sea of disappointment and sadness.

My fault. This is all my fault. It was my fault that I loved him. I'm.really useless.

I hit Tiara's closet so hard that my hands were covered in blood.

Mother held back the motion of my hand that was about to hit back.

With a heavy voice I forbid, "Don't kid, please!"

The man standing at the door. Tears dripped down his cheeks. He turned back to the living room. Mom stroked my shoulder. Torrential tears trickled down her beautiful cheeks despite her middle age.

Mom grabbed my bloodied fingers. I just fell silent. My tears have dried up. I stared blankly at Tiara's closet. How can I live without you, Tiara. I closed my eyes hoping this was all just a dream in broad daylight.

My mother led me to stand up. My hands are already covered in Tiara's clothes. My mother took me to the living room where I was sitting pensively.

The three of us just fell silent. We all cry out. Without noise. And it hurts so much. Losing my beloved sister. For Mom and Dad, they lost their only real child after 10 years of marriage.

"Nicho" I call you.

I just kept my head down without retaliating, without looking at him.

Mom rubbed my shoulders. A Mother who is very strong even though she is actually very lost. Yes... Losing his beloved daughter. And I promised my whole life to find Tiara wherever she was. Mom was willing to brush off her ego to relieve my anger that nota bene is not her biological child.

"I'm sorry Mom and Dad! We can't make you happy. We can't give you the trust your parents left us"

Why apaaa?!!!

I mean, I'm just Suryo's adopted son.

Did ya? Tiara loves me. Didn't Tiara just think of me as a big brother. It's only natural to say if he's spoiled sometimes or say no. But hearing the statement of Father. Really true?!

I dared to look at you. I wiped the tears on his cheeks. Mom gave me a glass of water. I took it and drank it. He looked at Mom inside. Mother nodded.

With a heavy voice as if there was a wound inside. Father spoke back.

"When Mom gave birth to our first child. How many hours after that, our son died. You could say our first child was fine. His body was born normally and there were no defects. What secrets does God want to give us? We're only resigned. 6 years we wait. Finally Mom got pregnant. But unfortunately, only a few hours later he died. As a woman who had conceived and given birth to her, Mother was greatly lost. I feel the same way"

You take a deep breath. Mother nodded back. Dad came back to tell stories.

"A couple came to us. He is Adiputra Jaya Sakti. And next to her was a Caucasian woman named Rihana Wilhelmina. Your mother carried you. He looks lethargic. He seems to have trouble walking. Your father took you from your mother's arms and handed it to me"

She wiped the tears on her cheek. I smiled at him to calm him down. Mom returned my smile.

"Your father said he would cover your living expenses until you went to college. And when later when you grow up, you have to hold the Company in Jakarta. Your father asked you to keep your status a secret until you could stand on your own feet"

You smile wryly.

"As you can see, we are never lacking. Even the one who gave our capital to sell groceries like this is your father. Adiputra. I'm the selfish one who wants to have you both. I don't want to separate you. I threw away all the contractual papers between me and your father"

"I'm sorry, Son! You're wrong to make you like this!" Father crying.

Mother who saw the cry of the Father, immediately stood up sitting beside the Father.

This time, my mother spoke.

"I'm sorry, Son. I promise you, I'll find you where your father and mother are. But before that can I beg you 1 petition?" ask Mom to be worried.

I'm nodding.

"Marry Tiara. I want you to live happily, Son. I always hoped you would stay together. Maybe destiny is a little bit off-side at the moment but keep fighting. I'm sure Tiara will forgive you"

I am unable to hold back these tears. Now it's back down. I thought my tears had dried up and I was wrong. My tears were still too much when I heard the name Tiara mentioned.

"Before that moment came. Please finish your studies. Mother and Father want to redeem our selfishness that had wanted to make you our full child by preparing you to become an extraordinary man so that you can lead your father's company in Jakarta"

I'm nodding. I walked over to the two old men of Tiara. I hugged her. My mom and dad are amazing parents. The love they have given me is so sincere, even if I am not their real child.

"I promise to learn really. I promise to see Father and Mother and I promise to make Tiara happy forever. I will bring Tiara to health without lacking anything. I promise Mom. I promise Sir"

We cried.

The fact that I'm not a real child of the Suryo family makes me happy. The impasse I felt had found the answer. This is God's destiny.

I believe God's destiny will take me back to get Tiara completely. I promised not to make Tiara cry, but until now Tiara always cried because of me.

"Hiks... Hix... Hikss. Hix... Tiara please do not continue the story... Tiara ain't willing.. hikss..."