I Just Want to Be Loved

I Just Want to Be Loved
Between love and hate.



Arriving at the house Cyka ran towards her room, she missed her daughter so much, worry continued to envelop her heart all day.


" Holla darling".


" Mommy..mommy..."


Richa ran into his mother's arms.


" Oh, Mami's son, is Richa all right, baby ?"


" em".


" Have you eaten and taken your medicine ?". Richa was shaking his head so adorable.


Cyka kissed her daughter's cheek and placed it on the bed.


So many things happened today, the fatigue he felt seemed to disappear after seeing the cheerful smile on his daughter's face.


Finished bathing Cyka sitting on a dresser chair, she stared straight into the mirror looking at the reflection of her face.


There's no other woman, honey, you're the only woman in my life.


Cyka hoped that the words made by her husband were not a lie.


" How can I almost falter because of him again, you fool me but I believe in you so much ".


*******


Risky was resting his body on his chair. He scrunched his temple, because his head hurt.


" What happened ? why your hands ?".


Zion looks furious because it continues to be ignored by him.


" He hates me so much".


Risky smiled cynically.


" It should be, right ? "


" But I'm sure there's still love in his heart for me".


" Let's hope you're right, what did you tell him ?".


" I think I hurt him".


" You just realized that".


" Today, I think I've hurt her".


" What ? are you serious ? you're crazy huh, what the hell is in your brain, you painstakingly found it but what, you hurt him instead, what's that wound because you hit him?".


" I'm not that bad, where might I hit him, you idiot".


" I think you're the one who's been stupid, does losing him for 4 years make you stupid not just crazy ?".


" Stop taunting me, if you just want to grumble like Mak-mak, get you out of my room".


' Aiiis..if not my best friend I've done that songong lo face '.


" Ok, I'm out".


Zion makes her head more dizzy, instead of giving her a solution instead of scolding.


" Secretary Zion", call him.


' Why this owl is such a big hobby is nongol in front of me '.


" Miss Mia".


" From Risky's room ?".


" No, abus of ****** ".


" The name of your ancestors."


" What's? I know you're out of Risky's room, right, is he inside ?".


" No, Mr. Risky's home".


" Why did you go to her room ?"


" There's a file I need to put on his desk. "


" Oh so ".


Zion nodded slowly, she disliked the woman so much that she was willing to lie. Because he also knew Risky would not like to meet him.


" If there's nothing to talk about anymore, excuse me ".


" Where are you going ?".


" Searching rat poison".


" What for ?".


' To give it to you'.


" For a drink, excuse me".


" What's a ?"


Mia was even very upset with Zion's attitude that was so disliked her. Zion really hates Mia, because even before she enslaved the relationship Risky and Cyka long before the two were no match.


He always tried to stick to Risky from America first until now.


" Wait a minute ".


" What else is it ?".


" Why are you always like this to me ?".


" You sure don't know or pretend to be stupid".


" You mean what ?".


" I mean, try to look in the mirror once in a while, so you realize how bad you are".


" You..."


" Well, one more thing, I'll give you the same advice, you better stay away from him, you know that whenever there's no place for you in his heart".


" Oh yes ! you are sure ! if there's no place then I'll empty his heart and start filling it with my name there".


Zion laughed cynically, "Foolish fool".


" The woman is no longer by his side, he has left Risky because he does not believe in her, it turns out his love is not that big so easily he can I get rid of".


" There comes a time when struggling so stop fighting, there comes a time when you realize how valuable those who have struggled, and in time indifference will be realized by a sense of loss."


Zion left Mia with an annoyed face.


' Fuck the secretary, watch out for you, after I become Aditama's mistress, you're the first person I'll kick, if need be I give you real rat poison '.


******


Fakhri continued to feel unsettled, since the arrival of Cyka and her daughter to this house he continued to be made unsettled, there was a feeling that he could not describe.


As much as he tried not to care for her, but his mind began to fill with her.


Pic!


Fakhri closed his plate irritated, he kept remembering the incident earlier this afternoon, he felt strange with the gaze of Risky pad Cyka.


' That woman, is she lying to me ? too many secrets are stored in him, it's very difficult to understand, I don't even know the real relationship between him and the old man'.