I Give My Husband to the Perakor

Do I Have to Be Honest?

I was aghast in shock and my chest felt tight,’’Ya Allah! Does he not realize that he started first?’’ Ah, it's safer if I just turn this phone off. I hurried to push the button off.

‘’Bu?’’

‘’Ah, yes, Sus,’’ sahutku who turned his head, it turns out that the nurse is still standing there. Perhaps he was astonished by my expression as he read the message sent by the cheap woman.

‘’Mother is fine?’’

‘’I'm fine, Sus.’’ my hand is still holding the phone and hurrying to put it down. The nurse had both eyes still focused on me.

‘’Alhamdulillah.’’

‘’But ma’af earlier nih, Mom. If there is no important need, do not hold the phone first,’’ his advice later. In my heart confirming the advice from the sisters, I just nodded.

‘’Ya, eat first, Mom! Later if you need anything, just push the bell.’’ he pointed to the wall looks bell button provided there.

‘’Iya, Sus. Thanks,’’ I said.

‘’Sama-sama, if so I stay first.’’ I just reply with a nod again. The beautiful sister stepped outside and covered the door back.

How could I have dinner with my mind floating everywhere, let alone my head feeling dizzy again. I slowly sat down and stared at the thing that was coiling on the wall. Turns out it showed at 21:00. Suddenly there was a knock on the door.

‘’Assalamua’alaikum, Nel!’’ I was surprised when I saw who was coming.

‘’Wa—wa’alaikumussalam, Mama?’’

His twilight face holds a concern there.

I hope you didn't know about my live on Instagram yesterday. Yes, as far as I know mama does not like to socialize the media, but I am worried if she knows from neighbors or from friends. By the way, from where did you know yes, that I was hospitalized because of an accident. What from aunt? Ah, there's no way my aunt's contacted my in-laws.

Or the hospital that called? If the hospital calls, where do you get the number? Wasn't my phone held by the man who saved me. Where did you hear from about my accident? Ah, nevermind. Now I can't think much of it. Uh, but it really stuck in my mind.

No matter how big my problem with my son's papa, I will not involve him to the in-laws, especially he has been very good at all with me. If I have a problem with Deno, I will hate him, I will be angry with Deno. My principle is, if you have a problem with someone, other people do not bring.

‘’Kok you can accident, Nel?’’ he hurried to sound on the sofa and put something that he held, I don't know what it contained. A little makes me feel relieved. If you knew, that would not be what he asked.

What do I have to answer? I try to calm my mind by breathing slowly.

‘’Ya Allah, help me.’’

‘’Nel?’’ call him who makes my daydream.

‘’Ah, Yes, Ma.’’

‘’You why did this accident happen? Why doesn't Deno drive?’’ mama asked, still looking at my face.

I just ducked. My tongue is so twisted and I don't know what to answer to my mom? Should I be honest? But, I was afraid that later even relapsed the disease of my mother because of the thoughts of my household problems and her child. Mama chronic acid reflux disease, if stress or a lot of thoughts will make excess stomach acid expenditure. Some studies show that there is a close relationship between the brain and the digestive system through the central nervous system. This relationship that causes the psychological condition of a person centered in the brain will affect directly to the digestive system, one of which is the stomach.

Mama has had her stomach acid surgery twice and is now recovering. So I do not want if my mother knows about the problems that afflict my household, I do not want my in-laws' disease to recur and be fatal later. Moreover, stomach acid is difficult to heal. But what do I have to answer? Oh God!

I groaned in pain and held my head.

Making my in-laws surprised,’’You rest aja, Nel,’’ he said helped me to lie down. Makes me a little relieved, because my acting worked.

‘’Ma’af me, Ma. I don't want Mama to even think and relapse again Mama.’’ disease I'm making.

‘’Kalo so Mama call Deno first, yes?’’ he rushed to reach for his bag.

‘’Why? Let someone take care of you. Mama can't stay here long. Do you know if your Papa is sick again, too,’’ mama seemed to sigh slowly. Yes, my father-in-law has also been sick for a long time and often treated back and forth to the hospital.

‘’Mas Deno was said to be overtime in the office, Ma,’’ said I'm clean who tried to cover everything from my in-laws.

‘’Out?’’ repeat the middle-aged woman.

I just nodded slowly while looking at the forehead that was starting to feel dizzy.

‘’Kok can-can he choose his work rather than you. Wonderful!’’

‘’Wait! Isn't it now Sunday?’’ search mama. Athaghfirullah! I forgot that it was Sunday, the day off when Deno was working in the office.

‘’I—iya, Ma. He usually has a holiday, but this time he has to go to work. Because he said there are office problems that must be resolved,’’ kilahku who tried since earlier looking for various reasons, making cold sweat splash in the face.

‘’What problems, Nel?’’ ask mom with a full search.

‘’Mama don't worry. Kan Mas Deno is already an expert in the field of offices. Just a regular problem, Ma.’’

‘’I'm okay to be alone here,’’ I added softly while holding the fingers that have begun to look wrinkled. Mama seemed to be breathing slowly.

‘’Ya has it, if so you say,’’ sahutnya then that makes me a little relieved. Slowly I got up, and my body still hurt.

‘’You eat first huh? Let Mama bribe,’’ her word immediately grabbed the tray that the nurse brought earlier.

Yes, my two in-laws treated me well. And indeed he was a good man, but his son why would a cheat so? I do not think, but my mother often told me that the only child was always given spiritual watering or religious advice. But why could he go off the mark?

I nodded slowly. There was no choice but for my mother to bribe me. Moreover, my right hand is installed infusion beautifully. I tidied do’a before eating softly, making mama smile. And mama's smile was supposed to be a booster for me, but somehow it made my heart slice. Lovingly, my mother fed the porridge to my mouth.

Instantly imagined by me my real mother who always bribed me when I was sick with a little joke that he gave but was able to make my heart happy, now all just a memory. He is different from me. Father first faced the divine, after which only mother followed. I miss them so much but, only do’a in every prostration I can repeat to both my parents in nature there. Maybe with do’a it can convey evidence of my longing and be a reward for both. I hope to God that I will be given the best place by His side.

‘’Kok you even daydream, Nel?’’ my mom noticed me earlier. Even the porridge that mama would feed me, was still in my mama's hands. I just fell silent.

‘’Ayo dong eat again!’’ my mom immediately returned to bribe me. Even though the porridge tasted bad by me, I still forced to eat it. Maybe it's because I don't have an appetite.

‘’Ma, thank you very much yes. Very good with me,’’ I said.

‘’Nel, you fuck. Pake thanks all the same Mama, hem what?’’

‘’You are already Mama considers her own biological child, not as a daughter-in-law,’’ he added with a smile. Which makes me even more satisfied.

I sighed softly, forcing a slight smile. Even if it was just a fake smile.

‘’And Mama hopes your household with Deno will always be fine, you guys stay together until death separates. That's what Mama and Papa expect.’’

Seriate.

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