I Just Want to Be Loved

Memories of the past

But why for the first time the presence of Risky who has only been known for a few days is already able to disturb the heart and mind. Hearing the confession from her made Cyka's heart beat quite fast after all this time.

" What do you think Cyka is?"grunts to yourself. " He can't be serious, there's no way he really loves you. Thats impossible. No one will accept you when they know how you are, not even my parents can accept me, no one else."

After walking for 1 hour, Cyka finally arrived home with legs that felt very sore. He put his bag on the mattress and went straight into the bathroom, he started taking off his clothes one by one until there was nothing left.

Cyka revives the sower and begins to water her body, with the water running down her face her tears come flowing, she begins to recall her pain, her pain for many years, his longing for his family.

Cyka squeezed her chest, and began to cry until sobbing. Recalling everyone's treatment of her, a horrifying gaze, which kept ringing in her memories.

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On the other hand Risky and Zion were sitting in the living room while watching the ball on television, Risky indeed deliberately called Zion to come to his house.

" So, what's going on?" Ask Zion without a stale base.

" He rejected me." Answer Risky flat.

" What? Why would he reject you? Did you just.." Ask Zion.

" Yes, I told him I loved him."

" What?"

Risky sighed violently while trapping his body on the back of the sofa.

" I think he thinks I'm playing a prank on him." Risky.

" But why? Are you saying it like a player."

" I'm talking about love, not balls, I'm cracking." Risky said annoyed.

Then Zion listened to Risky's explanation, she concluded that Cyka may still be traumatized by her love story in the past. So Zion advises Risky to try to approach Cyka slowly and not forcefully.

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The next day Cyka woke up as usual, although she was very late for sleep last night, because too many things disturbed her mind. Cyka woke up immediately after the shower, she prepared her napa as usual, she tried to occupy herself, by doing many things. After breakfast he cleaned the house first, just prepared to go to the office. In the bus his mind starts to go back to Risky, what to do when he meets him at the office later.

" Fool, you still dare to go to work after last night. Do I just stop, don't I need this job." Cyka said as she hit her head against the glass of the bus.

" How will I deal with it later." Grunts

When Cyka saw Lirra and Keysa in front of the lip, Cyka approached them

" Morning mbak!?" sapa Cyka surprised the two.

" Morning Cyka." Lirra and Kysa answered at the same time. Then the lip opened and they went straight into it.

" What happened yesterday ? When you arrive you say, and Nadia buk says you have urgent business, is it urgent business apan cih?" ask Lirra to Cyka.

Cyka is confused about what to answer, she even forgot about this, if Lirra and Keysa would ask her about yesterday.

" It's not a serious problem mbak, I just did not feel well yesterday, and buk Nadia ngijinin I came home spit." Answer Cyka's weight.

" Ooh, you're not doing it now, are you?" ask Keysa.

All three are already on their desk, they start their jobs. Lunch was about time for Lirra and Keysa to take Cyka out to eat together, but Cyka refused because she was not feeling well. Cyka who lived alone so feeling very bored and finally he took his phone and brained his atikiknya, suddenly his mind was shifted to another place.

" Has he been okay, like today he didn't go to the office, what pain did he have again?" He muttered unconsciously.

" I'm getting better." As he looked towards the door he was surprised to see Risky at the door while leaning behind the door. Surprised he stood up.

" SecO sir!?"

Again he looked at me that way, but why does it feel so different.

Risky stepped closer to her, without turning her gaze away.

" What are you doing?" Ask Risky.

You can't see me standing.

" You mean father?" Pretending to be clueless was a powerful weapon for Cyka at the moment.

" Don't we have agreed to have lunch together."

Are you amnesiac or have an acute illness, can you still eat with the woman who rejected you?

" But sir."

" I'm so hungry, so come here, come with me." Risky pulls Cyka, who reluctantly goes to scratch her forehead, but inevitably she follows Risky. In lip Cyka standing behind Risky, he thought, how Risky can be that calm, whether he had forgotten his actions yesterday, or he who does not care.

They had lunch like before, without asking Cyka, Risky immediately decided what to eat, Risky ordered the same food for the two of them.

" I didn't play with my statement yesterday." Risky said suddenly, Cyka looked at her and Risky returned Cyka's gaze

" I really mean it. Someone told me not to force you to accept me, but I think I need to straighten out any misunderstandings between us."

" Why sir?"

" I'll repeat it again. Because I love you, Cyka."

" It's easy to say that, but do you know why you love me?"

" Most people will find a thousand reasons to fall in love. But for me there is no reason we can fall in love but because of the feeling itself."

" In spite of that, my answer is still no." exclaimed Cyka.

Risky smiled a little. He intended to improve the situation, although the result was still a firm impeachment from Cyka.

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