I Just Want to Be Loved

Fakhouri.

His mind is not in its place. Rejecting the report in front of him.

" Mister.." exclaimed the secretary, "Mister!". called again but still got no answer.

Brak !

Fakhri and the secretary were surprised to hear the door slam in the open violently.

The woman walked quickly towards him.

" I'm sorry, lady, you shouldn't have come in here ". Say the secretary.

" No pa pa, you can come out ". Tell the secretary.

" Good sir ".

The woman looks very upset.

" What do you want ? Entering all of a sudden impolitely into my room ?".

" You, what do you mean do that to me ?". Fakhri answered the woman's words.

" A.. That kiss ? em.. I did it because I like you ".

" What ?". Mia was surprised by Fakhri's words.

" Hahaha... do you think I'd say that ?". Mocking smile.

Makes Mia even more furious.

" Don't joke with me ". chirped Mia.

" Do you want to marry me ?".

" Oh !! " His eyes are wide.

" Are you kidding me, you know that I just love Risky ".

" Oh yes, are you sure ! ".

" Of course ".

" Hmm, but I don't think it's love, it's obsession".

" What ?".

" You know what it means to love ! when you're willing to see her happy with the person she wants to be ".

Mia laughed cynically, "That's the hallmark of a fool ". Chirpe Mia.

" Who's more stupid, expecting love from someone who never thought of you" Mia fell silent, "Don't live in such a pathetic way !".

" Noisy ". Fakhri laughed lightly.

" Try opening yourself up to others, we never know what the end result will be like ".

" You're making me ticklish". Smiling cynically, "The reason you did that to me is because of that damn woman right ?". A sharp look from Fakhri.

" You're right, I did it for her".

" You like it, don't you ?".

" Instead of talking nonsense to get me married, even if you don't just take her from Risky".

" So this is why you came here ?". Cynic Fakhri chirps.

For a moment Fakhri was silent.

" From knowing that woman, many things I understand, when you're willing to open your heart to someone, that feeling will grow on its own".

" Don't talk in front of me, I don't need it", Move, "And I don't like you at all, keep that in mind".

' False weak man, it turns out I misjudged him '. Inner Mia, who looked annoyed.

*******

After staying married to her lover 5 years ago Fakhri continued to shut himself off from all the girls who tried to approach her.

The first woman who could finally shake her heart was Cyka, a simple woman who already had a daughter.

Since the first time he saw it there was a feeling in his heart, at first he thought the vibration was hate, which he had misunderstood him.

Cyka's innocence and sincerity made her aware of her growing feelings at some point. Every look at the tears dripping from Cyka's eyes made her heart ache. He began to feel like he wanted to give her a sense of security without thinking about anything in return, being able to see her happy either with him or someone else was enough for her.

It sounded cliche but that was how he felt about the woman, But I don't know what possessed him until he had silly thoughts and words by proposing to a woman who was clearly not a good person and perfect like Mia.

" Mister ? are you sure about what you just said to Miss Mia ?". Fakhri laughed lightly, "You know what a woman looks like ! Not only was she sneaky but she also almost harmed Miss Cyka".

" You're right, it's all koyol, right ?".

" What do you mean, sir ?". Bima asked her secretary, she was confused by what her boss said.

" I don't know, I just acted without thinking ". Answer confused.

" What ?".

" I just felt like I had to do it, that woman.I don't know why I feel sorry for her ".

" What is Mister ?".

' Though I'm sure he won't agree, but today he made me think otherwise'. His inner.

" Forget it, you go back to work ". He told Bima.

*******

At 10:00 p.m., Fakhri arrived home.

He walked towards the kitchen with a slightly staggering path, He took some drinking water from the fridge and immediately gulped it down.

Fakhri climbed the stairs slowly, intending to go to the room that Cyka and her daughter had been using all this time.

Cklek !

He went through all corners of the room, the sense of loss he felt today was exactly the same as he felt when he lost his mother 10 years ago.

The presence of Cyka and her daughter gave a new color to her, but now she has to let the woman go from her life again.

" I wish you and your daughter would always feel Cyka's happiness...". He said as he touched the toy that Richa had played with him before.

" Uncle will miss you ".