I Give My Husband to the Perakor

How Really

‘’I want to talk to you. You have no time now?’’ a message from Fani? I stared many times at the green app.

Tumben he hit me. Did he invite me to meet? What does he want to talk to me about? He doesn't usually send me messages. Yeah, since working at Deno's office, Fani never called me. Only I occasionally contacted him, even I contacted him for merely asking about the actor.

‘’I can't, Fan. What do you want to talk about? Just call ya,’’ reply me later and send to his wattsapp contact. It looks like it has ticked two, but it is not yet blue. I breathe heavily.

‘’Maybe Fani doesn't know, if I've been in the hospital for more than a week,’’ my murmur is smooth which does not break looking at the flat object I'm holding. Still got Fani's message there.

Uh, it looks blue. That means it has been read by Fani. He seemed to be typing a reply.

‘’This is very important. No need to call, Nel.’’

Of importance? Is this about my viral household problem yesterday? Does Fani know everything?

‘’But, I'm still in the hospital, Fan. I've been in the hospital for a week,’’ I reply later. Seemed to have been read by him, but never got a reply.

A few minutes later.

‘’Why are you? Sick? Or an accident?’’

‘’I accident.’’

Fani my best friend is calling. I hurried to lift him up.

‘’Assalamua’alaikum, Fan.’’

‘’Wa’alaikumussalam!’’ it's right across there. But a little different sound, sounding sniffling. Or is it just my feelings? I tried to shake off all that prejudice, but still my heart didn't feel good. What's the matter?

‘’We speak by phone only,’’ said. Is Allah not willing to ask about my situation?

‘’Not that I ever said the same you do not su’udzon same husband himself. This is instead su’zon and you have humiliated Chika, Deno's secretary. What's more husband—‘'

‘’Fan! I'm not su’zon. That guy was cheating on me behind my back. Even four years ago,’’ said I who rushed to cut his words, so sorry myself. I took a slow breath and then exhaled slowly, in order to ease my annoyance and so that I calmed down a little.

‘’No, Nel! You must have misunderstood them. Moreover, Chika, she will not be that hard to snatch people's husbands. I know and I know very well Chika,’’ reply that sounded more taut across there, which managed to make tightness in my chest more and more.

Oh, God, like he doesn't believe me. He trusted the cheap woman more. Why is he changing completely now? Fani, what I know is nothing like this.

‘’Ya Allah, Fan! I can't be wrong. And I have proof, as long as you know that Chika is also pregnant with the boy. You need proof? Okay, after getting out of the hospital I'll give you proof,’’ I'm upset.

‘’Nel! Yes enough! No way! So you don't have to slander others, say she's pregnant, this and that's all sorts of things. You're the one who's too jealous of your husband. Your husband works for you and your son. If this is your nature, over time the Deno is indeed cheating. Please remove your jealousy first!’’

Allah! My heart is really sad to hear Fani's words. A friend can say that? He, who used to be my best friend, always trusted me and was not happy we were together. Why is he now able to utter a sentence that makes my heart cut? He said that to his best friend.

‘’Astaghfirullah! Fan, this is really you, right? I'm your best friend, you know. How come you don't even believe what I'm saying!’’ I said in a trembling voice, expressing what was going through my mind.

‘’Iya. It's me, Fani! But Fani is now, not the old one. A pal? That was then, now I do not respect you anymore!’’

Making me shut my mouth with my palm, my chest felt increasingly tight and I shook my head many times.

‘’Why can Fani be like this? Where Fani my old best friend,’’ I sat down with tears that escaped just like that. Until I can't speak anymore.

Athaghfirullah! With a trembling hand I pressed the button. Make the phone connection unilateral. It hurts, it hurts. Like I talk to other people, Fani is not like that. Like there was someone else inside of him. What's the matter? Why could she say this much to me.

‘’Aarrgghh!’’

‘’Nel, New! You why? Calm down, calm yourself. Later even worsened your condition,’’ said the man who had just entered my ward.

‘’You know nothing. Please diem, I don't want my words to hurt you later,’’ I said slowly and tried to catch my messy breath. I wiped my tears rough.

‘’Iya, I do not know anything,’’.

‘’But your health is more important to me. You just got better, Nel. Do you not think of Naisya who you have lived in your house for a long time. She has a fever, her body is hot.’’

His words were able to make me aghast and look at him.

‘’What? Naisya fever? You know where, Ren?’’

‘’You calm down first yes. Now thank God the heat has gone down. I know from Aunt Sum, because she called me last night.’’

‘’Ke—why Aunty can call you? Why don't I be told to know Auntie? Kan I mama and you—‘’

‘’Not anyone,’’ said connect my words.

How I'm not upset, how could aunt Sum not tell me that my daughter is hot. Why try? I deserve to know, even though I'm in the hospital. I am her real mama. And Reno isn't Naisya.

‘’I understand and understand, Nel. But, Bibi does not want to add to the burden of your mind and moreover you are being treated in the hospital,’’ he explained while looking at me.

‘’And I'm told by Bibi, it's solely because Bibi wants to ask for help to buy medicine for Naisya. Try you think, if Bibi buys then who keeps Naisya at home?’’

In my heart I also allowed the man's words. But, I was upset and disappointed at auntie how could she not tell me that Naisya had a fever. Moreover, just like this man in front of me, he also did not tell me. Only now did he tell.

‘’I know you must be mad at me. But if I tell you, you will definitely get more stress and it will make your situation worse. Making you will be in this hospital for a long time, Naisya will also get sick because you are not next to him.’’

Why does this man care so much about me and Naisya? What does this guy really want? Or is it his way of making me crumble. Nah! Not necessarily this guy in front of me is good. I had enough of being played by the man who was still my husband. It's enough he's ripping my heart apart. Men are rarely loyal. Never satisfied with women and his eyes were not satisfied looking at women.

‘’No, Nel! You don't fall for Reno's attitude. Remember, this guy is unbelievable. Another in front, another in back, my inner’’ trying to remind myself.

Yeah, I promised myself I wouldn't easily trust a guy. Even though she was so sweet to me, so considerate, and even while I was in the hospital she was always ready to take care of me, she was willing to sleep outside by the door. Also buy me breakfast, lunch, and dinner for me. On the one hand I tried to resist, but still he forced me. On the other hand, I am also very hungry, I do not like the porridge given by Sister, and Aunt Sum rarely comes here because she is busy taking care of Naisya, my only daughter.

Yeah, well, I owe Reno a lot. About money? I can change it later after I get out of the hospital.

‘’Ren, thank you very much. You have been so good with me all along. But, I do not feel good with you,’’ lirihku.

‘’Now Alhamdulillah my condition has improved greatly. So you can go home and leave me alone here, there is a Sister who will help me,’’.

‘’Nel, I don't want it before you get out of this hospital. Why don't you let me keep you here? I mean nothing else, just helping you, nothing more. And I'm worried about you. What if Deno's man or his affair kidnaps you again.‘’

‘’Ngak! Men if good like gini, there must be another meaning. I won't easily believe in men!’’