
The taxi was in front of the large hospital. I rushed to reach for the bag and handed the fare to the driver.
‘’Still, Mba.’’ I nodded with a friendly smile and nod. I went downstairs and stepped into the hospital. However, my steps stopped instantly.
‘’Still want you to show your face after what you did to my Mama? Yes?!’’
Oh God! So you went to the hospital because the illness came back after I told you everything? But, isn't this all the man's fault. He is the source of the problem. He's the one who's causing trouble. Why accuse me?
‘’Hei, Shrine! It's all your fault. Why are you even blaming me? Mama you're sick, it's all because of your rotten attitude!’’
Makes my anger become his. His mother went to my own hospital? That was his fault. If he hadn't cheated, none of this would have happened. Mama's disease will not recur. Why is he not aware of his own mistakes? Like I was the one to blame.
‘’Wait! Yesterday when I told Mama, she didn't believe me. And he is doing well. Why only now relapse Mama's disease?’’
‘’Do not dodge anymore. If you don't tell my mom everything. He will not relapse his illness. Still you do not want to say if it's all because of you?’’ Yeah, I admit I told you everything.
But, didn't all the trouble come from him? At that moment, my mom was fine. Why is the disease now relapsing? Why did Juwita know that she was in the hospital? Did he take Mom to the hospital? What does that have to do with that woman?
‘’OK. I'll repay all your treatment to my Mom!’’ threaten her. But it doesn't scare me. Because I'm not wrong. God is fair and He knows who is wrong.
‘’Humm, it turns out you never change huh. Who is the guy who will want to be with you in a tacky style like gini!’’ He approached me, making me take a step back.
The man looked at me from the end of his foot to the head wrapped in a veil. Makes me gasp, my heart is sliced. He's not the Deno I know.
‘’Who said no one wants to be with Nelda? I'm Reno. Her future husband Nelda.’’ Makes me gasp.
The man thrust his hand at Deno, but was not responded to at all. His hands hang in the air. The man who was still my husband gaped his mouth at Reno. How not, handsome man is more than handsome mas Deno. But, briefly! Why would that man dare to say that in front of me? What purpose? Did he just help me? Or is there another meaning?
‘’Nelda's husband's candidate? Nope! Not likely. You must be paid for him. How much did you get paid with him until I was the candidate of everything?’’ He whose expression was aghast in shock, immediately he turned his lips to a sinister smile.
‘’I'm not your double eye. As long as you know, my love is sincere to Nelda. Not like you, who could leave a woman as good as Nelda to get a woman prospective residents of hell like your love!’’
‘’Jaga your mouth! Don't try to insult my girlfriend!’’ His jaw hardened, his hands clenched, and approached Reno.
‘’I speak as per facts. Honey, we'll just go home. This place is not good for you,’’ invite him to call me with ‘’sayang’’, certainly makes me more amazed.
Is this just a play in front of Deno? What does he mean to do all this? It is not appropriate for me to be called dear by another man in front of the man who is still my husband. Moreover, he claimed me as my future husband. But there was no jealousy on his face. Is that how quickly you lose that feeling? Am I no longer in his heart? Is that woman able to replace me?
‘’Ta—but I want to see the state of Mama Minah first,’’ lirihku.
‘’Pak! There's a troublemaker here. Please throw them both out. Later even disturbed patients here.’’
It was as if I could not believe what the man who was still my husband was doing. It's not like he's talking and acting, like everybody else is. His deeds and words are not like the Deno I used to know. Oh God! Why did you change so drastically like this? My heart was getting torn and my chest felt crushed by a big stone.
The man in uniform rushed over,’’You guys don't make a fuss here. Please go, before I act!’’ he looked at me and Reno. I shook my head many times.
‘’Pak, I'm here to distinguish the sick. Not as much trouble as this guy says! He's the one who troublemakers. Not me!’’
‘’Already! It's already! You guys better get out of here!’’ throw the guy out.
You are a crafty man! I intend to come here, he accused me of being a no-no. Yeah, I better just go home. I turned around and walked without a word. Instantly the tears I held desperately shed. I ran towards the chair that was located on the side of the road. Remembering all the actions and words of the man who was still my husband.
‘’Ma’af me, Ma. I'm not allowed to be with Mama's son,’’ my voice with a vibrating and sounding sound in that chair.
People passed by in front of me, as well as vehicles that greeted each other. I shed tears violently. But still he broke. So sad about this heart. Tears that can now speak.
Suddenly someone handed me a handkerchief. I looked directly at his face.
‘’Ka—you?’’ I turned my eyes harshly.
‘’Ma’afmu, Nel,’’. I choose to speak a thousand languages. I shed tears violently. I have chosen silence for so many minutes and only my tears speak. I take a slow breath and exhale it, let the tightness in this chest decrease.
‘’Once again I ask ma’af same you. I'm just—‘’ It turns out that guy is still here.
‘’Thank you for helping me. But you shouldn't talk like that in front of my husband!’’ I glanced at him for a moment and turned back to throw a glance.
‘’Suy? You are not considered as his wife?’’ He smiled cynically and shook his head. The question the man was able to pierce the recesses of my heart.
‘’She does not bother me now. But neither I nor he are divorced. After all, he's still my husband.’'
‘’I was considered or not the same him. I will still consider him as my husband!’’
My words were able to leave him silent for a long time. Netraku looked at the streets that were crowded by passing vehicles. But my mind flew out of nowhere.
‘’Nel, don't lie to yourself. I know the wound in your heart is so deep. Even though I never felt it. Don't torture yourself like gini.’’
Seriate.
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