I Give My Husband to the Perakor

I'm Asked to Get Pregnant Again?

There are car engines out there. That must be Deno. I tried rubbing the eyes that felt sore and could not be opened. My eyes were fixed on the thing that was coiling on the wall. It surprised me.

‘’AT 01.00? Yes Allah, did I see wrong times yes.’’ I kept wiping my eyeballs incessantly. But still the number 01.00 that was visible to me.

‘’Allah! It turned out to be late at night. I fell asleep after confiding to Aunt, so tired of my thoughts,’’.

Footsteps sounded softly by me towards the room. I'm sure it was the traitor. I hurried to pretend to be sound asleep and turned my back towards the door. I put my hearing as good as I could. His footsteps grew closer and the door creaked a little. My nose smells like a woman's perfume. Oh God! Is that the sticky perfume that stinks in my husband's clothes? My heart really felt pierced by thousands of daggers many times. Chest feels swollen.

‘’Nel, you must be strong. And you have to pretend to sleep.’’

I felt his presence in this room. I'm sure he's watching me, making sure I'm asleep or not. I felt him envelop my body. Uhh! You still care about me mas.

Unfortunately I'm sick of your attitude, I've been hurt by all this. The bed creaked for a moment, I'm sure he laid his body beside me. I keep my back. I've been feeling more and more unsettled since my nose just kept smelling women's fragrance oil, I'm sure it was the actor's fragrance oil.

My chest was so tight and the pain was so deep that tears could no longer hold. My eyes pretended to be closed, but my mind drifted out of nowhere. My heart was not calm enough to breathe in the scent of perfume that I thought was the perfume of the pelakor.

‘’Ya Allah! Please strengthen me with all this, my inner’’ while taking a slow breath.

Scroll a few eyes and look back. Uhh! Apparently the traitorous man had closed his eyes. You unknowing man! He could still sleep well without any burden, not feeling the slightest guilt. What kind of man is this! Nothing bothered his mind so easily that his eyes were closed.

Has he not thought about his mistake all this time? Did he not think of his betrayal all this time to me? Uhh! The name of the traitorous man will not be aware of his very wrong treatment. I took a slow breath and my eyes still felt sleepy, I don't know how many times I yawned since. I'd better get some rest. That I may have the strength to face the reality of life, that I may be strong with all this. Yes, my mind and body need enough rest. I tried to ignore the smell of perfume that disturbed my comfort, forcing my eyes to shut.

A few hours later, I faintly heard the creaking of the bed. Wh who? Deno Mas? Where the hell is he going?

Slowly I tried to open my sore eyes to open. I spread my eyes out to the thing that was coiling on the wall. Uhh! It's still 05:20. Still shajuh. Where the hell is he? I haven't looked, he's gone. I wanted to continue my sleep because I was getting rations, so I could not pray until today. The eyes are still sleepy.

But curious gnawed at me, where exactly is mas Deno? Shortly thereafter, we heard footsteps. Yeah, it's definitely him. I hurried to change my sleeping position, which was on my back now. I pretended to be asleep. Instantly the door creaked and the sound of her footsteps drew closer. Where the hell's he from?

‘’Either why since his betrayal was exposed made me suspect where his feet were stepping. Yes Allah!’’

I opened my eyes and looked. The man who was still my husband was standing on a prayer mat. Huh huh? He prayed shajuh.

‘’Free you pray, Mas! If it still hurts your wife's heart. Do not lie to Allah, Allah is All-Knowing! Sooner or later a reply from God must come for you!’’ gertutuku.

Yes, Allah is Most Just. In every action there must be a recompense from God, sooner or later. You just wait, mas!

‘’Hoaamm!’’ Still feel sleepy.

I who wanted to decide to go back to close Naisya's eyes even scratched his legs, maybe with the presence of mosquitoes makes him uncomfortable to sleep. Hurry up if the mosquitoes use my hood. Yeah, I usually wear hit plugs. This is because my erratic messed up thoughts made me forget to turn on the hit. I watched Naisya fall back into a deep sleep. I also continued my rest.

‘’Nel, Dear wake up! Morning of nih.’’ A familiar voice in my ear was faintly heard by me. My eyes are hard to open and it hurts. Allah! Still not enough sleep, or because my mind and body are so tired?

‘’Ummm!’’

‘’Udah early in the morning, Honey,’’ he said back that made me sick of hearing it. I opened my eyes slowly. I saw him playing with my daughter. My daughter woke up from me first. But thank God he is light and not fussy.

Then I smiled and rushed to sit down,’’Iya, darling. Play with Papa huh?’’ I said with a special sound of waking up. He looked to nod and laugh a little. It seems that he is happy to play with his papa who some days has never played with him. Yes, the reason is always busy with office work.

‘’Nih, the doll is so funny right, dear? Moreover, the baby doll child,’’ he said showing the doll he held to Naisya, he immediately chuckled.

‘’Iya, Pa,’’.

‘’Kalo no Papamu, will you still be this happy, Dik?’’ my mind that continues to look at Naisya who is playing accompanied by laughter with her papa.

My heart was actually very sliced but I tried to brush it off. Yeah, how not. Seeing the closeness of my daughter is my only way with her papa. It is natural that a child's closeness with his biological father, but if Deno mas is no longer here, of course Naisya will feel awkward and lonely.

‘’Adik want also will have Dedek baby boy?’’ sontak broke my daydream and made me surprised. What the fuck is Deno, he could have seduced my daughter for her wish to get a boy from me. Indirectly he told me to get pregnant again?

‘’Mas, Mas! Your behavior is so, just one child with a boy like you.’’

Kupandangi Naisya seemed to nod and then laughed and looked at me.

‘’Ayok Dik told Mama! Brother wants to have baby Dedek dong.’’ He looked at me which made me even more fed up. You can persuade Naisya to your wish.

‘’Ma, can you? Have a cute baby grandpa,’’ his door later with an adorable special voice that makes my anger subside instantly. I tried to keep smiling even though it was a fake.

‘’Ma!’’ reset back. His father seemed to be smiling.

‘’Ah, yes, Dik,’’ suhutku instantly.

‘’How, Ma? Lagian Naisya also already big right, it's time he had a sister,’’ his timpal who called me with the designation ‘’Mama’’. Yes, if we are next to Naisya then our calls are mama and papa.

‘’Do not, Pa. Naisya is still a child, later our affection is even divided into his sister. Poor Naisya,’’ kilahku looking for excuses. Yeah, I finally got a reasonable excuse. I hope he understands and does not suspect me.

‘’No, Ma. Our love will not be reduced to Naisya. Lagian Papa also wanted to have a son.’’

Duh! Beyond my expectations. I don't think he'll ever hear about it again. What more reason do I have to give you? Where do I want to get pregnant again, just Naisya. Hairy like Deno mas it can not be many children, just one.

‘’Pa, so sorry Naisya. Mama does not want him later not taken care of and our love is even divided. Not now, wait Naisya big first yes, Pa.’’ finally these words came out of my mouth. His face turned sour and disappointed. I just smiled cynically.

Seriate.

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