I Give My Husband to the Perakor

There's No Other Choice

‘’Bi?’’ I complained while looking at the woman.

This time I do not agree with aunt, even though Reno can not casually come here. Moreover, my status is still a wife of the man named Deno. Even though he's been betraying me for four years, he's been playing crazy with the other woman behind me. However, religiously and legally he is still my husband.

‘’Kan Mama gets angry, Bi. Mama did not ngizinin,’’ complained Naisya then with a circle of tears about to fall again on his cheek. This time I don't know what to say.

‘’Bu, permission yes? Poor Naisya loh,’’ whispered the faithful woman accompanied me. I let out a heavy sigh until I finally decided to nod slowly.

‘’Nah, tuh Mama Adik ngizinin. Glad you're not, Dik?’’

‘’Happy, Bi,’’ his mouth which began to emit a smile on his lips.

‘’This time I was forced to allow another man in and play at home with my son. Yes, I have no other choice. Rather than me having to allow my son to meet his Papa. What is there will make my heart more sliced made,’’ murmured me in the heart.

‘’But Adik shower first yes. We have breakfast while we wait for Om Reno. Okay?’’

‘’Oke, Bi,’’ he said cheerfully.

There was no more sadness on her little face. Is that guy named Reno so close to my son? To be able to divert his mind who was missing his father. I never thought why my son was this close to the stranger.

‘’Ma,’’ call my little daughter who is able to break my daydreams.

‘’Bathtime adik same Auntie yes. Mama rest, did Mama just come home from the hospital,’’ he said that made me touched and at the same time also gemes.

‘’Iya, Darling. Duh, Mama's son is pinter and sholehah really.’’ I aligned my body and menoel her tiny nose.

‘’Who used to be, his mother also pinter and sholehah. Right, Dik?’’ Aunt Sum this time made a sound. Makes me smile and pat her arm slowly.

‘’Ahh, Aunty can aja.’’

She chuckles softly,’’Aunti talks as is, Bu.’’

‘’Udah, Bi. Ntar I even floated high flying made by hearing the words of Bibi.’’

‘’Bawa Adik shower gih there, Bi,’’ my word later.

The aunt instead smiled widely and hurriedly pulled Naisya's hand slowly. Looks like the aunt took Naisya to the bathroom in front. In my bedroom there is also a bathroom in it. If I were to bathe Naisya, then I would choose to bathe her here only and another with aunt, she would definitely prefer to bathe Naisya in the front room only. I'm sure he's disinclined.

I was bored, especially when I got out of the hospital. It's been two weeks since I wrote a novel. But, are my readers still faithfully waiting for the continuation of the story I made? I slowly stepped into my work space. Which is very close to my room. Yes, a small minimalist room. Inside was a chair and a desk for writing. Not to forget the beautiful laptop on the table. I rushed into a room I had not been in for weeks.

The door creaked and I closed it back.

‘’Ease I can refocus to write,’’ lirihku while staring at the entire room that looks minimalist.

I nodded in my chair and my hands danced beautifully on the keyboard. I went back to reading and searching through the script that I had neglected for a few weeks. I hope I don't lose the idea this time so I can continue the story I've been hanging. It is also a pity for my readers who may be waiting for the continuation of the novel I wrote.

Ahh, but there are some things that I have to finish first, otherwise I finish then I will not be calm made. Moreover, writing this requires calmness, if my mind drifts everywhere, then my writing will not be strung beautifully.

‘’Bu, Where is Mom? Breakfast first yuk!’’ A voice familiar to my ears. Duh, yes I haven't had breakfast.

‘’Or Mother will be accompanied by Mas Reno at breakfast,’’ tease the aunt heard in the room there.

‘’Ah, Aunt. Don't say that, dong. Aunty mah likes to tempt me,’’ lamented me.

I closed the laptop slowly, then got up and closed the door to my work room again. I stepped into the dining room, upon arrival in the dining room my eyes were presented by a sight that made my stomach grow louder. Yes, it's been beautifully arranged aunt's cooking at the table. There are jengkol stew, rendang meat, tempeh and not to forget also the fruits arranged beautifully. Makes me feel overwhelmed. Never aunty wanted to cook jengkol stew, but now why would she want to cook jengkol stew?

‘’Bi! Here first for a while,’’ call me then who is still staring at the beautifully arranged dishes on the table.

Not long ago the aunt has revealed the trunk of her nose,’’Hemm, I must be confused right?’’

