
‘’Aibi may never feel what you feel. Auntie sure it feels so painful and so devastated. But, try to make peace, ma'am. Don't think of a man who isn't worth fighting for. Bibi was convinced by Mother's decision to hand the man over to the Perakor. The trash must be thrown in its place. Also because I deserve to be happy,’’ I said at length. The two neutrals looked dewy and looked at me with a sad look.
‘’Aibi is absolutely right. It's hard to make peace, Bi. And it was I who gave the man to his mistress. But somehow after I visited the place to store my memories, making me always remember the romance we did, I remember the togetherness of—‘’
‘’Bu, I can definitely get through all this. Slow down yes.’’
‘’Bibi is sure that the two-faced man is the mastermind behind all this,’’ said I was unable to hide what I knew when I eavesdropped on Dodo over the phone, I can't if I don't let out a bad thought. Makes my employer slow down.
‘’Means, Aunty?’’
‘’Ya Aunty sure if there is someone behind this all.’’ If I say Dodo back, I'm sure my employer won't believe it. Because I said without any evidence.
‘’Who, Bi? Or is Aunt accusing Dodo again? Come on, I know Aunt's intentions are good. But, Dodo is not as bad as what Auntie thinks.’’
‘’Tuh right. Really what I said. Ms. Nelda still won't believe.’’
I let out a heavy sigh, no longer wanting to discuss something that my master did not believe. I don't want to increase the length of the debate between us. Let me find the evidence first, I'll try to find the evidence.
‘’Bu, preferably Mother lunch first yes.’’ I tried to divert my conversation.
He seemed to nod,’’ Accompany me yes, Bi. Aunt definitely hasn't eaten, right?’’
‘’Aibi will accompany. Not coincidentally yet, Mom. Last night Naisya.’’
My employer and I hurried to the dining room. Instantly I remembered my fried rice still faithfully waiting in the kitchen. It must have been cold.
‘’Where to, Bi? Here aja eat,’’ said my employer who managed to make me stop the step.
‘’Aunti wants to take fried rice, Mom. It was fitting to make fried rice for Naisya, Bibi made two servings. One-serving plan for Aunty anyway,’’.
‘’Mom want fried rice what is regular rice? Let Aunt bikini.’’
‘’No need, Bi. I eat regular rice aja.’’ My employer seemed to be nodding quickly and he nodded at the chair.
‘’Ya already Aunty take fried rice first to the back.’’ Which was snapped a nod by Miss Nelda.
I immediately stepped into the kitchen. Ah sure enough, the fried rice was already cold. But it's okay. It will still feel good to me. I took her straight to the dining room. I saw that Ms. Nelda was pensive with a blank look.
‘’Bu? How come first?’’
‘’Ah yes, Bi? I'm waiting for Auntie. No exclamation eating alone,’’ sahut while staring fried rice in my hand. Makes me smile wide.
‘’Mother can. Let's eat right away. I'm a really good laper Bibi.’’ I immediately nodded at the seat next to Ms. Nelda.
‘’Aibi definitely did not eat first? Bi, eating is number one. Do not work without eating. How sick will Auntie be?’’
This is what makes me even more moved and saluted with a Nelda ma'am. He treated me not like ART, but like his own family. I think it's rare that an employer like Ms. Nelda is out there. I was lucky to meet him.
Still remembered by me, the beginning of my job search here. There are no job openings for me and I happen to pass in front of the luxury house, Ms. Nelda. There is a job banner plastered there, if the house mwah it needs ART. Without thinking I immediately volunteered to be ART in this house.
Thank God I was well received by my presence. Moreover, I told him that I was a kara in the region of people. Yeah, my village is so far from here. The intention of the heart wander to change life, let alone I am alone. Both my parents died a long time ago from the collapse of a great earthquake, at that time I was only 3 years old who knew nothing.
Until someone else adopted me, his name was Mak Inah. He cared for, cared for, and educated me until I grew up. But when I finished High School, Mak Inah suddenly got sick. Finally he breathed his last breath. My heart was broken then, really! I don't know where to go. Especially at my age I was a teenager.
Until finally I decided to work to help people in the market, from there I get the cost for daily living. Yes, even if sometimes it's not enough. But the neighbors always held out their hands, they cared so much about me. With a weight I live a daily life without both parents and mak Inah.
I, twenty years old, am still alone. Ah more precisely, I was more busy to slam bones and never thought to build a household. Even people who approach me always have a word of rejection from me and I always stay away from people who want to be close to me.
But when I was three-headed, I was already lonely. It just so happened that the man who approached me used to come back to propose to me, without thinking I immediately accepted it. He always tried to get close to me. After marriage, we lived happily even though I never gave him offspring.
The seventh year of our marriage, my husband didn't come home all night. The next day he sent me a message. How shocked and broken my heart when he said that he had to part with me, he chose to obey the words of his parents who wanted to match him with a woman who could give offspring. I was so helpless and my heart felt slashed at him. But, I have to how. There's nothing I can do, other than mengikhlaskan.
