I Just Want to Be Loved

Confession crazy

❄❄❄❄❄ The love and life we create is the love and life we are living. Without being seen as a form of love from others, only us. ❄❄❄❄❄

Cyka was exploding, she said whatever was in her mind, the negagive thoughts began to take over her head.

" Can't you not think badly of the good intentions of others?" Ask Risky.

" Eeemm, I can't." Firm Cyka.

" Not everyone has the intention to benefit from others, some people may be sincere when they want to help others."

" I don't think there's any other possibility, before you think negatively, Cyka." Risky tried to explain.

" Do you know how hard I thought at the time?" Risky.

" So it's really you, who took me to a hotel, and gave me help, but also left this check!" Cyka thrust a check in front of Risky, the same check that Risky once gave her 6 years ago.

" How about..!?"

" This check is still intact!?" Lead Cyka stopped Risky's speech.

" You can take back what belongs to you, I don't want to have something that doesn't belong to me, and from today on don't ever see you again." After saying that Cyka immediately left Risky before they even had time to eat.

Risky, still surprised to see a check in front of him, does not try to chase Cyka's departure.

Cyka went straight home, in her mind that she would never come back to work. Cyka pressed her chest, which suddenly felt tight, Cyka began to cry in the taxi.

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Tonight Risky was not able to think clearly, the mind was filled by Cyka, because it was very angry he went straight to Cyka's house.

When Cyka was sitting on the floor next to her bed she suddenly heard the sound of a car stopping in front of her house. Within minutes of her door being knocked, Cyka opened the door and saw Risky coming.

He's a stone head, what stone is his head?

Cyka pushed the door back.

" Cyka, open. Come out and talk to me." Many times Risky knocked on the door.

" Cyka, get out." His impact.

Cyka finally opened the door and stood in front of the door.

" It's not at least you should know the reason. Why did I leave you there, why did I leave that check."

" I don't want to know, whatever the reason I don't care." Answer Cyka briefly

" If you don't care, you have no right to be angry, so now inevitably, but you have to hear it." Risky said forcefully.

" I found someone lying on the street unconscious, I didn't know for sure because I wasn't a doctor, in a panic I took you to my papa hotel, I didn't have any reason, when I put that check there I really didn't think of anything at the time, because I felt sorry for that poor girl. I don't know if my good intentions hurt your pride, but what I did at the time was, I just wanted her to stay alive." Risky tried to explain

" really? How can I believe what you say?" Ask Cyka firmly.

" I don't know, I don't know if I can do it or not."

" You have to do it." Forced Risky.

" I can't see it..."

" Well marry me." Tangakas Risky cuts off Cyka's speech.

cmCyka sighed, because he did not understand Risky's mindset, according to him, this conversation was not on track.

" What do you really want to prove to me by doing all this?"

" Sincerity, and my sincerity."

" I think I'm going crazy, why should I do that?" Grunts Cyka.

" Because I want to prove that I really love you."

" After leaving you for granted that day, I hope you'll be fine, and wish I could see you again." Obviously Risky is long.

" Let's trust me, and marry me." Pinta Risky again.

" I'm sorry, I'll keep rejecting it. " Taught Cyka.

" Why?" Ask Risky

" Because I don't want to hate him father or anyone."

" Have I made a mistake this time?"

" The fault is with me, I don't like myself very much, I don't like my past very much, my past is so broken, I don't want to hope for anything anymore." obviously it is long with eyes that have glass.

" Love, affection, happiness, I've forgotten all that, so I beg you to stay with me, and disappear from my life, dear to everyone very good at doing that!" cyka continued with tears that had already flowed down her cheeks

" So sa.. Emumm." Uncompleted Cyka spoke her mouth suddenly already impaled by her lips Risky. she could no longer hold back her anger that heard Cyka continue to curse herself.

" I will prove to you that you deserve to be loved, and deserve to love" Risky said after removing her lips from Cyka's lips.

" Everyone has a past, I don't like my past very much, so I want to create a new and beautiful future with you." Strictly Risky while looking at Cyka's eyes very deeply.

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Thanks though. Hello from Author Fris......😘😘😘😘😘😘😘