I Just Want to Be Loved

Truth

" Save him, then, because only you can save him". Cyka surprised Risky.

Deg.

Although he was not a doctor, the sentence Cyka said was like a truth that the doctor had said before.

' T**can't you ask your husband to donate his blood, because if your blood isn't the same as his then his father must be the same'. Laughing at his memory.

Whatever the truth of the sentence is only one person has the answer. But now is not the time to ask for an explanation, the most important is the safety of the child.

Risky came back closer, he brought his face closer to Cyka who kept looking at him, "After I saved your daughter, you have to explain things to me Cyka". Risky said as he entered the treatment room to donate his blood.

A nun was drawing her blood, her mind almost devoured.

' The boy's father, the same blood, has no father'. Risky massaged his painful temple.

" What truth are you trying to hide from me ?" Mumbled.

" Are you okay, sir ?" ask a nurse who is watching her.

" I'm fine. Oh, sister, how's that kid doing ?".

" For the time being it's not very good sir, therefore he should get this blood donor immediately".

" Then you couldn't have done it sooner".

" I'm sorry, sir, we can't do that".

Cyka just kept pacing back and forth like never mind, she just kept feeling unsettled.

" It's been too long, why hasn't anyone come out".

Cyka was panicking.

Crews!

The door opens, the doctor and Risky leave.

" Where is my daughter doctor?".

" He got his blood in time, now that he's stabilizing, we just need to wait for him to come to his senses.

" Thank you so much doctor". Fakhri said, accompanying the step of the doctor.

Risky's gaze was attached to Cyka's lethargic face.

" Speak ".

Risky's words surprised Cyka from her daydream, when she nodded her face and returned Risky's gaze.

Fakhri who felt he had to give space to the two people, initiated away from near them.

" I'm asking you to talk, you have to answer me now ?".

" As I said, she's my daughter and she doesn't have a father".

" Stop talking nonsense, do you think I'm that stupid to believe this lie of yours..?".

For a moment Risky took a deep breath while closing her eyes.

" Do I need to do a DNA test on him?".

Deg.

" If you don't want me to do that, then you have to tell me".

Cyka fell on the floor, she started sobbing.

" If I talk, then what do you want ?" cyka said.

" I just want to hear straight from your mouth baby, what he is.."

" Hmm, she's your daughter, if it wasn't for the circumstances I would never have come back here and let you meet her".

" why? sorry dear. sorry ".

Risky pulls Cyka into his arms, which makes Cyka's cry even sob.

" I hate you, you son of a bitch.I hate you. huhuhu...."

" I know, I'm a jerk, I've hurt you, I've let you suffer on your own all this time, I'm sorry, baby".

Cyka pushes Risky away and starts beating him, which in turn hurts his hand because of Risky's muscles.

" Detach ". Pinta Cyka is calm.

" Simples.."

" Go away, get out of here, I don't want to see you again ".

" Dear, please just give me one chance to explain everything.me?".

" It's been 4 years.the time that you missed to give an explanation has passed for 4 years, then you hope that if you explain it now what happened that day is not the truth, then you hope that if you explain it now what happened that day is not the truth, is that just going to be the wrong thing?".

" It's not that.. Honey, it's not what you imagined ! please listen to me ?".

" Don't you think it's too late for that".

Risky closed his eyes while exhaling his coarse breath.

" That day was a mistake, I admit it, but what is seen in the picture is not Cyka's truth, even though he was lying on the same bed as me, nothing happened between us. Trust me baby, that night Mama and Papa and then that girl set me up by putting sleeping pills in my food".

Hearing her words Cyka instead laughed cynically, it was difficult for her to digest Risky's words.

" Nothing happened ? if you're really trapped and unconscious then how can you be sure nothing happened between you ?". Cyka's words sounded cold.

" When you're unconscious asleep, maybe you can do it ? if you want to do it, at least we have to realize even though it is affected by alcohol, but what I drank that night was not wine but water".

" What do I see today, is it also the cradle of a foreboding ?".

" I've explained it before, he didn't come at my invitation, Cyka.."

" You didn't reject his presence either, did you ? someone who's ruined your relationship with me, you let him hang around and hang around you, doesn't that look cliche to you".

Risky could only sculpt without being able to reply to his words.

Either he had to believe his words or it was just a drama that he was playing Cyka kept his stance.

Believing after being betrayed is the hardest thing we can't do.