‘’Iya, Bi. This isn't usually Auntie cooking jengkol. But now kok even—‘’

‘’Bu, so look at it. A few days ago, my aunt went to the market. Uh, the big jengkol nemu and Aunt thought, made jengkol stew would be delicious. Where to know later Mother also likes and especially people who hate the same jengkol not here,’’ he said at length.

‘’Ke market? So my daughter was taken to the market too. Ah, it's impossible. But who's the same?’’ I said in my heart wondering.

Yes, a few days ago I was still in the hospital and there was no way my aunt could leave Naisya to someone else. Then who was my son left behind by aunt?

‘’Ah, stop. What matters is that my daughter is okay.’’ I tried to shake off all my curiosity.

‘’Bu? Mother why?’’

‘’Ah, no really, Bi. I'm fine.’’

‘’Tadi tuh I was just confused. Usually, Aunt never cooks this,’’ I said with a smile looking at the dishes provided by the aunt.

‘’You don't like it? Let Auntie just be simple. Later Aunty who ate or we just love to the neighbor time yes?’’

‘’Ngak, Bi. I actually like it a lot, though. I did not eat jengkol all this time because I appreciate Mas Deno who he said did not like jengkol.’’

‘’Eh, it turns out he lied to me all this time. Outside even this food is the same as the actor,’’ annoyed me. It made auntie gasp.

‘’Ma—means Mother?’’

‘’Auntie snuff not fit I told Auntie to prepare food on the table that I booked outside?’’

‘’Inget, Mom. Trus?’’

‘’Nah, it's food that the actor ordered for Mas Deno. I called him on purpose, I disguised myself as Mas Deno's cousin and I asked him to order food for Mas Deno because he had not eaten at all. Uh, know-know-knows there sambel jengkol stew that lady ordered.’’

‘’Aunt want to know how his face reaction was then?’’

‘’Sick of my heart, Bi. I have been lied to many times by that traitor. He used to say he didn't like cooking outside. He said he just likes my cooking. It turns out that everything is just a lie,’’ growled me while clenching my hands.

‘’Astaghfirullah, very heart of the Father. Aunty did not finish thinking with everything she did the same Mother. But yes Ma'am, according to Auntie the Father is not worth to defend and not worth crying.’’

‘’Aibi sure, Mom must be strong and can raise Naisya without Father. Aunty will always be next to Mom,’’ she said softly.

‘’Now Mom should have breakfast first. It was eight o'clock, especially Mother is still in the process of healing,’’ he added later.

I took a slow breath and exhaled it so that my mind calmed down a little. In my heart I also confirmed the words of aunt. Yeah, I have to have breakfast so there's energy to stand up.

‘’Still a lot huh, Bi. Don't even give advice to me,’’ I said softly and nodded in the chair.

‘’Iya, Mom. You welcome. If so Bibi accompany Naisya first breakfast yes.’’

I nodded with a nod, and the woman disappeared from my sight. I lazily put rice and added rendang and tempeh. I wanted to grab a jengkol stew, but my hand stopped and withdrew the intention to eat it.

‘’Ah, New-Nelda. What the hell are you. Because of the man you become resentful of jengkol stew,’’ I said softly and shook his head many times.

Now I eat using sambal rendang and tempeh only time yes.

Not long after, I finished breakfast. Yeah, I had a little breakfast. Especially my taste is still non-existent. I slowly cleaned the table and stepped with my dish, but my steps stopped.

‘’Bu, let Auntie clean up. I'm still sick.’’ He hurried to take the plate from my hand.

‘’Lah, Aunty is just one plate doang. I'm usually no job, Bi,’’ lamented me who looked at aunt rushed to bring my used food dishes to the sink.

‘’Iya. This is Aunt's job. How will I see Mas Reno? Aunty who was scolded later.’’

Make me rush to follow him to the sink,’’Aunti talk what was it?’’ I said, pretending not to listen to what my aunt said just now.

‘’Gak. There was an angel passing by, Bu.’’ He even switched his words.

‘’This aunt is there aja deh,’’ said while shaking her head.

There was the behavior of the aunt. He always called the name of the stranger a joke or something. I don't know either. But, how could that guy be that cool to me.

‘’Ya Allah! What the hell are you thinking, Nel,’’ I said in my heart trying to remind myself. The aunt was washing my plate and rinsed it off immediately. Then bring back the clean plate and put it on the plate rack.

