I Give My Husband to the Perakor

Video of Deno?

Two days later..

My only child can be brought home, Thank God the heat has gone down. Yes, although he often called his father's name. Especially when you are asleep. According to Doctor Nira's prediction, my son is likely longing for his Papa. Plus he lacks rest, he often stayed up late because he could not sleep a few days ago.

I tried to call Mas Deno's contact number, but nothing. The man even directs the phone from me, even I have repeatedly called but even though he did not pick up. Didn't he think Naisya was there? Didn't she experience the same thing as Naisya who was longing for her? Or because he was busy with the actor? Forgot her son? I let out a sigh of relief. Leave that man alone, he won't care about my son. Let me raise and educate Naisya.

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Today I am very grateful, because my son can be brought home. I rubbed my daughter's head that was sleeping on my lap. Yes, of course because of the wind that blows from behind the car glass. Plus his body still feels weak. Every now and then the man who was driving glanced back. His look was very different in my opinion.

‘’Nel, I've called Aunty to clean up Naisya's room and cook for you,’’ said Reno who made my lips paint a smile, but immediately I pulled her back.

‘’Ya Allah. Thanks a lot, Ren. You already want to be bothered, especially during Naisya in the hospital,’’ said I felt bad for the man.

Yeah, during my son's hospitalization, he was the one who helped me a lot. Starting from taking turns to look after Naisya if I am tired, comfort my son, take food home for me, and anyway he is always ready to help me. I never thought about the man, but I was always cold to him, but why did he not care about my cold attitude?

Is it because of his love for me? Ah, no! I don't want to think about that first. Not necessarily his love for me, not necessarily he's a good man for me and I just want to focus on raising and educating Naisya, my only daughter.

‘’Aduh, I don't remember. Kan Naisya advised the Doctor to drink warm water,’’ my murmurs who rushed to reach for the bag I was holding. Intention to contact the aunt.

‘’I've told you Auntie kok.’’

It turns out that man heard my words. Duh, why is she this good to me and Naisya? Is this all true from the bottom of his heart?

***

Not long after the four wheels have entered my yard. Reno opened the door for me. Instantly the man took Naisya from my sling slowly. Her net looked at me with a shady look, making me return her gaze. My heart is beating fast.

‘’Hem, ma’af. I brought Naisya first into ya.’’ He seemed misbehaved, as did me who turned my eyes quickly.

‘’Iya.’’

I stared at the man's back from afar.

‘’Nelda?’’ It makes me flinch and caress my chest.

‘’Eh, Mba Lilies? Duh, make a shock,’’ me lamented. The woman chuckled softly. Ms. Lili, my neighbor to the right of my house.

‘’It looks like the man is suitable so his new Papa Naisya deh, Nel.’’ Makes me breathe heavily. There is just this Mba Lili's speech. I shook my head quickly.

‘’I don't think about it, Mba. After what happened yesterday. I want to focus on educating and taking care of Naisya first,’’ I said softly.

‘’Ya, I understand.’’ Mba Lili nodded.

‘’But, it looks like the man loves you deh,’’ chirps the woman who made me sigh again.

‘’We go in first yuk, Mba,’’ said I switched the conversation.

‘’No need, Nel. I just wanted to see the state of Naisya.’’ The woman's smile expands.

‘’Alhamdulillah Naisya has improved a lot, Mba. Hence it is allowed to go home with the Doctor,’’, I said with a smile looking at the long-haired woman.

‘’Alhamdulillah if so. May Naisya heal quickly huh. Here I bring fruits for him,’’ said Mba Lili who turned to staring at the plastic bag she was carrying and thrusting at me.

‘’Ya Allah. Very happy, Mba. Let's go in yuk first. Let's make a drink with Aunt Sum.’’

‘’Ngot bothered kok.’’

‘’When yes, Nel. I want to rush to go to the market nih.’’ The woman showed me a smile again.

‘’Ya. I accept yes. Again thank you very much, Mba.’’ I immediately grabbed what was proffered by Mba Lili. He nodded with a nod and hurried to leave me.

I immediately stepped into the house. Inside the house, I saw the man walking out of my house.

‘’No need, Nel. I need to,’’ is weak. What's wrong with this guy?

‘’Ya. You be careful yeah. Again thank you very much, Ren.’’ I approached the man. Her net looked at me for a long time, making me take my eyes off. He left me without responding to my words. Is he angry with me?

***

While my son was still asleep, I rushed to take the wudhuk. After that perform duha four prayers raka’at. Mumpung is still at tenth. Not done yet I opened the door, a sophisticated thing sounded. Like there's a message coming in on that green app. I got up and grabbed the phone on the nightstand and took it to bed. New number? The video? I hurried to click it. It was a video of Mas Deno.

‘’Dik, ma’afkan Papa yes. My dad is very much the same sister. Same with Mama yes. Don't be naughty.’’

‘’For you Nelda. I am very sorry for all the things I have done to you and our children. Ma’afkan me. Take good care of our child. Goodbye.’’

‘’Ya Allah. What does this video mean? Goodby? Don't-don't happen something the same Mas Deno.’’

Not feeling the circle of tears in my eyes fell to see the video Mas Deno who spoke while still talking. Who sent this video? I hurried to call the new unknown number. However, nil. The number is off. I don't know why I feel like something's wrong.

‘’I have to investigate,’’ lirihku while wiping a circle of tears. I will rise, immediately resigning my intention. My advanced things are ringing, my eyes are twitching softly.

‘’New number? Who?’’

‘’Hallo!’’

‘’Loh no need to find out where the whereabouts of husband loh. Because it's free. He I killed,’’ he said ending with a big laugh.

My chest was suddenly claustrophobic, the body just limp and a circle of tears dripped back.

‘’Si—who are you?!’’ my yelling.

But there was no response from across there. God is killed by this mysterious man. I immediately put a sophisticated object on the nightstand and then nodded in bed. My eyes turned to look at the beloved princess who was sleeping.

‘’What happened is actually with your Papa, Dik?’’

‘’Let anyhow he keep your birth papa.’’ I pinched my head that felt stinging.

On the one hand I was very sad, what if everything that the mysterious man said was true. What if Mas Deno really died in that man's hand? And on the other hand, I don't really care about that guy. He has placed a sentence in my heart, until now still has not healed the wound.

Every bad deed must be recompensed from God, and perhaps it is the recompense of all his deeds done to me. Yeah, the affair he's been having for four years.

My eyes were again fixed on the sophisticated object that was ringing. I grabbed it straight away.

‘’Fani?’’

‘’Nel, do you know yet? Chika the actor died with a state of concern.’’ Makes me shut my mouth.

‘’Innalillahi wa innailaihi roji’un. You're right, Fan?’’

‘’Iya, New. I just saw the news. I sent the link to you yes.’’

‘’I turn off first.’’ Without waiting for a response from me the phone was cut off.

I'm termangu. Did that woman die? Not long ago incoming messages in my green application. It turned out that Fani was sending out a news link, I clicked on it right away. I'm really gasping.

‘’What? She died of starvation on the road and due to miscarriage?’’

‘’Ya Allah. May he be husnul khotimah. I've mema’afnya now.’’ Yeah, no more wrong.

This is a picture of Chika, her hair is messy, and really cares about her situation. At the same time I heard bad news about two people who had wounds in my heart.

‘’Ya Allah. Forgive all their sins. I'm sincere about what happened.’’

Seriate.