I Give My Husband to the Perakor

Lying to Me for Eternity Time

‘’Nel, you must be honest with me. Where the hell did you pesen food this afternoon?’’ tanya Mas Deno looked reddened. I didn't comment on the question because I was so excited to play with Naisya, my daughter.

‘’Nel! How come you're not scared, Mas!’’ His voice began to sound upset. I looked at it for a moment.

‘’Anaan anyway, Mas? People are busy playing with Naisya too!’’ sahutku. My hands are busy putting together Naisya's toys to make them look attractive in Naisya's eyes.

‘’What's wrong with answering the question doang,’’ grievous man who is still my husband.

‘’You are weird, Mas. Yes, at the cafe I bought it. Time in the gold shop,’’ suhutku instantaneously.

‘’Iya, in the rice stall, okay. What's the name of the stall? You anyway, just say aja kok bothered very,’’ rutuknya like a cat that is being pinched, making me almost laugh off hearing the curse. But I tried to hold back the laughter as best I could.

‘’I didn't buy it. My friend messan kemaren.’’

‘’Hah? Whahuh? Your temen?’’ he was shocked and his eyes were glaring.

‘’Iya, germany. Why the hell, Mas? Don't you know my friend anymore. Ayoo ngaku!’’ attack instantly.

‘’Rasain is you, Mas!’’ my mind chuckles.

‘’A—I know your friend? E-don't, what's your name?’’ his face was so shocked and it was like he was hiding something from me. What if I make him even more surprised. He will not admit his betrayal.

‘’Ahh! I don't want to be rash. The game was slow.’’

‘’Elsa, name temenku. Do you know Elsa?’’

‘’E—enggak,’’ sahutnya fast, as soon as he shook his head and looked away, I don't know what is in the mind of the traitorous man.

‘’You can no longer mesen that menu!’’ ketus later.

‘’Lah, how come? The cooking is great, Mas. You are the one who does not like. Weirdo!’’

Huhah! I'm sure all the menus are familiar to the taste of the tongue and the scenery. Every day the actor brought Deno to eat outside. He was still trying to lie to me. Lying for the umpteenth time. I am not a stupid woman and a woman you can betray constantly.

‘’I just don't like that menu! You like it, I don't like it. Don't you rewrite that menu!’’ resounding. It was so noticeable that her neck veins were holding back her anger at me and stepping out of the room for a moment, the door slammed hard.

‘’Astaghfirullah! From there already looks strange attitude you, Mas,’’ lirihku slowly and stroking Naisya's back, he looks shocked by the sound of a slam door just now.

‘’Drink first, Babe!’’ I presented my daughter with a bottle of drinking water and she grabbed it and gulped it down to the toilet. I smiled looking at him.

‘’The only child Mama nih.’’ I grabbed back the empty bottle and then peeked at her forehead, she seemed to smile looking at me.

‘’Your mother is so strong, Son,’’ my mummy instantly.

Yes, because of Naisya I can be this strong. In fact my heart is so fragile, my heart is sliced after learning of my husband's betrayal of me. The man I've trusted so much, it turns out that's his behavior. I should have left a little distrust and concern for my husband.

Everything I gave him and I accompanied him from zero, before he took office. Before he even got a decent job for her. It turned out that after he ascended the office, his behavior increased and with how dare he played with other women behind me, even 4 years and never revealed, only now everything is revealed.

I heard footsteps coming into the room. I'm sure it was that traitor. Well, it's true what I think. He rushed into the room and grabbed the keys to the car hanging in the closet.

‘’Where is he tonight?’’ my eyes just kept glancing at him a little.

‘’Nel, I want to go first. My friend hangs out outside,’’. I don't think he's gonna ask me for permission at all.

‘’OK, Mas. But don't come home late at night,’’ said and refocused on playing with Naisya. He did not answer and hurried out of the room.

‘’Do you really just hang out with your friends, Mas? Or hanging out with your affair?’’ I muttered with a cynical smile. I know what I have to do to prove he's hanging out with his office mates or he's hanging out with his affair. I rushed to grab a flat object.

Rang?

‘’Assalamua’alaikum, New! Tumben you called malem like this.’’

‘’Wa’alaikumussalam. Mas Deno where you are not, Ndra?’’ Andra is a close friend of Deno, as well as a friend of his office.

‘’No, Deno is not home yet?’’

‘’Or did you hang out Mas Deno hanging out this malem?’’ ask me who didn't answer the question.

‘’No, I'll be at my in-laws' house again.’’

Allah! So who's Deno hanging out with? I'm getting suspicious.

‘’Ya already, thank you very much yes, Ndra. Don't tell Mas Deno if I find him.’’ I immediately disconnect the phone.

Ow hell! Who else am I gonna call to find out the truth whether he's actually hanging out with his friend or not.

Andi's? Yes, Andi is also a close friend of Deno mas, as well as a friend of his office. I tried calling Andi's number.

‘’Assalamua’alaikum. What's up, Nel?’’

‘’Wa’alaikumussalam, Ndi. Are you the same Deno? Or hanging out with her this malem?’’

‘’No, Nel. I happen to play with my son again. Can't get out. Is Deno not at home?’’

‘’Ya already, thank you very much yes, Ndi? Don't tell me if I am nyariin Mas Deno.’’ I immediately disconnect the phone and sigh roughly.

