
I woke up several times from my sleep. There's no one in a hotel room this luxurious. Back when I was Office Girls sleeping in a fancy hotel like this was a dream.
But now there are so many things that I cannot achieve I can get even without asking.
I should've gotten softer with the cold ac and the raindrops coming down. Adem atmosphere that makes anyone hypnotized want to sleep immediately. I'm so restless. I wish Sister Nicho was here with me to sleep tonight. He didn't know I was so afraid of losing him. He was just annoyed by my childish attitude. Maybe the love I have makes me act stupid like this?!
At 2 am. I get out of bed. I went out to the hotel balcony. The cold did not undo my intention to look at the rain that fell to the earth.
I grabbed the phone I had taken on the nightstand. I saw a blank phone screen with no message from him. Just a few messages from the operator that without getting bored just kept sending me short messages.
"Sister, I missed you. Miss you so much" I put a cross hand on my chest. With this I warmed myself, imagining how warm a hug Sister Nicho was.
Another bit...
Just a little more...
No woman can have it except me.
I won't let anyone else have it. Let it be a star in the sky that will only be able to be stared at with the admiration of its rays without having to grab it real.
He is the star of my life. Brother Nicho.
It darkened my heart to imagine what it would be like if once again he who should be mine belonged to someone else.
Should I run away like I used to?
"Yes God! Is it not enough for five years that You have separated us?"
At first glance I thought how all this time I harbored love alone. I crawled with a heart that was half gone. As hard as I can, I tried to stand up even though it made me hate the word love even more.
"She's the only woman who's always wanted to take away my happiness. He's always been a thorn in my relationship with Sister Nicho"
I held onto the wall of tralis glass in front of me. For a moment my consciousness seemed to fly into the clouds. I tried to stay strong because I knew no one would help me here.
Cold weather stabbed me in the chest. I can't stand the cold at least. My body trembles. Both my hands and feet were cold.
I went into the room and turned off the ac. I grabbed a thick blanket to cover my body.
"Kaaakkk. Brother!" Although I knew Sister Nicho would not hear my call, I repeatedly called him.
Actually what happened until Ninapun did not accompany me here. I want to spill my frustration on him. Tell a story like a friend who spills all his outpouring of heart.
"Whoever help me!" My whisper in my heart.
My body is shivering and my body is hot.
Could I have a fever?
Could I be sick?
Pips. Pips. Pips. Pips.
Cklek.
With footsteps to where I lay. Steps steady. Could it be Nicho's sister?
He took out the blanket that covered my body. When I opened my eyes, he locked my body. The figure of the man I don't recognize has been pinning down my body. I thrashed. Just then he grabbed something from his pants pocket and forced me to swallow a pill.
The man closed my mouth with his left hand. His right hand grabbed a small bottle of 300 ml of mineral water. He turned it around quickly and then shut me up again. I, who was unprepared for the attack, tried desperately not to swallow the pill he gave me.
The man forcefully opened my mouth with his thumb and index finger. He pressed my jaw that made me open my mouth. The pill went into my mouth without me being able to prevent it. It has entered my throat. I took the pill.
"Damn! What pill is this?!" I asked in my heart.
The mysterious man covered his mouth with a mask until only his eyes remained. The eyes of hatred clearly visible there?
"Who hates me? So cruel to do this to me?!" I can only speak without daring to say it.
All this time I have never rejected any man's declaration of love. Because no one ever said it. How could there be a man who has a grudge of love for me?
I could do nothing more than the condition of my weak body. I was still shivering with the cold while my body was hot. It got hotter when the pill made it into my stomach.
The mysterious man smirked. He slowly removed his headgear and mask.
"Well tonight you'll be mine beautiful"
I shuddered at the words that came from his mouth. The mischievous grin from his face made me tremble violently. I don't know why my body feels so hot. So sultry.
"Oh my God, please help Tiara. I beg you" In my heart pray.
He pulled my shirt until my pajama buttons splattered on the floor. I thrashed around trying to release the grip of his hand that was holding both of my hands. Too bad his strength is not comparable to mine.
"Am I gonna end up like this? Please if you hate me don't stain me but just take my life. A, I'm afraid" My mind whimpers.
"I beg you to let me go. Don't do anything to me, hiks..."
"Shout as hard as you can. No one will help you be beautiful. This room is soundproof. So don't expect anyone to help you" He laughed when he saw me shedding tears.
I bit my lower lip, holding back the fear.
"Don't do this I beg you. Me, I'm getting married in a minute. Please don't do anything" I said. Along with the reaction of my body is very longing for touch and sultry feeling that I just felt this time.
I don't know what pill he gave me. I started to fumble no crap. My entire body was like being electrocuted as the mysterious man slowly touched my face with his fingers.
"Didn't you want it?" He grinned at me who was moving more and more.
I don't know what to do myself? My body is hot but not jovial. Sultry but I don't sweat because of it.
Pips. Pips.
"Damn! Who would dare to bother me!"
The man grabbed the head covering and the mask that fell on the floor. He ran towards the wardrobe beside the bed and turned it around. I saw there was a room behind the closet.
Who was he until he knew this room?
Pips. Pips.
Cklek.
I tried to get up but my body refused. It's like I don't have the energy.
"Near!"
A distinctive sound. I'm sure this is Sister Nicho.
"Thank God!" I said in my heart.
Sister Nicho was sitting next to me, she was trying to lean my body on the bed divan.
"How come what happened?"
The pajama top that missed the button revealed a valuable asset to my chest. Luckily the mysterious man had not opened it.
"It's so sultry"
"Dear I turned on the AC" he grabbed the AC remote control on the nightstand.
If I was in a normal state, I would have covered up my chest that had opened this. But I don't know why my hand was trying to open it?
What the hell is going on?
"Sir,pe, hug me"
Without a second thought, Brother Nicho hugged me. My hand nimbly grabbed Kak Nicho's shirt button and opened it.
"Sister, I, I..."
I don't know what I really want. All I know is how I want to be touched. Hugged tightly by him.
Feeling something strange about my gait, Sister Nicho grabbed her phone and typed in a message to me.
"Tiara hold on a second"
The blue eyes that usually looked at me in the shade now implied anger.
"So why stay in Tiara. Tiara can't stand Kak" Rengekku with a strange movement that I can't control to get closer to Kak Nicho. Repeatedly Sister Nicho brushed me off as I tried to kiss her.
"Tiara please hold on a second. Oh, well" he looks frustrated.
Nicho's brother went to the hotel door. He was wandering there. I approached her even though my body was weak.
"Tiara is sitting there!" Said fierce.
I cried sobbing. It hurts in my chest. With torn clothes plus this very disheveled hair. I turned to the hotel bed.
A moment later, Nicho opened the door of the hotel. He covered the door with his body as if to drive the man to look into the room. I vaguely heard Sister Nicho talking.
He locked the hotel room. A white plastic bag with a store-branded loggo.
Sister Nicho opened the medicine package and drank it to me. I swallowed two yellow pills.
He also opened the mineral water and drank it to me. For a moment I remembered the shadow of the mysterious man while doing the same. Difference Brother Nicho did it lovingly. With a look of worry read there.
A few moments later I felt my eyes heavy. A great drowsiness attacked my body. I fell asleep at last.