Even I could not give him offspring, because I was sentenced to barren as a foreign doctor at that time. Ever since I divorced that man, my days have been bleak and I kept myself locked up at home until I passed out in the house for not eating two days. Luckily Dita Neighbor I stopped by the house, she took me straight to the hospital and covered the hospital expenses during my stay there. Also I always vent about the problems that are happening to me at this time, until I was given advice by Dita.
Slowly I can accept all of that sincerely, but that does not mean I can open my heart again to other men, does not mean I can remarry. I am comfortable with solitude, even though I have to slam my bones every day. Three years later, I decided to migrate and look for work, until I finally met Nelda's mom.
That's why I buried the memories of the past that made my heart tear apart. Yes, only now do I remember back.
My wounds are dry now, they are healed. But there was still sadness when I remembered my past. However, I am very grateful that now living with the family of Miss Nelda, I am treated like her own family. Ms. Nelda also asked me to stay here, of course I am very happy.
‘’Lah, instead of Bibi ever said that daydreaming is not good for health. This is even Aunt who daydreams. What's up, Bi?’’ Made me wake up from the daydream.
‘’A—anu. No, Ms.’’
‘’Bi, Aunty's face is very sad. Aunty thought of me? I'm doing fine. Or the thought of the hometown?’’
‘’And I told you. Aunty is here with me and Naisya, Bibi.’’ family
‘’Aunt to the past, Mom,’’ sahutku sober.
‘’Last time let it pass, Bi.’’ Makes me smile wide.
***
After lunch, Nelda immediately accompanied Naisya in the playroom, while I was at the dining table. Ah, yes I just remembered. I rushed straight to Naisya's playroom. It seemed that my master was laughing with his son, it made me happy.
‘’Eh, Auntie? Comein. Aunty kayak people are waiting for debt,’’ he said with a chuckle that looked at me pecking at the doorway. I laughed and rushed straight in.
‘’Bu, Aunty want to pinjem mobile Mommy can? Aunt's Package is up.’’
‘’Lah, Aunt's package out? I didn't say the same to me. I told you, Bi. If the data package runs out let me buyin.’’
Again made me salute the employer. But this time I was actually lying. My data package still exists. I borrowed that sophisticated thing just to carry out all my plans.
‘’Ya already, I'll fill it up later. Now use my phone first.’’ He hurriedly thrust out that advanced thing.
‘’Iya, Mom. Aunt pake first yes.’’ Ms. Nelda replied with a nod.
I stepped up, and my steps stopped. Like someone forgot but what? I try to remember.
‘’Handphone missed in playroom Naisya.’’ I immediately turned around and stepped back into that space. Made mom Nelda frown.
‘’Handphone Aunty missed right?’’ I was surprised when the sophisticated object was in the hands of Ms. Nelda and thrust at me, I just took it.
‘’Ah Yes, Mom. Thanks.’’ I walked back to the room.
‘’Ah, fortunately Reno did not contact me when Bu Nelda held the phone.’’
I stroked my chest with relief.
When I arrived in the room, I nodded at the bed. I'm looking for contacts on someone's behalf on Nelda's phone. Undiscovered. Then I tried pressing ‘’Si’’
‘’Nah this dia.’’
I'll just move the number to my phone. And I took my storage phone in the closet, which I had never used, at a crucial time like this is the benefit.
‘’Mba Chika's. Send me Mr. Deno's number. This is my friend Dodo. I'm changing the number now. The number is Pak Deno already erased.’’
Not long ago, it already seemed to tick two blue colors. That means it has been read by Deno sir's affair.
‘’Alhamdulillah. The number was sent immediately. Thankfully, he did not ask much. But what exactly is Pak Deno's number?’’ I better try sending a direct message.
‘’Pak Deno's. It's me Dodo, it's my new number.’’ I want to know what his reply was. How close Mr. Deno is to the man and whether they really work together.
‘’You changed numbers again? How many times have you changed your number. I'm having trouble contacting you know? Did you manage to retrieve the file at Nelda's house?’’
Made me shut my mouth when I read the reply from the traitorous man.
‘’It turns out to be true my guess all along. Yes, this will be proof for me.’’
I accidentally used an old cell phone whose number was unknown to Mr. Deno. So that my disguise is unknown. I rushed to bring Nelda's mobile phone and my old phone, while the phone I used to wear I just left it on the bed.
‘’Bu, Aunty wants to talk to Mom for a minute,’’ I said standing in the doorway. He looked up and was astonished.
‘’Dik, play by yourself first yes. Mama wants to talk to Aunty.’’ The little girl nodded and went back to playing with her toys. Mum Nelda and I stepped into the living room.
‘’You said what, Bi? I think it is very important,’’ said my employer while chuckling. I nodded next to Miss Nelda.
‘’This Mom read alone yes.’’ I gave the phone I always kept.
‘’Ya Allah! So all this time, the Dodo was working together with Mas Deno?’’
Seriate.