I stared at Naisya and began to yawn. Immediately I cleaned up the toy lying in front of him, then laid Naisya next to me and patted his butt slowly. Shortly thereafter, he too fell asleep. My heart is not calm tonight. What if I asked that woman? Am I strong? I must be strong to seek this truth. I hurried to get a new card under the mattress and replace my phone card with the secret card, a special card contacted the actor.

‘’Goodnight, Mba! Mba, I want it. Is Deno the same as Mba now? I just want to make sure aja.’’ I ventured to send a message to the actor. It looks two, but it's not blue yet. That's a sign it hasn't been read. I am really worried about my husband. Why would he be out there with the actor if he was together tonight.

P is typing?

My heart is getting unsettled.

‘’Goodnight! Yes, Mel. Your mash is the same as me. He is spoiled really know no, can not be far from me.’’

Degh's! This slowness of my body is as if my bones just came out. My tears escaped, my chest tightened, withstands the pain, and my tubers were hot.

‘’Ya Allah! It turns out that my guess is correct. It was the last time I lied to him. Stupid I am a woman.’’ I wiped the tears violently. I let that flat thing lay on the bed.

‘’Emang why, Mel? His wife nyariin Mas Deno huh? Say you don't know or you say I'm okay too. So that he realized, if he did not pull anymore in the eyes of Mas Deno.’’

Allah! Strengthen me. Don't let myself be fragile, don't let me be a helpless and fragile woman. Tears continued to wet my cheeks and my chest felt increasingly tight.

‘’Ngak, Mba. I was curious. Yes, yes, yes first. Don't say if I'm nyariin Mas Deno.’’ my hand vibrates great typing the reply message. Immediately I sent and rushed to replace my card with an old card back.

‘’What is my lack of trying?’’ I said softly in between my sobs.

Tears can no longer be shed. My heart felt pierced by thousands of daggers many times. Actually I should not cry for a traitor like him, but my heart is so shaken with all the betrayal he has done to me, that I never thought he would betray me. It turns out I was wrong all along. Men who are sweet and romantic are not necessarily treacherous behind our backs. Sometimes it's just to cover up his guilt and betrayal so we don't know.

I really don't think it out. Why can his heart move to another woman, why can his heart turn to another woman? What was my lack all this time? Even before I knew all the rot, I always made his taste and whatever his favorite I always provided. I always dress up pretty for her. Waiting for her to come home from work by dressing up beautifully and welcoming her. Where is my lack? I really don't think it out. How beautiful is that actor? Until my husband went crazy and turned away from me.

My head is throbbing and my mind is so calm. The sound out there is blowing my daydream.

‘’Bu, Mommy does not eat malem? Ud Aunty prepare nih.’’

‘’Astaghfirullah! I haven't eaten at all. Just this afternoon eating with the menu order the Pelakor.’’ I exhaled slowly and wiped the tears.

‘’Eh, Yes, Bi. I no longer have taste,’’ sahutku sober. Yeah, that's how I feel right now. My appetite just ran aground.

‘’Mother hurts? Aunty take it to the hospital, yes?’’

‘’No, Bi.’’

‘’Abi in?’’ Aunt Sum rushed into my unlocked room.

‘’Why Eyes Mother?’’ aunt Sum looked aghast in surprise looking at my two neutrals. I bowed for a moment.

‘’No, Bi.’’

‘’Do not lie Aunty. Tell us, Ms.’’ Aunt Sum approached me. My chest feels like it's popping. I wanted to tell my aunt everything I felt so that my mind would be a little calm and light.

‘’Ba—The father of cheating, Bi.’’ finally got my word out too. Sontak made aunt Sum startled and smothered her mouth instantly.

‘’A—what? Real mom?’’ eyes bulging. I can only shake my head. My crying can't be contained anymore. I immediately hugged Aunt Sum tightly and let out my heartache all by crying out so badly.

‘’Ya Allah, cry, Mom. Let Mother's heart plong. Auntie felt what Mom felt. Aunty sure Mom must be strong,’’ softly stroked my back.

‘’Ngot done thinking with Father, how could be wishing Mother. What's the lack of trying? Beautiful, sholehah, fine, pinter cook, have Naisya, and always spoil your taste. Lah, let alone try?’’

‘’That's, Bi. I also did not think. What makes you play behind me.’’ I took off a slow hug and looked at aunt Sum who was shocked from the moment on her face with all my confessions.

‘’But, Aunty has to promise huh? Covering all this, do not know Father if I already know all about his affair that for 4 years.’’ I hold Aunt Sum's fingers. The back contact makes aunt's eyes perfectly round.

‘’4 Years?’’ he returned with eyes so shocked. I returned with a nod. I shed tears that always dripped.

‘’Ya Allah, so it's been 4 years you cheated new now I know?’’ I nodded back too.

‘’Aunt don't know what to say. Aunty sure, Mother must be strong and do not force yourself if Mother can not be with Father. Don't forget to always say’a the same God, Mom? Ask Him for the best. It's for Naisya's sake, I have to be strong.’’ Aunt Sum grabbed my finger and gave me strength. I let out a rough breath.

‘’In shaa Allah, Bi. Do’akan me always yes, in order to stay strong. Thank you so many Aunties for listening to all my curses,’’ I said in a raucous voice.

‘’Bibi will always help with do’a and always support Mom. Anyway anything you want to tell me, just tell Aunty ya?’’ I just nodded with a nod.

‘’Ya, Mom rest! While Naisya was fast asleep.’’ Aunt Sum patted my shoulder slowly and gave a cheering smile. I'm nodding. Aunt Sum rushed out of my room.

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