‘’Bi, Aunty really want to send Reno here?’’ I approached the aunt who was putting together some dishes on the shelf.

‘’Ya, really, Mom. Time Aunt lied to Naisya. Pity him right.’’

‘’Mother object?’’ added later.

‘’A—I don't know, Bi. I don't know what to do. Kan Bibi knows my status is still the legitimate wife of the Father and then even slander if Reno comes here. Moreover, it has been two weeks since my husband was home again,’’ I said carefully.

‘’Iya, Mom. Aunty understands and understands how Mom's position. But than the Father who came here better Mas Reno, right, Mom? Where do you choose? There is also an aunt here. Except only Mother and Naisya here, well then it's wrong and so slander.’’

‘’Aibi is right too. But play please in the Naisya playroom aja yes, Bi. Do not give permission to the room if for example Naisya invites. Aunty should also keep an eye on him playing,’’ I said later.

‘’Siap, Mom. About that leave it to Auntie. It is not possible that Bibi let a man who does not have a bond with Mother into her room Mother.’’ He looked chuckled.

‘’You have a lot of ya, Bi? I went to the room first,’’ my farewell then who was embraced with a nod and smiled by the aunt.

I hurried to the room. My eyes were fixed on the flat object lying on the bed. I grabbed it straight away. I noticed a lot of notifications popping up in my sophisticated object. Yeah, it's been two weeks that I've ignored him, I'm not ignoring him. Moreover, usually I am active on social media and online writing platforms. I hurried to check the notifications. It turns out that there are a lot of messages coming through the application.

‘’Assalamua’alaikum, Ka. What is it Brother accident after the incident that hit the household Sister?’’

‘’Mba, we Mba fans always send do’a to Mba and her child. The strong yes, I'm sure Mba must be a strong woman.’’

‘’Ma’af, Ka. If I'm in Big Brother's position, I'll ask for a divorce from that jerk. She doesn't pantes fought anymore, Ka. Don't let Brother eat his heart. I as a big fan Brother can only mendo’akan, may Brother always be in the protection of God and I am sure Big Brother must be strong accept all this.’’

‘’Assalamua’alaikum. Brother, how are Brother and Naisya? There is news circulating if Brother is in an accident. I was surprised to hear it, brother. Smoga aja Brother is fine and quickly healed.’’

There are so many messages from the fans. There are a thousand messages I have not yet opened. Yeah, I'd better go live today, 'cause they're out there so worried about me. I stepped back into my study and nodded at the chair. I opened that wide-sailing thing and turned it on. I haven't worn make-up yet. I rushed to get the make-up that was in the closet.

Yeah, I'd love to keep a special make-up for my work space, if I wanted a sudden live broadcast then I'd be easier to decorate without going out again. Not long after I was finished. I looked at my face in the mirror. Yeah, it still looks pale. But it's okay. Without thinking anymore I rushed to turn on the live broadcast.

‘’Assalamua’alaikum. Good morning to noon, my friend. How's things? May you be healthy always and always in the protection of Allah. Aamiin Yes Robbal ‘aalamiin.’’

‘’Wa’alaikumussalam, Mba. Thank God I am healthy, Aamiin. It was great to see Mba live again. How are you, Mba? You are healthy, right?’’

‘’Mba still looks shoots huh? Just got out of the hospital? Hopefully Mba quickly recovered and so he can work again. We are faithfully waiting for the continuation of the story from Mba.’’

‘’Alhamdulillah O Allah. I've been worrying a lot for a few weeks now, brother. I would love to go to the hospital. But I don't know where it is.’’

‘’Maa shaa Allah, strong woman.’’

‘’We always support and do’ Mba. The strong yes.’’

My lips immediately muttered ‘’Maa syaa Allah’’, yes so many written responses and certainly make it difficult to read them one by one. They care and care about me so much. Makes me excited and more excited.

‘’I also really can live again even if only online greet you. Thank God my condition improved, only yesterday I came out of the hospital. Ma’af yes guys can not read your messages one by one. Thank you very much and may Allah repay your kindness. Regarding the continuation of the novel, I will try tomorrow to update it again. Because today does not allow the feeling and my head still feels pain. In shaa Allah tomorrow I will try ya.’’

I who was busy live suddenly heard a voice that was familiar to me. Yeah, definitely the guy. Makes me unfocused on live. I don't know why I feel uncomfortable if a foreign man sets foot in my house. Moreover, I am still the wife of Deno, the man who had betrayed me.

Seriate.

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